I don't know. I think I wrote this to remind myself that my thoughts become clearer when I'm alone. I used to feel it and now I'm just sick of playing it.

untitled

(wrote this for it) :

I awoke in a room where nothing seemed real. As I walked towards its exit, I tripped in my footsteps at the thought of the idea of perfection. Snakes, they slithered across the hallways' floor towards the frame of the door to wrap around the crimson roots that appear in this dimension I used to desire so much.

The Crimson,
The tar black slithering hairs of shades,
they come to me across the altered states 
when solitude is dreadful.

Why did I ignore this whole fucked up universe when I knew that I would find that it was always there, 
all around,
all the time...

Your flame is the beacon of a war fleet at shore.
Your forsaker in a cage behind a fortified door.
All your deceptions  for of a truth that only you hold.

I don't know anymore.
We destroy, blacken, corrupt from the inside out.




(no title)

The Lower Animals - Ring

SGM - Bring Back The Apocalypse

The track is supposed to be about 7 minutes but it cut from a part in the beginning to a part at the end on the cd. Cheap fucking machines man...Anyway. 

It was composed earlier this year during winter and the missing parts are deleted data, it kind of pisses me off, but yeah, this is what remains of it. I might re-do it some time but not anytime soon.

Howl The Hell

My parrents bought me a 100$ drum set so now I'm pretending I can play drums.

 This is a song I re-made without vocals.

when i 'm nothing