Journey to the Unknown EP by kBlair
Prod. by Aureola

Lyrics:

I can't go another day without picturing your face
All I feel is pain when I think about your name
Now I'm all alone baby I don't feel the same
Walking in the cold love to feel the rain
Masking all my tears let em run down the drain
My heart is way too full my love it can't contain
The way I been living I wish I could explain
Where I'm headed now there's nothing left to gain
So when I rest my head I feel strange

My wrist shiny looking at my rhinestones 
Flash so bright you would think I left the lights on
I'm in the dark thinking how I lived my life wrong
I'm wrong
I knew it all along
Didn't wanna admit it
Who am I kidding
Myself I'm killing
Ever so slowly I'm wishing
I could go back do it different
What's the thing I'm missing
Failing all my missions
Didn't know what I was thinking

I can't go another day without picturing your face
All I feel is pain when I think about your name
Now I'm all alone baby I don't feel the same
Walking in the cold love to feel the rain
Masking all my tears let em run down the drain
My heart is way too full my love it can't contain
The way I been living I wish I could explain
Where I'm headed now there's nothing left to gain
So when I rest my head I feel strange

My wrist shiny looking at my rhinestones 
Flash so bright you would think I left the lights on
I'm in the dark thinking how I lived my life wrong
I'm wrong
I knew it all along
Didn't wanna admit it
Who am I kidding
Myself I'm killing
Ever so slowly I'm wishing
I could go back do it different
What's the thing I'm missing
Failing all my missions
Didn't know what I was thinking

Rhinestones (prod. Aureola)

Journey to the Unknown EP by kBlair
Prod. by Aureola

Lyrics:

When I wake up i know I'm about to become sadder
I think about my problems know nothing really matters
It's The same everyday I follow all those patterns
So i get so high I'm chilling right round Saturn
Burning herb you're still concerned with how I work
And search through all the madness 
I'm a different kind of person my purpose will come after
Sacrificial jester I would be dead if it wasn't for your laughter
I'm a master of the sadness all my tears you couldn't capture

I'm a different kind of person my purpose will come after
Locked inside my room only you is on my mind
What else am i supposed to do with my time
I see she left the room I'm used to being left behind
Now my heart is broken but I've let it slide
Not a day goes by where i could say I'm fine
I would say that I'm great but that would be a lie

No I cannot lie
When I look up at the sky wondering when I’ll die
Think I’m about to reach my time
But I don’t mind
I don’t mind

When I wake up i know I'm about to become sadder
I think about my problems know nothing really matters
It's The same everyday I follow all those patterns
So i get so high I'm chilling right round Saturn
Burning herb you're still concerned with how I work
And search through all the madness 
I'm a different kind of person my purpose will come after
Sacrificial jester I would be dead if it wasn't for your laughter
I'm a master of the sadness all my tears you couldn't capture

I'm a different kind of person my purpose will come after
Locked inside my room only you is on my mind
What else am i supposed to do with my time
I see she left the room I'm used to being left behind
Now my heart is broken but I've let it slide
Not a day goes by where i could say I'm fine
I would say that I'm great but that would be a lie

Jester (prod. Aureola)

Peace & Quiet
kBlair
prod. by: CosmosBeatz x Ksully

Lyrics:
Peace and quiet
That's the only thing I need
Tears my eyes
My heart you left to bleed
I see the reason why
I need this
Peace and quiet
That's the only thing I need
Tears my eyes
My heart you left to bleed
I see the reason why

Got these burdens on my mind
Got me thinking of you and I
I know I don't deserve your time
Still I question myself why
Like why I act this way
And why is life so strange
And why's it hard to change
I can't turn the fucking page
Laying in bed hear these voices in my head
Stuck in place I can't seem to get ahead
Will I see the light or is darkness all I got
Keep to myself I don't ever leave my spot
Hopes and dreams shadowed by my wants
I know my greed is slowing down my speed
I need release but I question my beliefs
Watch me but don't practice what I preach
The pathway that I see is way too far outta reach

Peace and quiet
That's the only thing I need
Tears my eyes
My heart you left to bleed
I see the reason why
I need this
Peace and quiet
That's the only thing I need
Tears my eyes
My heart you left to bleed
I see the reason why

Peace & Quiet (prod. CosmosBeatz x Ksully)

Is It Enough?
kBlair
prod. by: Young Y.G

Is it enough
When I'm hanging on barley won't fall apart
Way too many days I spent playing it tough I did it for far too long
Is it enough
When I gave you every part of my heart
When you tear me down at least help with bringing me up
So much on my mind all the time like when I'm in line and the cashier ringing me up
Everything you said to me got me thinking of stuff
Like my homie and his girl just got married had a kid and I'm wishing it was us
Way too many stories I have of you breaking all my trust
I guess I'm getting tired of being the one fixing it up
But I'm the one who's causing issues for bringing it up
Can't we go back to when we watched movies and fucked
The moment I met you god damn I knew it was luck
I thought I had it all figured out but god damn I was so young
You and I alone in the room wow now I feel so dumb

Is it enough
When I'm hanging on barley won't fall apart
Way too many days I spent playing it tough I did it for far too long
Is it enough
When I gave you every part of my heart
When you tear me down at least help with bringing me up
So much on my mind all the time like when I'm in line and the cashier ringing me up
Everything you said to me got me thinking of stuff
Like my homie and his girl just got married had a kid and I'm wishing it was us
Way too many stories I have of you breaking all my trust
I guess I'm getting tired of being the one fixing it up
But I'm the one who's causing issues for bringing it up
Can't we go back to when we watched movies and fucked
The moment I met you god damn I knew it was luck
I thought I had it all figured out but god damn I was so young
You and I alone in the room wow now I feel so dumb

Is It Enough? (prod. Young Y.G)

kBlair - What You Said?
Prod. by: Cxnnr

Lyrics:
What you said what you mean hoe
Said you hate me we 'aint even meet up
What you think huh
Maybe I should think more
Maybe I should drink more
Maybe I should go sleep more
Might just have to sleep walk
Might just let the lean talk
Now I got a big hole in my pocket
Just from spending
Time and money smoking 'til it's lethal
Don't ask me if it's legal
Bank account starts with triple digits
Always making money
Doing business in my street clothes
Walking like you got it
Talking like you want it
But when it gets to popping you the one to freeze most
Too many people on my line like I got a operator saying please hold
Man I guess that's just how it be
Many nights spent thinking I'ma R.I.P.
Now the reaper hangs with me
Can't focus losing sanity
Snap myself back to reality don't know why I was panicking
Staring up about to die burning up I feel like Anakin
Got tired of this happening

