therapy sessions w/ jkjmetasco (ajay & decago)

@rewind214

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/26GXsxeWyq4YegTdGLir0Q?si=dfce1e1d26a84161
lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8S0o8yfyoyo

why do I mess up each time
tired, no I don’t wanna fight
side need u by right my side
i don’t wanna cry 

when I call u don’t ignore
call me when I call u back
now my body’s on the floor
heartbreak gave a heart attack
can I call u “mi amor”
call up my lifeline
stuck in my mind
i need u to survive

body feeling worse
i can’t make it stop
smoke to calm my nerves
only thing I’ve got
ik I don’t deserve
everything u are
ik its all my fault
and now I have withdrawals

my body barely breathing
i can barely move
now im in the deep end
feel like such a fool
don’t know what im sayin
can I see u soon
tryna get through to you

lifeline (rewind)

prod @lazyb0nes

lyrics:
so tell me do you love me i dont wanna fall apart
if only you'd trust me i know we'd make it far
you words they cut deep straight to my heart
u say that it must be, but i wont make it hard
i- i just wanna give u a life to remember
say that im not trying when i put in effort
think that its nothing, but im trying more than ever
damage my heart, don't care, leaving it severed

crash out i just wanna live again
tell me what was it you said so it wont be the end
i just wanna be free, i dont wanna be me
(dont wanna be me)
(i wanna be gone)

baby give me a reason
i try to speak up, but im just freezing
im just me but im trying to be someone
steady running around looking for a reason

so tell me do you love me i dont wanna fall apart
if only you'd trust me i know we'd make it far
you words they cut deep straight to my heart
u say that it must be, but i wont make it hard
i- i just wanna give u a life to remember
say that im not trying when i put in effort
think that its nothing, but im trying more than ever
damage my heart, don't care, leaving it severed

fall apart

whoa, bitch know im on the way
off of these pills cant feel my face
they jus be lyin bout shootin broad day
ima jus hop out and ill spray
bih know im too far
i cant tell you apart
they cant do it like us

they tryna catch me outside
i keep it on me like clyde
they cannot pull up and try
gonna get put in the sky
they jus be lyin on shit but aint on shit fr
im on shit fr
they get pissed fr
bitch im throwin fits fr

they tryna copy the wave
they know i keep me a k
they tryna fuck w us
they know i keep it tucked
no you not like us
breakin away and im too far
i dont know if ill catch you

yea, they stay hatin on shit
hatin on shit
unless its not you
tell me its not true
tell me its not you
no i cant trust you

bitch know im on the way
off of these pills cant feel my face
they jus be lyin bout shootin broad day
ima jus hop out and ill spray
bih know im too far
i cant tell you apart
they cant do it like us

Spotify

two faced (jayysoul)

Produced By @pyu
is It Overr?
xoxo

lyrics;
how could it be?
that ur the one i see
i put my mind to rest
we talk while im asleep
i feel like im the worst
u act like im the best
i dont know how to feel
i dont feel like the rest

keep telling me to go
i know that i messed up
know the words to all my songs
feels like holes inside my lungs
my family dont know
by 18 ill be gone
i dont wannna hear u cry
when its all said and done

lay my body in the snow
my hearts always been cold
read the lines, this is for u
u can tell me if u know
u played right in my face
u treat me like a joke
wish i could say ur name
im so scared for u to know

its been 6 months
changed so much
it feels like ur still mine
heartbeat, get up
love the way u lie, get away
u do me so wrong
cant let u see me cry, im a mess
i give up

u said that u'd stick around
wake up then u let me down
bruises on my skin, pitiful
pray they take me out
scream for u, im screamin loud
cut my skin im shutting down
look me in my face
one more time, need u Nowwww

got my eyes on u
only one i see
only one that i want
only one that i need
i need u so bad
growing up i feel so weak
got me bleeding out
got me on my knees

18 (Meta)

@friendly
@dimpleb

%%% 

everything has changed
but i still want u here w me baby stay the same
hack up my wrist just to feel the pain
i wish u knew everything i said

ill go and change myself
for u and all ur friends
u know i hate myself
its u and what u said

my life is changing and i cant stop it
your faded picture is in my pocket

everything has changed
but i still want u here w me baby stay the same
hack up my wrist just to feel the pain
i wish u knew everything i said

and when u wake up
a mid september rain is when we break up
i tried to give a chance but i cant wait now

(its not the same now)

mid september, , (dimpleb ,, friendly)

Produced By @pyu
with @blushxoxo
Victory Lap

lyrics;
i could tell u things that'll fuck ur mind up
yr whole team sucks, whole team full of dick riders
beauty beast bag only thing that im buying
i do this with passion, every song ur lying
*i dont gotta try*

day1s > strangers > haters
im never the fake one ; no love, he a faker
sorry i cant save u
we switched out the pagers
tell me when the loyalty and love turned into anger

i been mag dumpin
need the crowd jumpin
tell em turn the party up
im leaving with something
im leaving with u
tell lil lex to pass the russian
u said thats ur goat
we not in the same discussion

ik that he mad uh
ik that he mad, moved to the city and lost ur bag
i promised myself ill triple that and try to pass em
sucks we had to fall out but u treat me like a fan tho

@blushxoxo
did this shit since 16
mag dumping yo bitch street
you mad cause you aint me
tryna get my attention
fuck no turn the left cheek
heyy wat i say thoo
aye watchu mean hoe

down, pills til i comatose
til i overdose
ecstasy its on my phone
keep talkin bout me
cmon get outcha mouth
same nigga same shit
(blush wrote the lyrics;i jst copy and pasted it xd)

MagDumping w/ Blushxoxo (Meta)

i added dat strum pattern 
prod @rewind214 @pyu
@afterstory

so can you take me one more time
and deal with me again?
and we can start all over 
like we never met

and when you say its over
we can all pretend
that nobody remembers 
all the time we spent

and when we become strangers ill move on without you
id never hate myself if i had never found you
what does it amount to?
if i had never found you

so can you take me one more time
and deal with me again?
and we can start all over 
like we never met

and when you say its over
we can all pretend
that nobody remembers 
all the time we spent

when the snow clears up in may
and when my body breaks and i start to decay
you were my everything and all i never said
id give up everything to hear your voice again

and i know ive been so cold

this whole time hatred grows

i cant control myself when youre not here

lifeline (rewind)

evvie

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