I just saw you take your music off Spotify you think I won't just archive your shit? U and rai

jaydes - migraine @beabadoobee

lyrics:
i swear to god i'm not like you
you always deny the blame
we know you're not the better half

i'll never leave you to die
i'm not like you i'm not vile i'm not evil
your voice seems to linger inside of my head 
all the i love you's are engraved in my head
i'm spiraling out of control
could you save me or not?
i don't wanna be alone
it's not your job oh i know 
i thought you'd change for me 

now. everything's falling apart
i wasn't the best i know
can we try one last time?
i'll wait for you while i,

rot in bed, 
oh i'm waiting for you to knock on my door
and tell me you're not ready to let me go 
i refuse to believe it's that easy for you

i'm not like you i'm not vile i'm not evil 
                                            (i'm not evil)
your voice seems to linger inside of my head
                   (i'm not evil)                    (i'm not evil)
i don't think we can change; oh we're stuck as we're made
                      (i'm not evil)                              (i'm not evil)
maybe one day we'll be able to change
                  (i'm not evil)               (i'm not evil)           (i'm not evil)

i'm not evil
i'm not evil
i'm not evil
i'm not evil

vile n evil

with @six-days-after-christmas

take my soul 
i watch her running away 
put flowers next to my grave
and light candles in my place 
and im awful 
you hate seeing my face 
how much longer can i take 
how many things i fuck up 
before i leave
im telling you just get rid of me 
just leave me alone 
let me rest in peace 
baby let me let me free

she told me i cant let anything go
i kept it to myself until you left on your own
i couldnt save us both you know i tried every night
for you and you alone darling you know i'd

im so glad i stopped talking to you i feel alot better now that i did

stuck again, it never ends
know you're running around my head, i'm tired
i'm tired (and i tried)
i still feel you in my lungs
i'm sorry, i'm sorry
i'm sorry i care so much

i feel like i figured it out
even if i didn't im here
i hope you don't figure it out
you'll end up head over heels

(you can let me crawl into your skin until you feel)
(i feel like im dying)

i'm sorry i care so much

prod me

i cant even hate u i know
a burning sensation thru the phone
when u shout at me im trying my best at just being me
the fire rages in my soul

the fire raging in my soul i cant keep control of it anymore
a burning sensation i cant let it go
anymore

burning sensation

[Verse 1]
I force myself through another day, can't explain the way
Today just fell apart like everything, right in my face
And I try to be the one, I can't accept this all
Because of you I've had to walk away, from everything

[Chorus]
And I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'd leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

[Verse 2]
Another sleepless night again, Hotel rooms my only friend
And friends like that just don't add up, to anything
And I try so hard to be, everything that I should never
Take away from you again, 'cause I heard you say

[Chorus]
And I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'd leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

[Bridge]
I cannot forget
I live with regret
I cannot forget
I live with...
I live through this
I can't see through this
I can't do this
Anymore

Chorus]
'
Cause I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'd leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

Afraid you'd leave me when I'm gone
And I just wish i was back home

Hate me, kill me
Fuck me, save me

save me , kill me
fuck me save me

save me , kill me
fuh me save me

(Outro)
hate me (save me)
kill me (save me)
FUHH meh (save me)

(save me 4x)
hate me , (save me)
kill me (save me)
FUHH meHH (save me)
save me save me 3x

Island song

prod me

oh i know
you are the one
the only one
in my heart

you make me weep
i cannot sleep
cuz it feels like
your eyes are staring at me

the only one in my heart

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

. . .

you, only
hate me
when im
fucked up

i love you
i'm crazy
for you.

i just think it's kind of boring

Lyrics: You say you're scared 
I lost my composure
Don't leave because I'm not the same person
The one you saw in your dreams it wasn't me
It wasn't you
And you will lose your mind over something you cant control
Don't lose your composure 
Cuz I'll be fine soon anyway

i just think it's kind of boring

cold winter

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