What you said what you mean hoe
Said you hate me we 'aint even meet up
What you think huh
Maybe I should think more
Maybe I should drink more
Maybe I should go sleep more
Might just have to sleep walk
Might just let the lean talk
Now I got a big hole in my left pocket
Just from spending
Time and money smoking 'til it's lethal
Don't ask me if it's legal
Bank account starts with triple digits
Always making money
Doing business in my street clothes

What You Said? (prod. Cxnnr)

kBlair - Jot That Down Freestyle
Prod. by: Bonnytown

Lyrics:
Percys got me sick I'm hurting up inside my stomach now
Burning all my burdens got me turning my world upside down
Stay up out my way cause I aint never gonna turn around
Smoking so much loud they say I gotta turn it down
All this weed I'm burning keep it churning like a furnace now
Scratching at the surface with no purpose but to search it out
Talk all you want but you just made it personal
If I had to pick you might just be the first to go

Took this hoe out for the night she looked just like a Barbie doll
I'm always cutting it close might needa get to some Barbasol
Drugs tryna take me down but I'm still here standing tall
I wanna see the world I wanna make some bread I really want it all
I really want it all
But I'm bound to fall
The way I'm living wont last me very long
Praying that tomorrow wont be the day I'm gone
Take another chance for a good note to end on
Spark another one I'm really tryna send off
Hope one day that you'll see me on the cameras
But for now I'm still mudding up my Fanta
Grinding all the time is my only plan yeah

Percys got me sick I'm hurting up inside my stomach now
Burning all my burdens got me turning my world upside down
Stay up out my way cause I aint never gonna turn around
Smoking so much loud they say I gotta turn it down
All this weed I'm burning keep it churning like a furnace now
Scratching at the surface with no purpose but to search it out
Talk all you want but you just made it personal
If I had to pick you might just be the first to go

Woke up on my floor I don't remember how I got here
Vacant memories my mind it feels way too fucking clear
Never seeing you again that's my only real fear
Voices in my head that's the only thing that i can hear
Don't think that I should drive I can hardly even steer
Holding onto hope with no sense of when it's getting near
Smoke inside my throat it made me choke 'til I croak
Take another chance for a good note to end on
Spark another one I'm really tryna send off
Hope one day that you'll see me on the cameras
But for now I'm still mudding up my Fanta
Grinding all the time is my only plan yeah

Percys got me sick I'm hurting up inside my stomach now
Burning all my burdens got me turning my world upside down
Stay up out my way cause I aint never gonna turn around
Smoking so much loud they say I gotta turn it down
All this weed I'm burning keep it churning like a furnace now
Scratching at the surface with no purpose but to search it out
Talk all you want but you just made it personal
If I had to pick you might just be the first to go

Jot That Down Freestyle (prod. Bonnytown)

octxbersorich x kBlair - Faded Life
Prod. by: iLLwiLL
https://soundcloud.com/its4kpierre

Lyrics:

octxbersorich:

Bitch I'm getting faded everyday I can't stop why
If you tapped in on my gang lil nigga you gonna die
Hundred racks up on my fit lil nigga looking fly
She want me to beat that pussy up just cum inside
But I said no way shoot 'em like Shinobi
I've been balling all day
Feeling I'm 24 lil nigga ball like Kobe
Sharpshooter Shinobi
Balling like I'm 30
By the way bitch I'm getting faded everyday
All these bitches running on my name
Gotta stack my bands up everyday
I got lots of racks like what you wanna do
Hop out that v and then I hop up in that fucking coupe
Yeah you know I stack my chrome up on my hip
I pack my fucking toolie
I was trapping everyday lil nigga I was skipping school
Bitch I'm getting faded everyday I can't stop why
If you tapped in on my gang lil nigga you gonna die
Hundred racks up on my fit lil nigga looking fly
I be looking fly
You be looking fine
Baby girl will you be mine
I been wasted for some time
Bae I hope you know you're mine
Getting money Calvin Klein
All these niggas on the dash
That be all on my fucking grind

kBlair:

Now she running through my head I can't deny
Looked into my past I been here about a thousand times
Would I still be the same if I could press rewind
I don't wanna think about that shit tonight
Now she running through my head I can't deny
Looked into my past I been here about a thousand times
Would I still be the same if I could press rewind
I don't wanna think about that shit tonight
Got the crystal on my wrist she say she like my ice
If I want something I cop it I don't think about the price
I didn't even get her name but she said some drinks sound nice
That shit just aint for me cuz I'm way too high
Got me thinking that I shouldn't drive
I don't even miss this bitch but her pictures in my mind
Never meant to waste your time
But you really fucked with mine
How many years I got down the drain
How many drugs I put into my brain
How come you always gotta complicate
Every situation that you came and went
Fuck it I'm getting paid again
Fuck it I'ma keep on running it up until we made it
Fucking a new bitch every day i really hate it
I can tell she just fucking with me for my wages
Zooming through the night i don't Where the day went

Faded Life

Faded Life (prod. iLLwiLL)

kBlair - made it out the sewer
prod. by WYDWilson

Lyrics:
I don't need to rep a set to get respect or wet a flag
Boy I got these opps they hating on me just for where I'm at
Talking way too much all the fake shit make me sad
I been fucking up my liver all this liquor got me fiending bad
I got demons in my head they led me way off of my path
Woke up broke I knew I needed money that shit snapped me back
Used to ask for money from my mama now they hit me from my past
Asking for a handout
Bitch just put your hand down
Looking at me like they think I am the man now
Used to look up at the stars exactly where I am now
Surprised I'm still alive and this is how it panned out 
All the dumb shit you wearing but you do not stand out
I don't need to blow up bitch I'm not even underground
But I know they love my sound
I smoked myself up out the room it feels like I'm in the upside down
Why she crying when she lying told her all the drugs I sold her do not make her mine
I got plenty people hitting up my line
I don't ever need to question why
I'm smoking a blunt I'm doing 75
Bitch I'm out the sewers got me feeling like I'm Pennywise
I don't need to wear a mask cuz I know I'm never recognized
I'm a go-getter trendsetter all that work I see it never mind
I'm a go out ghost for a while and close my eyes

