b4s3d2010

prod @leverfall

i refuse to cut ties, i see the flaws in your lies
it might lead to your demise
everything about you’s see through, has noone ever told you?
it’ll come back to bite you soon
i’m so fucking done with romance
no one told me in advance
that i’d get played consistently
can count on both hands how many times i got used
i wish i never had a, soft spot for you

its whatever though idc

prod @leverfall

i’m losing touch with reality
my weaknesses have the audacity
to hinder me, and overshadow me
my body’s shutting down as we speak, i feel diluted
in my room, i’m so secluded
i beg to be included
all my bones are just protruding
wonder if they’ll care, when i’m, deceased (no)
my body, rotting, in the woods, diseased

tons of lost files, i’m a mystery
good luck if you’re trying to find me
so many new blueprints, no clues, no witness
all your dreams are lucid, it’s not real, it’s useless
if you wanna talk, i’m a text away
i’m here, express yourself in any way
no one’s perfect, but just be you
be you, be you, be you, be you

i’m losing touch with reality
my weaknesses have the audacity
to hinder me, and overshadow me
my body’s shutting down as we speak, i feel diluted
in my room, i’m so secluded
i beg to be included
all my bones are just protruding
wonder if they’ll care, when i’m, deceased (no)
my body, rotting, in the woods, diseased

deceased

prod @leverfall

realistically, realistically, realistically, realistically
death is such a sight to see
it’s rising upon all of us, you and me
if there’s a crisis, i need you, your blood i need to siphon
realistically, realistically, realistically, realistically

realistically

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don’t know where to run, i just might run to the gun
cause it’s hell fucking talking to ya
i spent countless nights just tryna comfort ya
i can barely sleep, now i got insomnia
it’s hard to choose, what i wanna do
she’s so goddamn ignorant, she’s such a fucking mood
block her everywhere, even listening to my tunes
she’s always having some affair, she’s so fucking rude

uh uh, no i’m not done
she’s going rampant, she might kill someone
can’t take no bullshit, she’s poking fun
i just can’t take it, this bitch is so dumb
laying, in the sun
when my times here, i’ll be gone
laying, in the sun
when my times here, i’ll be gone
laying, in the sun
when my times here, i’ll be gone
laying, in the sun
when my times here, i’ll be gone

don’t know where to run, i just might run to the gun
cause it’s hell fucking talking to ya
i spent countless nights just tryna comfort ya
i can barely sleep, now i got insomnia
it’s hard to choose, what i wanna do
she’s so goddamn ignorant, she’s such a fucking mood
block her everywhere, even listening to my tunes
she’s always having some affair, she’s so fucking rude

h8 talking to you

prod @leverfall

i’ll die in unison with you, put flowers on our graves
and i’d like to add, i’m here for you, your mental health is saved
don’t have to spend money on doctors, i can be your therapist or your proctor
elaborate what’s on your mind
is it a demon killing you? or a lost memory you’re running after?
after, after, after, after, after

im here demo

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i’m doing this shit raw

i know you’ve heard a lot, but it’s not true i’m just lost
with myself, i don’t know where to go
losing directions like it’s north, south, and east
(i know, i know)
it’s like my minds losing signal
i’m on five bars, but i have no connection
craft up shitty songs for your affection
i feel like i’m not enough
i gotta do the most to be in your section
god bless america, someone burn it up

in many creepy spaces, but it’ll never fuck me up
like you do, like you do, like you do
like you do, like you do, like you do

it’ll never fuck me up, it’ll never fuck me up, it’ll never fuck me up

very bold to assume that im avoiding you

prod @leverfall

let me decide, why are you taking his side?
let me decide, why are you taking his side?

there’s no hope, he’s bleeding slow
his bloods stained on my clothes, and his scent is potent
his spirit is 6 feet below, at the mouth foaming
how much longer can he go? tired of his groaning

salvia, poison my mind
so far from talking it out
there’s no endpoint, there’s no goal
just another method of escape, secrets unfold

let me decide, why are you taking his side?
let me decide, why are you taking his side?

let me decide, why are you taking his side?
let me decide, why are you taking his side?

decide

prod @leverfall

did you receive, my notes?
did you receive, my letters?
did you receive, my notes?
did you receive, my letters?

nothing interlude

prod @leverfall

and it’s alright, people biting on my skin like their termites
taking photos of them, they’re gonna die tonight
like, what’s for dinner? your remains tonight
i’m feeding on your black lungs, they’ve been smoked down to the fucking bone
slept on the wrong side, i feel so alone
outside of reality, to my home

i will reach my demise soon
i’ll make sudden changes all i want
i’m still learning, tryna do it all
you never know, one day, i might fall
on the floor, unconscious
dosed with a bunch pills, i’m so righteous
hyperventilating, breakdowns, i can’t fight it
so much for a fucking mental crisis

breakdowns, i can’t fight it
these issues have been underlying
you can’t fix me, why are you defying?
please give me tissue before i start crying

please give me tissue before i start crying
please give me tissue before i start crying
p-p-p-please give me tissue before i start crying
please give me tissue before i start crying
please give me tissue before i start crying
p-p-p-please give me tissue before i start crying
please give me tissue before i start crying
p-p-p-please give me tissue before i start crying

crying

prod by me

ate a bunch of razor blades now Im shitting blood
wake up wanna die hate my life I dont give no fucks
cant decide if I should dial 998 or call the plug
If I go one more week sober ima fucking pull the plug
you dont wanna fucking know me I dont even wanna know me
I just want a girl to hold me and treat me just like she own me
beat my naked body with a hammer break my bones
this world be fucking cold this world be so fucking dull
they like kd why the fuck is you so sad (I dont know)
they like kd why the fuck you wanna die (I dont know)
like I mean I have some good days but some days be fucking balls
and even on the good days I can barley feel at all
police breaking down my door
blood splattered on the wall
then they see my rotten corpse
with a hollowed out skull
hollow point turn a fuckboy to a jiggsaw
speed this shit the fuck up I am not paul wall

welcome to my personal hell

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DJ crackbaby on yt and sc
@its_al1ve on disc

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b4s3d2010

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