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human

STWBRRY's first album. uh, it's me. I've been swamped with work and everything feels weird. like everyday is repeating. I hate life like this.

all prod. mercenarychild

dokkii had no part in making this

lost

1v50 diss on a random band on bandlab lmao
this is my first time doing sigilkore so if its bad, my fault

killx2 freestyle [prod.mistxked]

you are my god

exrslvt - u r my god

nasty

exrslvt - nasty

uhh the opposite of a love song? (prod.kittyflower + zeromandia)

he'll probably just see me as an obsessive creep haha, but here's this song I wrote about you and the only night I've spent with you awhile ago qwq

URSODIVINE!!! (ALL PLATS)

rum...

[prod. ANATVK x VIRUSJ]

remix, original song here -> https://soundcloud.com/thexperiment_official/laughterhouse?in=thexperiment_official/sets/thexperiment-lost-songs


kidsketchyy diss

was just a feature remix now I decided to be the stereotype he set lmao, just make the music you enjoy, It doesn't matter if no one else likes it as long as you do.

(update he deleted the song lol)

BVZYMeRDRINXPPS (KIDSKETCHYY DISS) [ANATVK X VIRUSJ]

Slide Freestyle (soundcloud exclusive)

ekk (it only gets worse I promise remix)

one day.

walkheart: https://soundcloud.com/pj-johnson-749551533

I stabbed you 15 times on april 21st last year and told no one. they stopped looking (ft.walkheart)

SHOUTOUT SXUL FOR PRODUCING THIS HANDCRAFTED BEAT OF GODS
if this does well I'll extend the freestyle
I dropped this for the love of music, I get no profits from this
sc exclusive currently <33

UH HUH UGH FREESTYLE [PROD. SXUL]

main artist, DokkiiV: https://soundcloud.com/itsdokkie
producer, ayoji: @ayojibeats
arranged by STWBRRY

[lyrics]
lately. I been starin' at my ceilin' from my bed
dealin' with these thoughts inside my head
never make it and I'm prolly better dead
but this shit a cycle hope it fuckin' ends
I. been stuck in my room, and I been losin' all my friends 
I'm. dealin' with dysphoria but to them it don't make sense
I. want to be myself, I'm done with dropping hints 
I. can't feel like the others but I still want to be..

human
I. know that I'm not 
human
but my "soul" it keeps me
movin'
question why these friends I'm 
losin'
I. don't feel like I'm 
human. oh
human. oh
human. oh
human. oh

I know. everybody has to deal with their goodbyes
but I still struggle with that shit inside
huh, fear of letting go I'd rather die
but I hope to make it out, I hope I'll try
I'll be right at the top one day I must get thru this trial
thinkin about quittin' shit but I might stay awhile
I know that I'm feelin' shit, but I know that's futile
know I'm not like them I know I'll never be a

human
I. know that I'm not 
human
but my "soul" it keeps me
movin'
question why these friends I'm 
losin'
I. don't feel like I'm 
human. oh
human. oh
human. oh
human. oh

hope that I'll try more
I hope that I'll try more

hope that I'll try more
I hope that I'll try more

hope that I'll try more
I hope that I'll try more

main artist, DokkiiV: https://soundcloud.com/itsdokkie
feature, WalkHeart: https://soundcloud.com/pj-johnson-749551533
feature, Grey.ii: https://soundcloud.com/johnplayz05
producer, gelogaza: @prodgeloo
arranged by STWBRRY

[lyrics]
I don't know what to do.

yeah
I'm 
smokin' till I'm reborn
ever since we broke up I've been smokin' on the weed more
huh
look, I wish that I could sing more
they don't really want that so I'm cuttin' til' I bleed more
yuh 
aye, I'm cuttin' till I bleed more
they don't really want that. I be cuttin' till I bleed more
woah
but
I don't wanna see more
I don't wanna feel shit I'll be happy when the lean pour (up)
wait 
the bullshit I don't feed more
used to talk to people then I always would just leave torn up
aye
I don't wanna sleep more
ever since I cut you off I see you in my dreams more (ugh)
baby 
I just miss the sea more
smokin' on a joint, I'm on a boat that's fuckin' sea born uh
huh
It's not the same as we were
but you slept with him like could you really fuckin' be more (ugh)

yeah, happy when the lean pour up
ugh, drugs out the ice cream truck
wait, buy it when the guy pull up
huh, I be in the night I'm up
yeah, happy when the lean pour up
ugh, drugs out the ice cream truck
wait, buy it when the guy pull up
huh, I be in the night I'm up

love
can't even die alone
I've been all on my own
she come and make shit up
she make me throw up
I want the cybertrucks
gotta make my mind up
gotta take this shit slowly

ever fell in love with a junkie?
ever fell in love with a junkie?