made it out the sewer (prod. WYDWilson)

kBlair - it's all on me
prod. by: may3ke

Lyrics:
I don't give a shit bout bitches anymore
I'm tryna get the money that is all I want
Fast whips and diamond chains to score
Ever since I was in school making money sounded cool
Now I'm dripping like I just left the pool
Probably linked your bitch before you
Now you bragging like a fool
I can solve my problems I don't need a tool
I've been grinding
Then I saw your name up on my phone and got reminded
Bitch these drugs got me feeling kinda mindless
I know our love is in the past behind us
Now I'm fucking on these women they the finest
But I just never fall in love that shits a waste of time
Broke my rollie now I'm going get another
Always feel like I'm suck loading but I'm still chilling with my brothers
I'm always hearing haters talking man they must be joking
Fuck my heart I'm over it pack the weed I'm smoking
Another tab to take me up to the ocean
Always feel like I'm coasting
All the shit I got for myself but no I'm not boasting
I'm just hoping
All this cash weigh me down might just make me crash
I stack I stack I stack all these bricks I could build a fucking shack
Whatchu thank huh all this money on me man I could start a bank
Isn't that what you just came for

I don't give a shit bout bitches anymore
I'm tryna get the money that is all I want
Fast whips and diamond chains to score
Ever since I was in school making money sounded cool
Now I'm dripping like I just left the pool
Probably linked your bitch before you
Now you bragging like a fool
I can solve my problems I don't need a tool
I've been grinding
Then I saw your name up on my phone and got reminded
Bitch these drugs got me feeling kinda mindless
I know our love is in the past behind us

it's all on me (prod. may3ke)

kblair - Lost Coast
prod. by: pyctur

Lyrics:
Rollin all alone smoking dope all through the night
Always solo hope no one will see me once I get high
Life goes by way too quickly when you never focus on the time lost
Why'd they say it will be okay I think they lied to us
I don't trust not a soul not even mine
I can't find a compromise
It's either I go all the way or I have none at all
I'm bound to fall
Fuck it all I sit here in the bathroom stall
Drunk with no way home
Look down at my phone no one to call
I guess I will crawl
Through the cracks and broken glass
Just to see you smile one more time
I know you're not mine
Guess that I was blind
Why I tried
Woke up sick one too many times
I used to love the hospital nights
Almost died
Lost my sanity and my pride
Now I lie here
So much fog in my mind
I can't think
I wanna smoke wanna drink
I wanna be forever bonded like my skin and ink
What you need baby girl I could give you my whole world
Lessons that I never learned
Bridges that I thought I burned
Pathways that I thought were closed
Visions that I saw of you must've been a ghost
Ran out of my fuel i guess that I will coast

Lost Coast (prod. pyctur)

beat prod. by Anunnaki

Lyrics;
Bitch you'll never catch me celebrating
Better yet you'll catch me levitating
Tripping up my mind slow it down like meditating
Rippin' how I spend my time dedicating
To the smoke that's elevating
Lever to the elevator
pull it now I'm dead and waiting
For humanity to bring me back
Feel like I'm caught in a trap
Release is at the bottom of a pack
Green turns to ash as it burns fast
Grown up a little and learned vast
Amounts never know when I'll cast 'em out
Like I'm fishing for facts while you want compliments
Always solo no I don't do crimes with an accomplice
My accomplishments account to zero
Like the balance equal to the dirt
Your girl rippin' on my shirt
Tryna get me turnt
I don't give a fuck cuz I'm burnt
Yeah I've been hurt
So let me see your worst
 I was here last
But I'm leaving first and I'm leavin' fast
Aint gonna see me pass 
Yeah she fucking twitching
And you know I'm never switchin'
Bitch I'm on a mission
Gettin' in your vision 
Make another incision
I guess I'm a villain 
Thoughts are always chilling
Voices always drilling 
Bloodlust needs some spilling
You are fuckin kiddin'
If you think I am ridden
I'm just fuckin hidden
Walking on the flip flops
Takin over hip hop
Never had a wrist watch
Always been a big shot

I don't really give a fuck
Yeah you need to know
I don't give a fuck I don't give a fuck
Who the fuck are you 
I don't give a fuck

Greek Fire

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prod. by Blair

Lyrics;
Skip the cutscene going straight for the game play
I don't want to listen to what you have to say
How else is there for me to demonstrate
that I don't need your shit get the fuck out my space, huh
All of these people that I will not relate
Until we're wound up where we're meant to remain
Underneath the sediment is our final place
Accomplishments just embellishments, now I've seen both sides I don't exist
Took too many turns and I
missed the exit, but I cannot quit
It makes no sense
Who I am now, you'll see later
Gonna go outside a defuse the anger
Takin' off flight but not from a hanger
I'm the pilot who'd be dozing off, crash the plane or just get us lost
Tryna blow up but my fuse is spoiled,
probably 'cause I wasn't born royal
On the contrary I'm always loyal
Ready to expand but so confused
Seems to me like I'll always lose
Or at least just be lost forever
Never mind that if were together
Still I ask when will it end, the answers never
'cause for too long my brains been severed
Now there's too many things I can't remember
Flippin' from the months January to December
January to December
Seen it all fade out, now I want it back
Heard all the lies watched how they act
Now I really know that I'm not meant to relax
Always stressed, can't debate that fact
and it kills me everyday how I can't go back
Gotta move forward watch the world collapse
Breath it all in just relax
Fill up my lungs with the dust and ash
Feels like I'm 'bout to crack
Rather be getting high or smashed
My whole path is plagued with rats
and dysfunction, know questioning that I will never find my purpose
Or forever be stuck on the surface
Tryna make sense of the circus
No ringleaders just a bunch of fucking freak shows
Toss it back like a free throw
Down the hatch it goes, vessel for the drugs and chemicals
Wish I could figure out the cheat code
Get my mind back to where it's supposed to be, cold

Tabloid

prod. by Blair

Lyrics;
Who I be, but the man, with zero sort of plan
So much left to give with zero cause or demands
So I think all the chaos that I've caused in this land
is gettin' to be a bit too much, oh
I don't burn it down to dust though
Anything in my pathway gets crushed so
Which seems so great except to those you love
and the ones who smoked the bud
First times messin' around with the drugs

