I’m never good enough 
no matter what I do 
you’ll always find a way 
to make me feel so fucking blue 
you play me on a queue 
my heart’s so fuckin screwed 
use me and lie to me like I never fuckin knew 

I’m Drinking every night to break my heart over and over again 
cause you keep telling me that all we’ll ever be is just friends 
& can we make this end?
you’re just an actor always wanna fuckin pretend  
that you don’t feel shit but get jealous every time I fuckin get it in with someone else 
get mad at me like every time for sticking to the plan 
hot girl summer hot girl bummer you playing your fuckin self 
catchin feelings, never healing, movin on to someone else 


I always think I’m not good enough 
and always shutting down my heart cause 
there always was another man 
waiting for his fuckin chance 

Every time we broke it off 
we’d fight we’d yell 
we’d make up and fuck 
we’d start the cycle again 
He’s still there trying his luck 
you’re with him now 
and I’ve been learning to not give a fuck 

I’m finding excuses to pull the knife out 
baby shut the lights down 
kiss me like he’s not around 
tell me that you really love me 
And not this asshole of a clown 
Can I ever make you proud?

I Was Never Good Enough (prod. Jolst)

This song is a remix of "i can't be bothered" by @sydcxx
Featuring @carlby
Produced by @horoshavibes
Guitars by saint mike

LYRICS
run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up
i cant be bothered to give a fuck
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun

baby u were the one i would run to
my life has no meaning without u
i should move on but im scared to let u go

what if you realize you miss me
and i found someone else that could kiss me
so ill be alone til you care enough to come back home

smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun
run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up
baby i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i cant be bothered to give a fuck

Can't Be Bothered w/ sydcxx & Carlby (Prod. Horosha & saint mike)

Lyrics: 

I dont understand why this is so hard to do
I want to let go but i cant let go 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are just leaving

ooohhhh x2

Its time to do the hardest thing
That i never thought i could do 
Its getting out of hand 
That its getting to me 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

LET GO

New single "Void"

(Lyrics)

Fall into the void baby that’s where I go 
Drowning out the noise I don’t wanna know 
Feeling so alone inside a empty home 
I don’t wanna know no I don’t wanna know
Surrounded by this darkness 
From the feelings that I can’t quit 
I swear to god 
You’re my addiction 
Swear to god I swear to god

Fall into the void baby that’s where I go 
Drowning out the noise I don’t wanna know 
Feeling so alone inside a empty home 
I don’t wanna know no I don’t wanna know
Whatcha got going on I don’t care 
You’re the one that left me yeah left me there 
Saying it’s you baby thats not fair 
I don’t care no I don’t care 

In the endless black you left me in
Feeling blue baby I need medicine 
But nothings ever working 
But nothings ever working 
Swear You always call when you know I’m gone 
Can’t let it go so you come along 
Run back to me baby like a sad song 
But you’ll never admit that you were wrong 

Surrounded by this darkness I 
From the feelings that I can’t quit 
I swear to god 
You’re my addiction 
I Swear to god I swear to god

Fall into the void baby that’s where I go 
Drowning out the noise I don’t wanna know 
Feeling so alone inside a empty home 
I don’t wanna know no I don’t wanna know
Whatcha got going on I don’t care 
You’re the one that left me yeah left me there 
Saying it’s you baby thats not fair 
I don’t care no I don’t care

Mixed by Yago
Master by Kanashi
Prod by Cian

Stream on Spotify!

Void

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

New single “You can say” 

-Lyrics-
Got this weight 
Yeah weighing down in my chest 
We could fight 
But I’d rather lay down to rest 
I know you already 
Found your next 
So why do you 
Keep messing with my head 
Got another bottle 
Yeah I’ll take another round 
I lost count 
Of everything that I downed 
Guess I’d rather drink
Yeah I’d rather drown 
Then continue to hear you out 

You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Airplane mode baby
That’s how I leave my phone 
Can’t reach me 
I’d rather be alone 
If I wanted to be sad
Then I’d just stay at home 
If I wanted to be mad
Then I’d catch a tone 
I don’t wanna say baby that I don’t care
But when I’m hurting you’re never there 
Maybe that’s why I feel this way
Maybe that’s why maybe that’s why 

(You can say X6)
You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Prod by prod. dercept x ayoley (premium license)
Mix by yago 
Master by Kanashi

You can say (prod. dercept x ayoley)

#melodicrap #pain #atlanta #newyorkrap #aboogie #future #torre$

no excuse- TORRE$ (Prod. Isaiah Truth)

DARK FORCE

made this cause sometimes it's hard to wake up
prod. tundra beats

also big thanks to @joolnoise for trying to help me with this one, he worked hard as fuck and deserves a follow from anyone that enjoys this !!

Wake Up (prod. TundraBeats)

Bad Medicine

Dead Broke:

No one's above me,
eating me up slowly,
it haunts me,
feel nothing, it's empty in-
side. she can't resist, there ain't no-
lie, lie, lie, lie.

Trechor Boy:

i cant describe this feeling
through spoken words only
i try
so ill try
but
man im fuckin lonely

black skies
moonlit
deep like a
ground well
deep end
lost
loss
pit
trapped
inside my shell
open up yr fckn eys 0_0

Dead Broke:

F***k you! Forcing me to live..
You see, nothing it's clearly.
She says, it's in my head.
I don't think, the world's gonna hear me,

Trechor Boy:

i don’t think you’ll ever fully hear me out
but young trech is finally signing out

Wake Up (prod. TundraBeats)

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