gonna wake up missing all your pills
gonna wake up feelin' the thrill
gonna wake up head rushing
gonna wake up dead inside

demons all around you and you ??? you're kinda dead
they flippin the ??? watching you
they want you dead gotta make your mind up
take the drugs inside your veins
make shit up inside your brain
you're bipolar you're- fuckin' hell
you run away huh
away from everyone that try to help you
you're a junkie
you're my junkie 
and I love you

oh
I can’t sleep
I can’t breathe
I can’t see
I can’t scream
I can’t be
Who I wanna be
You set me free
I keep myself chained
You let me see
Who I could be without my stains

yeah, happy when the lean pour up
ugh, drugs out the ice cream truck
wait, buy it when the guy pull up
huh, I be in the night I'm up
yeah, happy when the lean pour up
ugh, drugs out the ice cream truck
wait, buy it when the guy pull up
huh, I be in the night I'm up

reborn

main artist, DokkiiV: https://soundcloud.com/itsdokkie
producer, inure: https://soundcloud.com/inure-15
arranged by STWBRRY

[lyrics]
dude, dude, hey, hey you up? we're almost at your house. yeah, we're like five minutes away. ugh fucking red light, it gets me every time.

look 
I'm staring at the red lights
mama always told me look beyond of what your headlights
show
I been trying to get my mo'fuckin' head right
but my family telling me I gotta get my bread right
yo
"when you gonna blow up, when you gonna make it, when you gonna put your momma in a house like you is really famous, you still waiting for this shit? kid I done lost my fuckin' patience"
now I hop on every beat and slaughter shit like I am Jason
hoe

man I just hope I get rakks one day
man I just hope I can relax one day
man I just hope that I can act so great
man I just hope I just hope 

man I don't know the fuck that I should hope for
I hope someone will come along and teach me how to float more
I hope to get big off song where people respect my flow more
I hope to get more bongs prolly bigger so I can smoke more

you know?

"n-no not in the slightest"

car conversation

main artist, DokkiiV: https://soundcloud.com/itsdokkie
producer, apath: https://soundcloud.com/isaac-386981450
arranged by STWBRRY

[lyrics]
am I really human?

feel my mind is slippin' and it's spinnin' like a vinyl
if my life a movie then this movie lack a title
I can't stop imagining like bein' all my idols
I don't think Imma make it and not talkin' my vitals

feel my mind is slippin' and it's spinnin' like a vinyl
if my life a movie then this movie lack a title
I can't stop imagining like bein' all my idols
don't think Imma make it and not talkin' my vitals
scared of losin' intrest, even though I'll stay awhile
I know that Imma stop one day I just hope it's awhile
don't know when I'm losin' shit so I always go wild
always snap on tracks and I always outshine their styles 
I just hope one day I can kickback
and take a break to just relax

nothing here to care about

nothing here to care about

idontwant2continue

main artist, DokkiiV: https://soundcloud.com/itsdokkie
arranged by STWBRRY

[lyrics]
one. two. one-two-three-four

I. know. that I cannot stay
fuck you all, get out my way
I know that I'm not like you
not from here I know the truth
I know everything you hid
I know everything I am
I know everything you did
I know my life is not real

I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep up

I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep up

I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep up

I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep up

I. know. that I cannot stay
but I'll probably miss this place
I know everything they did
I know why I must escape
but this place is still my home
but this place it has no hope
I know that I'll have to go
I know that I have to go


I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep up

I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep up

I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep up

I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep runnin'
I'll keep up

know that I'll keep up

I'm not as free as I thought I would be.

running

BLEH!

look, see 

I've done lost my chance
I don't think before I feel shit, eyes inside my hands
miss the way he walks the way he talks the way he stands
mom is askin' me why I'd make a song about a man

I just found a girl online who's succeedin' while being herself
maybe I should stop this act, and show the world my true self
i stopped talkin' to everybody because nobody could help
and I know everything about this boy he talks and I melt
what else, chanel cologne in my nose all I smell
I like wearing fuckin' skirts am I gay I can't tell
what will my mother think about it, if there's a god is there a hell
the more I think about this shit the more I cut below my belt

I haven't felt anything in weeks, months, or years
and I'm tryna cut it off, my face is cover in my tears
don't know what I'm even doing I mixed xannax and a beer
that I stole from my dad, I was saving for the peir
that all my friends hang out at, but it's this time I really fear
that I'll never see another one of those at least in here
'cause I'm bout to fuckin' do it got the gun up to my ear
bout to make a fuckin' mess on top the blood already smeared
and I'm even barely dressed, just in the bathroom with a mirror
that I can not even face because I hate I'm feelin weird
bout my body bout my scars on my thighs and the near
I could end it all right now, it's to my head and it's a mere.

mom's home

THE.DAY.THE.FLOWERS.DIED

art by: https://x.com/carlesdalmauart
prod: IejJA
mix: stwbrry
shout out zeni for lending me his british accent

NOTHING FREESTYLE

WE.ALL.FIND.OUR.OWN.WAY

BUT.NEVER.GO.BACK

THE.SKY.TURNED.BLACK

goodbye.

SCRAPPED FROM KKILLIV BECAUSE THE BEAT WAS BOUGHT UNDER ME

(SOUNDCLOUD XCLUSIVE) IPRXMISED.ILLDIEF4MXUS

18 she/her
unhinged scream lady
feats = 25$ per 30 seconds

here to prove something to myself ig

yo go to who I'm following and follow kouhai

oh and thexperiment for life or sum shit <33

DokkiiV

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