Seems like these days keep getting shorter
'cause my mind don't work and I'm still outta order
But I get approached, don't wanna waste your quarter
Feelin' like I'm on the edge just livin' on the border
Of a dream and reality, maybe it's just mortal
Maybe it's just Mordor
Maybe, I don't know maybe, maybe I'm immortal
I don't know maybe maybe I

Now I'm seldom selfishly tryna tell them what's wrong with me
Seems like it's all make believe
Until I build something up and tear it down instantly
Why must I constantly face these allegations
Now I'm runnin' out of patience
And I'm startin' to lose my pace and
I can't even comprehend because a thousand thoughts keep racing
at a million miles a minute, so don't get me wrong I ain't mad
I just need my space when I'm feeling bad
Start staring off I get kinda dazed then the spiral starts to steepen
I begin falling off the deep end
Can't keep up with my own two feet or the things I be speakin'
Did it for no reason and I wish be free of these contortions
With any sort of ration I have trouble finding portions
Always need more and more and now I'm not settled 'til the morning
morning, morning

Seems like these days keep getting shorter
'cause my mind don't work and I'm still outta order
But I get approached, don't wanna waste your quarter
Feelin' like I'm on the edge just livin' on the border
Of a dream and reality, maybe it's just mortal
Maybe it's just Mordor
Maybe, I don't know maybe, maybe I'm immortal
I don't know maybe maybe I
Seems like these days keep getting shorter
'cause my mind don't work and I'm still outta order
But I get approached, don't wanna waste your quarter
Feelin' like I'm on the edge just livin' on the border
Of a dream and reality, maybe it's just mortal
Maybe it's just Mordor
Maybe, I don't know maybe, maybe I'm immortal
I don't know maybe maybe I
Maybe, I don't know maybe, maybe I'm immortal
I don't know maybe maybe I
Maybe, I don't know maybe, maybe I'm immortal
I don't know maybe maybe I

Narrow

prod. by Blair

Lyrics;
Where am I going? My direction is wayward,
Why does it have to be the moments never savored?
Why to myself do I sound like a stranger?
Code red: somethings always keeping me in danger,
Smokin' bongs to my face tryna dodge the anger,
Grindin' against the bottom with the anchor,
While tryna get back to the harbor but it's been a while,
So I can't imagine hittin' soil, reaching the destination I've been speaking upon since leaving the beaches we claimed way too long ago, took along way too many who didn't wanna go,
The choice was casted off into the water with the carcass of the captain of this vessel
So I recommend you turn around unless you want my metal,
I don't need to tote a Glock to hit you with my bardiche,
While your hits are hardly heavy and I can tell you're not ready to accept your fate against me,

Persistent pressure,
Any time, any day, any weather I'm stuck with this persistent pressure,
Takin' defensive measures, hoping that it all gets better,
No more of this persistent pressure,
With my finger on the lever I could end it all and never have to endeavor this,
Never have to endeavor this,
Persistent pressure,
Any time, any day, any weather I'm stuck with this persistent pressure,
Takin' defensive measures, hoping that it all gets better,
No more of this persistent pressure,
With my finger on the lever I could end it all and never have to endeavor this,
Never have to endeavor this,

I could keep on guessing why these people wanna get me,
Or I could just go light it up 'cause I'd rather be smokin',
Ask yourself if you wanna find out if I'm really jokin',
Or if I'm honest with my scripts, my promise never broken,
I could always keep on going 'bout how I hate this fuckin' moment,
In which I can't escape the loop it just keeps on going,
Yeah the cycle will not retire, never will I regain desire,
Lost all hopes and thoughts to aspire,
I must push forward for no purpose my life will ever inspire,
Dragging through the plain of pain, never feeling tired,
Only of the way I be dominated by the fire,
Drifting to corruption and destruction, chaos is my instruction I must follow until disorder,
Building up for nothing, heart starts beating harder,
Thoughts keep on racing 'cause I thought that I was smarter but,
Thought that I was smarter but,

Persistent pressure,
Any time, any day, any weather I'm stuck with this persistent pressure,
Takin' defensive measures, hoping that it all gets better,
No more of this persistent pressure,
With my finger on the lever I could end it all and never have to endeavor this,
Never have to endeavor this,
Persistent pressure,
Any time, any day, any weather I'm stuck with this persistent pressure,
Takin' defensive measures, hoping that it all gets better,
No more of this persistent pressure,
With my finger on the lever I could end it all and never have to endeavor this,
Never have to endeavor this,

Warped

Flotilla

prod by. Blair

Lyrics;
Okay yeah, I think I get it now,
I'm never meant to let it down, always hoping for a better route,
Maybe just the easy way out, 'cause I'm blazed to the face off some A-grade flames,
Separate me from my fate, ash shall be my only gate
Lessons learned on a daily rate,
I'm confessin' everyone around me is so fake,
I don't know why I stay up so late, eyes closed thinking 'bout the whole day,
Now way to escape, I'm just always on the chase,
Wishin' I was dreaming but I'm still wide awake,
Why do I take any reason to make another mistake?
I'm just about to break, no need to wait, let it all inflate until I evaporate,

No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate,
Withdrawals and desires guide me 'til I contemplate,
Can't get it straight with what I'm tryna generate,
Why can't anyone penetrate my emotions or my mental state,
Everyday feels the same, way too blank,
and I cannot think, eyes open try to blink but it all stays the same,
Way too bleak, way too bleak

Still I catch myself staring at the wall,
Wondering if I lost it all,
If I'm meant to fall why should I try I'm just tryna stall,
Questions I found I once scrawled,
Now I ask around and the answers more dissolved,
I guess the meaning will never be solved,
It'll take a few more centuries before we evolve
In between two revolutions, generation of pollution,
Destination is the ruins, realization of our roots, how we're all so doomed,
Incantations more illusions, less conclusions more institutions,
Humanity tuned to computers,

No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate,
Withdrawals and desires guide me 'til I contemplate,
Can't get it straight with what I'm tryna generate,
Why can't anyone penetrate my emotions or my mental state,
Everyday feels the same, way too blank,
I can not think, eyes open try to blink but it all stays the same,
Way too bleak, way too bleak
No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate,
Withdrawals and desires guide me 'til I contemplate,
Can't get it straight with what I'm tryna generate,
Why can't anyone penetrate my emotions or my mental state,
Everyday feels the same, way too blank

Spirit

prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Blind from the light when I opened up my eyes, unhinged lost in the desert, might not make it back in time
So I gotta go, time to unload, no time to reload
I'm always on the move in my own world, still I got the news
Never cared about the views or better yet the rules
I'm not interested much in social interaction or delving too much in these distractions from living in a human fashion

