The Skeleton Inside Me Is Trying To Escape

if anyone is curious as to what i've been working on for the past year, it's this project, RevelAZN. no solo album this year :sob:
also i deleted everything from this account because spotify exists

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCr1kyOKZaT8oZ8vExkyEIFw

we are
nickwuh
raddydydy
aizael/kishi
JerFloW
Apøllø
hai
haz
Jason Solo

(backing vocals from nothenri and Collin Luppes)

they’ve been asking the same things since i was young
was never the type to do as i was told
but i tried to fit the mold
discoveries in far off lands
a gift from the heavens but it feels secondhand
if i ever had one, i think this is my chance

i said mom, i wanna be a star
don’t care how far i have to go
it’s what my future holds

she said, “son, you have to understand”
we can’t be with you till the end
maybe you should think it over again

so i put my faith in constellations 
that somebody will recognize my creation
it's what i've dreamed about a thousand times
once more, a song guides me into the night
turn my head and let my guard down
burstin’ into tears from the beautiful sound
no headstarts or backup plans
i’ll reach higher star power

my bad, for tryna be the odd one out
for takin’ every road less travelled
i found myself in distant places, unfamiliar foreign faces
over the horizon, towards the sun, and we’ll be fine

‘cause the world stands still when i hear us harmonize
we’ll show them all the meaning of our lives
no doubts, there's not a version of myself
that trades away what's given
if there is i hope i'm not him

so i put my faith in constellations 
that somebody will recognize my creation
it's what i've dreamed about a thousand times 
once more, a song guides me into the night
i wanna take the stage and sing my heart out 
but honey, i'm afraid i'm getting too old now
burn out bright into the spotlight
i'll reach higher, star power 

glitter skies and galaxies 
a universe beyond our reach
stellar nights in ecstasy 
i hear your voice come through the screen

if you work hard and just believe 
the fairytales and fantasies
something's gotta give
but what if it still isn't enough 

so i put my faith in constellations 
that somebody will recognize my creation
it's what i've dreamed about a thousand times 
once more, a song guides me into the night
i wanna take the stage and sing my heart out 
but honey, i'm afraid i'm getting too old now
burn out bright into the spotlight
i'll reach higher, star power 

epiphanies and revelations
everything i'm doing is for a reason 

no head starts or backup plans

i wanna be a star
don’t care

they’ve been asking the same things

don’t care how far i have to go

burn out bright into the spotlight

it's now or it's never

i’ll reach higher, star power

Star Power

RevelAZN - Star Power

winter wonderwall

[Unfinished] - Sherlock Bones v2 (2022)

"you're safe now, the rain can't get you in here
you're indoors
...
you can always hide from your problems if you're resourceful enough"

be not defeated by the rain

"do you know why we say you fall in love?
it's because love scares you and hurts you 
and at the end, if someone doesn't catch you...
you'll break."

fall

edit: if this gets a 100 likes i put out the next track early 😈

this could be heaven - this could be the dream that i've had countless times 
where we had a home 
had a rooftop with a better view of the skyline

but i wake up, still aching for the quiet after storms 
when we're secure - when we're free from the dice 
and set into stone until the day i'm out of time

we've got forever
to find our peace together 
when the clouds part, our journey will start 
into the sunset, into the amber

and though the odds aren't in our favor 
and they say feelings tend to waver 
ready when you are, cause we've made it this far
into the resin, into the amber

when these younger days become the yesteryears 
hung in golden frames along the corridors
as our ash escapes into the stratosphere
this is what i want; nothing less and nothing more

i'm sure we've got forever
to find our peace together 
when the clouds part, our journey will start 
into the sunset, into the amber

and though the odds aren't in our favor 
and they say feelings tend to waver 
ready when you are, cause we've made it this far
into the resin, into the amber

through the coming years of waking up 
to the replica of you - smiling through the other side of my obsolete device

the light that keeps me sleep deprived 
the sound of clicks on glass 
i will never let go of you again

and as the last tree goes up in flames
as the last lake evaporates
as the last star fades into the night
i'll leave it at that - the promise is implied

the time we have together
i know it's not forever
but we'll meet again when we're beyond the horizon 
over the sunset, and into what's after

and now your voice a different timbre
and my bones a little weaker
ready when you are, cause we've made it this far
into forever, into the amber

darling, you don’t have to be afraid
i’ve waited my whole life for you, after all

us against the universe

amber

the jolly flying man

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technicolor reverie, acrylic-laden dreams
retrospective pondering at four in the morning

recording all she sees to battle entropy
from the ether, he laughs at the irony

perfect symmetry in who we used to be
the past life of a stranger that could not mean more to me

she kept every secret in the hairs of her brushes
as the watercolor leeches into the fibers of the canvas

she won’t explain the reason why the image is imprisoned
holding on so tightly to what has to be forgotten

she stands, and she makes her declaration 
to a world so silent, she yearns for an answer

and as the spirits come and go, she’s left without an anchor
her violet teardrops dot the stems of flowers - the painter

she wrote a desperate message
and she promptly painted over it
but the blemishes from bleeding ink will surely leave some evidence

“if anyone is reading this, my failures were an accident.”
as every awkward brushstroke would begin to serve a testament

living proof of visions locked away by passing time
sunshine of the summer slowly limiting supply
present moments sink into the haze of blanking minds
despite the ineluctable, she’ll try

she painted every instant from her start until the finish
but a bottle still left open spilled onto every frame

so she feigned some inspiration, and with some concentration
those memories recovered - still, it wasn’t the same

the painter

is it real, is it fake?
is it all just by mistake
she believed long ago
that she would find it

i’m a wreck, and she’s a mess
but when i’m with her all the rest
fades away, dissipates
into the gray

think before i take a step
i’m afraid what’s coming next
do i move, would i regret
yesterday

she played a song 
it sounded good
was from her mom's piano book
all along
misunderstood
at a glance 
was all it took

she was mine 
i was hers
by the ivories we stood 
and poured our hearts out
what do i do now? 

i grew up
a house of five 
she grew up an only child
quiet place
grown up faces everywhere

we don’t believe in fairy tales
pretty sure we know what’s real
haven’t seen it for ourselves
it’s a truth she knows too well

not a damsel in distress
not a prince who needs his character development, oh

i played a song
from the heart
on my brother's old guitar 
out of tune
how to start
when i know we’ll drift apart

separate
never stays
something getting in the way
still, i poured my heart out
so, what do i do now

bridge
you could be the poet if you let me be your muse
know it’s probably stupid, but what do i have to lose?
so pick a sheet of paper and your favorite color pen
and we'll write our story 
again

harmonize here
she played a song 
it sounded good
was from her mom's piano book
i was wrong
maybe we could
if a glance 
was all it took

not the girl of my dreams
i'm probably not the boy she needs 
all i know is
it was real to me

be not defeated by the rain

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