Its like I wanna leave over my anxiety and I wanna stay because I love her. However she doesnt have any interest, she doesnt even know its always a battle against myself to hold back all the feelings  I have for her 💔

Bmike Unfortunate (My Life is this song)

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CREDITS:

Artwork: David Kierman
Mixed by: Kai Lasker, @itsbrilliance
Mastered by: Chris Athens 
prod by: Dansonn

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-LYRICS-

VERSE 1: 



My mind is a tug of war 
Back and forth on what should I do
There’s thoughts that I wanna pour
But have no one to pour em to

I reach out to get ignored
I feel depressed and I blame you
All this pain that I endured
Left me broken and split in two

Swear I only have two modes...
All times highs and all time lows...
I can’t get of grip of myself,
So I just sit and I yell 
& Im trying not to lose hope ..

I lost every one I had close
No wonder why I feel alone
sometimes I wanna grab rope 
Stick my neck in a noose, dangle & let my ass choke 

I’m sick of love being the reason I hurt
I’m sick of love being the reason I hurt 
I’m sick of giving my heart, I’m sick of playing my part, just for you to let down when I put you first

Fuck you...I mean literally fuck you.
Girl I don’t even need you! 
I’m on the rise and I wouldn’t wanna be you
If I got one wish I wish I didn’t see you .. my 

Depressions depressing it taking control of me...
Im loosing myself and I can’t get a hold of me 
I see my reflection and don’t even know it’s me
I feel alone and they don’t even notice me...

But how I can I blame em, when I’m outta line..
one minute I’m sad, and then the next I am fine...
There’s so much inconsistency in my mind...
Just, know that I’m trying



HOOK:



I don’t know, where to go, high & lows... it’s
Got me feeling lost again... 
(hoo-hoo)
I don’t know, where to go, high & lows...it’s
Got me thinking it’s the end...


Maybe I just needa 
Breathe (x3)
(Repeat 4 times) 



VERSE 2:



Broken, empty ... 
Pain, envy ...
Love, deadly ...
Lust, tempting ...


I just wanna feel something right now...
Anything ... Anything ...
I’d give my all to smile right now 
Everything ... Everything ...


I’m so sick of crying, I just wanna die ... 
Thoughts of suicide, just know I lost hope.
Say I victimize, give me weak advice
Like I’m lying just to get likes on my post.
Say it’s in my mind, say I never tried
Like you know me, sorry you really don’t.
Why’d I even try to tell you my side
When deep In your eyes - I’m just a big joke? 

Tryna live lately feels like a chore,
A fight in my mind since my mind is at war
I stare in my phone kuz Im tryna ignore, 
that I realized there’s no point in life anymore

And it sucks I lost touch of the real me...
Is there anyone out there that feels me...
Kuz my hope is decreasing severely. 
I scream to god and it’s he don’t hear me... so...

I sit in silence, my minds in control of me...
I know this isn’t what life is supposed be...
Is there anyone around kuz it’s only me
I lost everyone thats ever been close to me!!

But how I can I blame em, when I’m outta line..
One minute I’m sad, and then the next I am fine.
There’s so much inconsistency in my mind
Just, know that I’m trying... 



HOOK:



I don’t know, where to go, high & lows... it’s
Got me feeling lost again... 
(hoo-hoo)
I don’t know, where to go, high & lows...it’s
Got me thinking it’s the end...

Maybe I just needa 
Breathe (x3)
(Repeat 4 times) 



BRIDGE:



maybe I just needa breathe (x4) 

Maybe I just needa breathe 
Breathe, breathe (x4)



HOOK:



I don’t know, where to go, high & lows... it’s
Got me feeling lost again... 
(hoo-hoo)
I don’t know, where to go, high & lows...it’s
Got me thinking it’s the end...


Maybe I just needa 
Breathe (x3)
(Repeat 4 times)

08/05/2019

Sik World - Highs & Lows (Prod. Homeself)

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