I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam
That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before
Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold but I'm still
I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam
That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before
Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold, built up just to fold

Now I don't even really know but I feel like it's getting old
My kingdom full of loathe, ruler of the unknown
'Cause once I lost my soul I had nowhere else to go
Dipping way too low so I gotta get high now I'm back on the path to the place where I crashed
Find the fragments that still remain, broken pieces not from a ship or plane just my bones and a little bit of ash
Maybe I shouldn't ask but the questions will outlast
I'm just moving too fast wait till one day and it all fades to black
Then I can't wish it all back, wish it all back

I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam
That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before
Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold but I'm still
I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam
That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before
Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold, built up just to fold

Now we take another step back towards the light dark times stay behind us always in sight
Found a cave to shelter in for the night, gather up supplies gotta get the fire bright
All seems fine 'til I realize I'm sitting right where I was my whole life so I go inside
Start thinking something doesn't feel like I'm even a part of real life maybe I just feel high
But I couldn't be and I know I shouldn't be but currently I'm running out of currency and the energy is soon to deplete
I just hope I make it so I see something come of this I can proudly be
Giving back to the ones who never abandoned me
I don't wanna be no celebrity, fame is not what I seek
I just wanna spread my scripts across the seven seas, live eternally

I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam
That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before
Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold but I'm still
I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam
That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before
Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold, built up just to
I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam
That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before
Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold but I'm still
I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam
That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before
Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold, built up just to fold

Succumb

prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Things won't change if you just up and leave
I try to do things to keep my mind at ease
I've done a few things that you would not believe
Made a few friends but mostly enemies
So turn the tides away and the waves won't reach
Listened to everything said by those before me
Always thinking of a secondary get away or just a plan B
Somethings bound to go wrong, it's written into my story
Not here for the fame nor the glory merely here to be part of the cycle plant the banner near to me
Thinking of the theories for any possibility of why it's killing me
Head banging like artillery, look around and it's still me
Wondering where it all went wrong, maybe I knew all along

Time keeps on passin' and I'm feeling stagnant and I don't know why
I continue to live this kind of life
Come here with me, and then you will see there is a lot more to this dream, I know how it seems
Time keeps on passin' and I'm feeling stagnant and I don't know why
I continue to live this kind of life
Come here with me, and then you will see there is a lot more to this dream, I know how it seems

Please turn around don't come my way
Gotta go back smoke an eighth to my face
Too many people that I can not relate
I'm steady with the iron when you're far away
But I'm deadly with the steel when you're in range
Can't you see I don't fit in to this strange place that we're all destined to stay
Please don't mind the mess that I make
Or the lives that I take, fuck with me straight to the grave I'll place your fate
Underneath the mezzanine, hidden like a submarine, never gonna see
Split you up like Byzantine, sipping on the kerosene doing things people never dream of
Conquering while I'm conjuring up another bowl of green
Even if it was spoken on you would not believe fuck it all what I want can't be achieved

Time keeps on passin' and I'm feeling stagnant and I don't know why
I continue to live this kind of life
Come here with me, and then you will see there is a lot more to this dream, I know how it seems
Time keeps on passin' and I'm feeling stagnant and I don't know why
I continue to live this kind of life
Come here with me, and then you will see there is a lot more to this dream, I know how it seems

glimmer

prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Lotta things that I'm promising chilling at the bottom ring
Ain't gotta thing on my mind I don't even know what I'm doing
Nothing that I'm proving I'm just snoozing always losing
Can't ever come out successfully 
If I'm ever doing it I'm going obsessively 
Anything to stray from the evil which possesses me
I only hear shit selectively so you better be ready to repeat
Stare you in your eyes while thinking about my demise
Acting so surprised every time that I arrive
I've derived from the guns and knives since I was deprived of feeling alive
Might as well just end another life
What I'm doing take my time, gotta move slow
Since I've been broke where I go got these hoes tryna touch my clothes
Too bad I'm wearing robes, only the worthy can get close
Bitch I run the globe, haven't you known
Since I was a seed that was sown nothing in this world could stop me doing wrong
Now I'm fucking gone, look around realize I've brought upon too much pain for far too long
What have I done? Time to rip another bong, rip another bong

Been here way too long now I'm all I got
I've let it all begone, boiled over the top
What have I become, when will it all stop?
Been here way too long now I'm all I got
I've let it all begone, boiled over the top
What have I become, when will it all stop? When will it all stop?

Constantly telling myself I'll be nothing,
Honestly it may be true but I'm rushing away from the fire I've been touching
Burning down my soul, ripping out my mind through a black hole
Been up and down, all around the globe, outer space other galaxies unknown
This the one I'm stuck on wish I could just go back to the one where I belong 
Away from all the pawns of a game known as life 
Participation required and I know I won't ever get this right
Sitting home with nothing on my mind not a dollar to my name smoking getting high
Now I do the same but I make a few hundred every night
But it doesn't mean shit when there's no end in sight
This feeling will persist yeah I'll drain all my might, all my might

Been here way too long now I'm all I got
I've let it all begone, boiled over the top
What have I become, when will it all stop?
Been here way too long now I'm all I got
I've let it all begone, boiled over the top
What have I become, when will it all stop? When will it all stop?
Been here way too long now I'm all I got
I've let it all begone, boiled over the top
What have I become, when will it all stop?
Been here way too long now I'm all I got
I've let it all begone, boiled over the top
What have I become, when will it all stop? When will it all stop?

