Belak on all platforms:
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ft. @powfu

Lyrics:

(Belak)

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

i hope i dont end up like my dad did
die young, from mixing drugs in the cabinet
even if all the pill bottles had an asterisk 
saying “this will kill you!”
people would just laugh it off
and pop Perc 30s till the casket
says “wassup!” and the party gets crashed in
imagine a world without distractions 
no addiction, but that’ll never happen
been fucked up
i been right there with you in the same boat
putting cracks in the hull, let it sink slow
till you hit rock bottom, then you think to yourself 
that only way out is to swim up
but everyday i feel like i should just give up
i still pray to god, tell the devil he can get fucked
i walk along my path working out the knots and hiccups
i put on my raincoat through the storm and drizzle

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

(Powfu)

i guess im a selfish man
yikes
i got nobody holding my hand
spent too much time on desktops and papers
if i could go back
would i tip my waiter?
didnt notice i was falling
popping way too many adderalls
blinded by the shit that doesnt matter at all
laugh when i fall down
you step on my back
all this shit thats coming at me
i deserve from my past
i cant see through the lighting
half my town wanna fight me
heart made of stone 
i was hiding
was a lifeless soul till you found me
not afraid of death im all in
i dont need a rest
my calling is spread out on the desk
now i understand im meant for way more

don't look up ft. Powfu

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don't look up Ft. Powfu

written by: all of us
mixed by: all of us
mastered by: @futoh
produced by: st1x51
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last single :0
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lyrics: soon

cut the line w/ Lxst Boy and kobayami (prod. st1x51)

produced by jxsie beats & nuxe
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
@cavasoul
@jxsiebeats

-lyrics-
(lxst boy)
was it something that i said that ticked you off
cause now you won't talk
i feel that we're running out of time
cause i know that i get inside my head
i'll never understand
i never did this now i do it all the time
i am overthinking to the point im never sleeping
i been writing songs, i even do it when im dreaming
i hope this goes away, yeah, cause God, i hate this feeling
i am trapped within these walls, my eyes are glued to the ceiling
yeah

sometimes i get a little closer
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres  no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress

(cavasoul)
i gave all of my love right away
then for me, im left with nothing
i was walking alone in the rain
i could snap at the press of a button
it's december now, rain coming down
it freezes before hitting ground
it reminds me of the feeling i had on my neck
when you coming around
is it something about me? 
cause lately i feel like you better without me
idk whats going on in my head
but the negative thoughts overwhelm me, im drowning
im never healthy, i cannot help it
how can i help me? i wanna be dead
i still remember the lies you had said to me
so i just fill up your side of the bed
now

(lxst boy)
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres no thing i can say
that will undo what had happened
please just explain
i am drowning in my sadness

when it rains in december w/ Cavasoul & jxsie beats

written and performed by: @futoh
produced by: 4lexf
mix and mastered by: @futoh
———
don’t know what you’re holding on to.
———
lyrics:

girl you holding on to me, im yet to find out why,
i dont got redeeming qualities,
i barely go outside,
cant remember when you weren't here,
now i wish you weren't,
wish i could go back to simpler times without the torrent,
cause i seem to lose my grip again,
i cant take it,
when you go and disappear again,
dont think ill make it,
cause im feeling sick again,
caught up in whats not pretend,
wish youd go away,
but i hate when you with him again,
come back to my place,
we can talk about the little things,
at the right pace,
but i accelerate my heartbeat,
but you slowing down,
looking back i lost ground,
looking back i lost count,
of the times you said you over me,
yet you come back,
and im honestly so sick of it,
bout time that i consider it,
maybe we not meant to be,
we different like the land and sea,
living side by side,
but we always tend to disagree,
i never thought wed make,
both of us are jaded,
thats the only thing we hated,
we didnt wanna face it,
that we couldnt fix our faces,
cause we look into each other's eyes,
but the colors faded,
no soul left to heal,
just a wall made of steel,
protecting what is real,
from the fantasies of romance,
you were breaking down i could see it at a glance,
now i wish id left instead of giving you a chance,

tried to move on, but the time just stops,
im forced to look at pictures that ive kept in old socks,
i always wanna walk away,
but i never do it though,
yea looks like i lost my flow,
and i got no where to go
i dont got destination
yea just holding on to dreams i keep on chasing,
got no ambitions so no wonder i cant make em,
a reality where i can go obtain them
yea im losing myself,
by the day,
by the minute,
dig a deeper and then get caught in all the divots,
i got no game plan,
im just my own man,
praying every day, but i dont think i can,

holding on to nothing (prod. 4lexf)

im not good at being happy

She Makes It All Alright

the clouds move fast up here
i'm high as hell
i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
and california feels far away
good luck with that
i've got a stained glass heart that could put some color on her face
and god just gave me shaky hands because he's begging me to change

i'm high as hell
the clouds move fast up here
the clouds move fast up here

i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
i dance around the desert all night with a couple bullets in the mag
if i get cancer from the sun i'm going out like your dad
faith 
patience
i'm high as hell

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high as hell (p. jacob vallen)

Out on all platforms!
Lyrics:
I’m feeling lost in my mind
Done with these ignorant lies

Crying again on the floor
All alone still wanting more

And I’m feeling stranded in space
I knew that you’d lie to my face

Tears falling out of my eyes
Loves what I crave every night and it hurts

Everyone dies in the end
Losing our family and friends 

Breaking our hearts
Falling apart
What is the point of it all?

Watch me fall into love once again
Saying we should be more then friends

Putting my heart on the line
Hoping that I’ll be fine

I feel like your all I need
Why can’t it be you and me

Sometimes it’s so hard not to fall
But loves what I crave most of all

I’m feeling lost in my mind
Done with these ignorant lies

Crying again on the floor
All alone still wanting more

And I’m feeling stranded in space
I knew that you’d lie to my face

Tears falling out of my eyes
Loves what I crave every night and it hurts

this isnt a cry for help

@sorrow x @thomasreid x @skinnyatlas - don't let go

didn't see this coming did u?
ep of these kinds of songs in the works <3
did this all in one take btw, kinda proud of that :)
hope you guys enjoy <3

1 2 1 2 (prod. justdan)

for those in consideration

Produced by: @autrioly
Engineered by: @areyougiovanni
Written and Performed by:  @areyougiovanni @feelingmysorrow & @autrioly

this isnt a cry for help

Yami, (@itzjustyami)

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