Anomaly of Mankind

Obsession

prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Going to my haven since I'm cravin' everything I've made up but still I need savin'
Facin' three bowls then I wake up chasing waiting, giving my all 'til I'm fading
Black it out now I'm evading what's going on around me
I just let the evil surround me 'til I can't keep counting
Each day 'til tomorrow I'll be better maybe I'm just under the weather or it's just the fact that my brain is severed
From finding pleasure in building pressure 'til I'm nauseas, get cautious with all my thoughts and moves
Keep getting higher 'til I'm on the moon, then I can't be consumed
Let it loose like a cannon, Gamma rays like I'm Banner but my strength's not my advantage
Always messing with these antics, granted I have never seen the answers
Man it's getting kinda real, tryna box up how I feel
Now I'm losing all my chances to regain any sense of planning, but I'm failing like I'm Bannon
I'm a chancellor of the madmen and the prospect of the saddest
Father failed and mother tried to build it back up
but I'm always in the gutter going under stuck in wonder, wishing I was wiser while thinking I know too much with no way to use it
Snoozing and just drooling, sitting still I'll lose it, so confused
Smoking to the music, rip it and down and lose it,
Don't know what I'm doing, don't know what I'm proving to myself and anyone next to me
I been everything in the game, player, coach, to the referee
Red card, yeah I'm causing penalties, before 18 did a few felonies
But no one seen shit if anyone ever did someone would be telling me
Smoking dope since elementary, moved on to the tabs and the ecstasy
Remember me, the shadow speaking selectively
Gather up my thoughts collectively, 'til I'm ready to repeat the cycle which keeps tryna sweep my right up off my feet
Can't complete to these beeps and these flashing lights
Can't compete to the things that I've seen in the clashing life that I used to know but keep crashing right
Back into it, I'm a bad influence on my own interests, invested in the misuse of any substance
Mix it up that's how I love it 'til there's nothing in my stomach then I gotta vomit let it all out
Don't hit the carpet, might not get me started, I've restarted and corrupted what I've regarded as what I've constructed
Now I keep following my instructions which leads me back to the pact made with no discussion
Feeling like I'm concussed, feeling like I'm living rough
Need to be lifted up, think I've given enough, nothing gets returned
Just the smoke to my lungs when the weeds burned
Just the chemistry of THC and the nicotine but no longer is it justified
It would be no different if I just died
Currently nothing equals me, just made a few thou in a week,
Spend it on the food, drugs and my screen, the way I don't mean to be
Urgently sedating me like I'm in surgery but I'm only feeling like an emergency nothings happened purely analytically
Adding up theories 'til my mind detonates atomically, bombs in me
Still got a hundred shot of artillery banging on the daily it's killing me, it's killing me

Haven

prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Lay it all out on the table now it's time to cut the losses sometimes just gotta let it be
Done some shit I regret but regardless of the outcome I generally feel as if I'm not meant to be
Maybe if I leave then the mass will be set free from my grasp, lost my soul and I can't come back

What I'm hearing couldn't be farther from the truth, when I'm steering myself down and the day gets longer too
Burnt every bridge and now all I have left is you
All I have left is you, tell me now what it is to do, what else can I even prove?
All I have left is you

Misery, and the force that keeps you distantly
I've been cursed since infancy, always known for infamy
Any bitch talking shit to me gets shut down instantly, head is always slammin', what I'm doing not planning
Work arounds and get me outs, excuses and the hidden routes
Yeah I think about what I'm doing and I'd rather give it up, unable to live it up, looking for the different stuff
Why have I been broken up, tossed aside and left to die? All I've done is give my life, in return I've lost it all
Built it up just to fall, crumpled into a ball, crumpled into rubble stuck inside a frozen bubble always flashing seeing double
Life is passing I'm in trouble, every passion ever had is in the past and that's a fact
Inserted thoughts that feel unsorted in my introverted head that's used to being contorted, my view is all but inverted
I'm out of order so don't lose your quarter tryna get me out of Mordor of my mind

What I'm hearing couldn't be farther from the truth, when I'm steering myself down and the day gets longer too
Burnt every bridge and now all I have left is you
All I have left is you, tell me now what it is to do, what else can I even prove?
All I have left is you
What I'm hearing couldn't be farther from the truth, when I'm steering myself down and the day gets longer too
Burnt every bridge and now all I have left is you
All I have left is you, tell me now what it is to do, what else can I even prove?
All I have left is you

All I Have Left

prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Hold on, what did you say?
I think I must've misheard. Is this nerd really tryna rap?
It's absurd the amount of people with no purpose
with their words
Giving up, slowing down, shutting up, no time
to pout, need to get fucked up before I go about
My day I'm blazed up any second, bitch don't
try me with that vibe checkin' all that dumb shit I won't be gettin'
I'm not meant to be here, have I mentioned?
In my perspective I'm perplexing the path
Must avoid the reflexes but I can't adapt,
I'm just doing that, moving back
Get a view of the bigger picture, now I wanna
move it back
Who is that, standing looking wack, me sitting
still lacking the emotion
Still trapped in the commotion, wrapped up
in the lowest form that you could be
Hatred, agony, pain yeah it's all I see
Forgot what it means to be happy, too many
demons tryna stab me, or some premonitions tryna grab me
Only focused on what's happening and to that
I'm still wondering while I'm wandering and pondering about my upbringing, my arise from nothing
To the shit I got yeah it's mostly thanks to me, worked to get the dough so I could smoke the dope
I don't know what's the meaning, every situation
feels like a meeting that I want no part of being
I would rather be seeing a blank TV or the
walls I'm fleeing
Wanna get out but I am keeping still retreating,
broken down and beaten
Conceited to myself and erased the reasons
Now I'm nothing but a waste of breathing,
see me the same season to season, need a cease and desist for the list of why I exist
Done with this shit, I've had enough of all
of it, my own bluff I'm calling it
'Cause my death I'm stalling it, in the alleyway
I don't want your wallet, I been ballin'
Now you're paying with your life don't try
me with that shit bitch, I'm not that type of guy
I can't listen to these lies just know what
I say doesn't match what's in my mind
Have to mask my opinions, put on my disguise
Can't fit into this game any longer, hitting
bongs don't wanna die a martyr
Rather be flying farther away from this place,
blast me off into space
Now an alien race may dissect my face, wake
up in the same state, rip it down and walk away
No point in tryna talk today, I'm stuck locked
inside a blockchain , smashed my brain, don't ask again what's my name
Yeah I said call me K, then she drops, going
'til I say stop
Had enough, time to make that guap, smoke
that bud whatchu want
If you near me better watch out 'cause I got
the whole house 'bout to run your ass back to the hole now
Don't even ask how, fuck off if you leeching,
I'm seeking while being misleaded, mistreated
I'm a Heathen, never looking up to Jesus,
going 'til I'm deleted
Still one way or another you won't make it
back home
Time for you to meet my chrome, we ain't talking
browsers,
Light him up like Bowser, sniper in the tower,
shooting with my Mauser, turn around and blow it up while I'm smokin' sour
Throw the roach in the gasoline, boom while
I walk away you engulfed in flames but you still ain't hot, no not today

Immortal Essence

prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Maybe, I'm just thinking something that'll never happen
Take me for a fool and then you'll see what I'm packing
Lately, had to utilize more but the purpose still is lacking
Save me from the crypt I've settled in to hide from all the madness
Crazy, but I never thought about my actions or thought anything fucking mattered
Myself I continue to batter, my hopes have always been shattered and the reasoning is my own
I can only blame the pattern, so step out of the way unless you want another hour
I'd rather be home smoking on the sour, but there's too many vultures tryna devour
What's left of me, nothing but a corpse, still enough to scorch you with the torch
Yeah I know what you've seen isn't really much compared to all I knew growing up you'd be passing out before I remove your guts
Baby I'd be better off above, if I wasn't here I could cease to be fuss
Back to the garage she's in need of another cut, I could keep it up but I don't really give a fuck
Say it again, I don't really give a fuck
Only thing on my mind is how I'm stuck in front of you and I want to move along
I'm not here to prove you wrong, so keep saying shit like you know what's going on
Find the time to articulate, maybe I will take you serious, pay no mind to the ones who scream and act delirious
When they wanna make a point without a theory it's silly when someone wants to be so fucking right
Funny when they get scared when I come into the light
If I can't teach 'em a thing or two I'ma have to bring out the stinger to teach a different perspective
Of how I'm not reflective of how I've been countless times turning to a pathogen still running out of oxygen
Can't keep up with these people who keep talking only nonsense
Maybe from a lack of education, or it must come from a deeper dedication
Each day I'm provided with a demonstration of how these issues stem from a persons expectations
Usually also fueled by motivation set upon by countless generations 
Stupid shit to find yourself making all these statements
Now I'm still just waiting, the goals keep on fading and I'm hating every choice I keep on making, breaking every chance of changing
Laying down I can't wake up and don't know what I'm saying
Probably blazing, if I'm not playing, actually an anomaly, everything you wouldn't wanna be
Practically a curse, waiting to burst but I gotta rip a bong first, can't go outside without smoking down the herb
Teeth latched onto the curb when I hear you speaking words, know you like to brag about the shit you don't deserve
So don't say shit to me the surface ain't compared to my reserves
Not a lot to say, it mostly comes in slurs, not a lot I see, mostly it is blurred
Lost a lot like my mind also my time, let alone my fucking life
Gave it all away for a feeling, didn't see the hallway sealing
Shut up to the voices that like to shout, what's left but the agony and doubt
Leaving it up to you to figure out, I'm merely here to be someone that you barley see
There isn't much more to me then what's causing me to be
Love it when I cease to breath, hoping that I fucking choke
Cremate me with my bong lift my soul with the smoke, light it up and watch me go
What have you gotten yourself into? I guess you went down the wrong road, wrong house to ask for gas
No way back, you must be hooked and dragged to the basement because my butcher needs a new mask

Ravage

prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Laying my head down on the gravestone
I don't know about you but I'm getting blazed so
Now if I need it I hit 'em up and they do what I say so
Laying my head down on the gravestone
Okay so disrespect the name bro 
I'll shoot 'em up like it's Halo
Laying my head down on the gravestone
Thinking about nothing but the payload

I wanna blow up like I'm David Koresh, I'm just speaking my mind while I'm losin' my breath, only direction that I'm headed is death, so try to collect
I'm constantly pressed to becoming so stressed
I'm put to the test and I keep failing yet
I know I'm a defect, outcast and a reject
Pleading my fifth, while I'm sippin' one down
Don't come around unless you bringing a pound

Laying my head down on the gravestone
I don't know about you but I'm getting blazed so
Now if I need it I hit 'em up and they do what I say so
Laying my head down on the gravestone
Okay so disrespect the name bro 
I'll shoot 'em up like it's Halo
Laying my head down on the gravestone
Thinking about nothing but the payload

I'm just doing what I do
I never choose which avenue to peruse
I'm overused and I'm over you, only knew the residue, now I know the revenue
I'm just losing my mind and all my bets, yeah I said some shit that you best not forget
Ripping bowls while I'm reaping souls from all of those who chose my road to walk down they should've just gone home
I'm just doin my shit polishing chrome, abolishing hoes fuckin breakin' my bones
Only matters if I'm getting so stoned so get out of my zone
Stop hittin' my phone, I'm rippin' and gone, I'm dippin' quick
Since I'm on a mission, wanna get in but there's no admission, you're missin' the point while I'm sittin' back lighting a joint
Yeah I'm fixin' to leave, I'm drifting like the leaves, so don't try and miss me

Laying my head down on the gravestone
I don't know about you but I'm getting blazed so
Now if I need it I hit 'em up and they do what I say so
Laying my head down on the gravestone
Okay so disrespect the name bro 
I'll shoot em up like it's Halo
Laying my head down on the gravestone, thinking about nothing but the payload

Gravestone

prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Lookin at what I've glorified
Makes me more horrified
Everyday more fortified 
Inside my mind can't realize
There's gotta be more to life
Than dipping into the other side
Coming back like nothing ever happened
Look at me like you know what I'm going through
Talk like you know me but I ain't ever fucked with you
Acting like my homie since you don't know what to do 
Maybe out of fear for you don't want me on your bad side
I don't mean to play the big bad guy
In any situation 
I'm just doing what I do 
Tryna make it out the dark but I broke my flashlight
Can't see a thing
Don't wanna think 
Rather just blink
Rather just drink
Disconnect the link
From my brain to my body
Just another day with my hobbies
So watch what you say in the lobby
Might be on my way to stop the voices
Conflicted with all the choices
Overwhelming forces tryna take me down 
Once I let 'em then I'll be in the ground
Sneaking around can barley hear me i don't make a sound 
Try something out and see what comes about
Best just stop runnin' your mouth
I'm not the one to complain to when my mind is trained to
See the worst possibility in any outcome
Expect the worse then it's less harsh when it doesn't come
Doing the same since age eleven
Burnin' it down became a felon
Never got caught no ones tellin'
No one even knows the shit that I've done
Always been on the run
Emotionless can't have no fun
Cellophane around my gun
And the gloves are always on
Fuckin around might just start a problem
But all I'm hearing is talking
Stay away
Rifle doesn't sway
Shit won't change
Don't try to pray
See my soul through the barrel of an AK
Spoken like a cynical sadistic 
Bitch I play with hexes from witches
No crucifixes Nordic runes tatted on my wrist
It's how I'm livin'
While you copy shit you seein' on the television
I'm really out here tuning in
To the right frequency
But frequently
I seem to be
Getting further away increasingly
I'm just a bag of bones
But still the demons seeking me
Have no problem feasting the bits and pieces
I don't know what's gotten into me
Inching towards the gun on the counter
Aiming it right at the mirror
Don't wanna waste a shot 
Times getting nearer
Always living in the future
Makes the present less clearer
Reverse the Hearse into the church
Burn it down and turn the curse
Set upon me since birth
Flip the lights and drop the tabs
Tripping out 'til I fade to black
then again I'll wish it back
Lift it up and tilt the flask
Never can complete a task
Somehow I'm sidetracked
Unless I'm truly focused 
When I'm surrounded by the locust 
Emergence
Dressing like an insurgent
But I ain't a gun for hire
I do my bidding by my own accord
So you can send the wire
But you'll be the next target I acquire
Only dishing it to those who deserve it
Want my respect then you have to earn it 
Won't say a word if somethings on my nerve
I'll just back away and start to observe 
Keep the troops in the reserves
'Til I go far and start to hit reverse
Tactical retreat
Actual defeat 
Has yet to happen to me
Anytime they get me I'm right back up on my feet
I've been close to death way too high way too deep 
Off the hippie flip tabs and some shrooms
Always bud in the mix
Fucked up daily I can't be fixed
But I'm just living since I love it
Hollowed out bag of bones 
Living as a vagabond
Nomadic traveler
Never settled down
With you I'm fine just roaming around
Trippin' every second
Death is just one step
Away from my methods
Dippin' to make a bad decision
Head is spinning
Like a top 
Waiting 'til I drop
Try not to walk
In front of me I might just knock
On your door one night when you least expect it
Like a broken record
I just keep on repeating
My fiefdom is nothing but the creatures
Vaping in the bleachers
Erased every sequence
So I return to the deeps where
I crawled out like a creep
Sit and rot here unable to ever weep
Same shit I do every week

Fortified

prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Blast back to the past
Flashback from the acid
Nasdaq makin stacks
Staying up makin tracks
Making checks 
Disregard the disrespect 
Dispute what I distribute
Send you to the institute
Lead me on 
Can't tell I'm too gone
Take advantage 
Then I might come back
With my gat you wrong 

Only ride in two seaters
Just drank like two liters
I don't need no cheerleader

Bitch I am a dead wizard
Always riding cold like a blizzard
Don't know what I'm gonna do
Still loaded with my 22 
Ammo bitch I got plenty too

Don't tell me what's the move
Bitch I still got shit to do
That's means that I didn't choose
The way that I mean to be
Don't tell me what's the move
Bitch I still got shit to do
That's means that I didn't choose
The way that I mean to be
Combine the drugs like chemistry
I thrive when my brain is chemically
Realigned but I can never be
Where I want it's upsetting me
But I'm close I can smell it
Take another pellet
Cut it up and sell it
Better not be tellin'
I'm guarded like the kremlin
Looking like a gremlin
But I'm more of a goonie
Down in the boonies
Trippin' off some Lucy
'Til it's early and I'm looping
Hidden like a ghillie
So high getting silly
Sit down for a minute
Drift into the city
Pick up another 50
Then get back at it quickly

Only ride in two seaters
Just drank like two liters
I don't need no cheerleader

Bitch I am a dead wizard
Always riding cold like a blizzard
Don't know what I'm gonna do
Still loaded with my 22 
Ammo bitch I got plenty too
Bitch I am a dead wizard
Always riding cold like a blizzard
Don't know what I'm gonna do
Still loaded with my 22 
Ammo bitch I got plenty too

No Nourishment

Prod. by; Blair

Lyrics;
Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted
Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted

Living this way I guess I make it look easy
Truly everyday feels so speedy
Like I never get the second to appreciate
The moment
Let me reiterate it doesn't matter what it takes
In the dirt I designate and my resting place
I aint headed into any other space
I stay on the chase like I'm Wiley
I'm in my head so don't mind me
What i said you'll have to remind me
Where I'm at you cannot find me
All my plans have perfect timing
Any other way I can't handle it
Something goes wrong then the planet rips
I ask for honesty but I'm served a can of fibs
Rather have the whiskey just a lil sip
Then another dab just a little bit
Pack a bowl on top just to feel like shit
Restart 'til I feel like I don't exist
In this world where I don't fit
Covered in problems that I can't fix

Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I want
Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I want

Wakin' up late and I feel like I'm in slow-mo
Wanna get baked the second I'm mobile
Gravitate without even thinking about it
Hesitate for a second then keep on going
It's what I always wanted just to be crazy
Just to smoke weed and be lazy
Just to keep my view hazy
Lately no one even hates me
I'm not worth the energy
Or I killed off my enemies
So if you intervene
On my process in-between
Changing perspectives like I'm switching screens
Unzipping sacks of green tied up like fishing strings
I'm wishing things could go back but the difference is
My past can not be changed I'm already set in stone
From broken bridges to broken bones
Lost my life but left it going like the dial tone
I sit on my own chair of swords but it isn't game of thrones
It's just how I go like Ray would say
It's the way of the road
But I chose this one to take
So i ask for no pity just your thoughts
And if I have any moves to make
I'll usually take the least expected
Which turns out to be my doomed mistake
No more room to inflate so it breaks
This damage I can't reflect it
But I'm the one who selected
Myself I have neglected
Not many things I have perfected
Realizing what I've done wrong
When it's too late is one of 'em
Kinda makes sense if you know where I'm coming from

Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted
Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted

Truly I don't know why anyone talks to me
And honestly a friend of mine you wouldn't wanna be
And I probably don't wanna see your face on my screen
It's just the things on the mind keeping me stuck in time
I have what I want but I still feel so empty
Maybe this world wasn't never meant for me
Maybe I ended up in the wrong century
Everything is adding up and I don't wanna hear it
I've tried so hard but broke my fuckin spirit
If you see me or just listen to my lyrics
It's just how I feel and I finally feel free to share it
But I've broken every mirror and took it all for granted
Now my reflection is warped and it's all slanted
I can't stand it and I'm the one to blame
I'm the one to claim but I can't be the one to change
Gods damn it

House on Shellshock St.

Kneecapped

[on the eternal quest of harnessing true wisdom of humanity and its salvation ]
email: blairheathen@gmail.com

kBlair

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