Riding with God, we shall prosper, my brother in Christ 💯🙏

Hate for myself

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Earl Stan - Nightmares

roses (+prodbykg + yeezo)

KILLING ME

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/13-reasons-why

vocals, mixing, & mastering by me
produced by yungspoiler

Lyrics:

if you opened my chest up, would it be an empty cave?
or a fire burning with passion?
if you opened my head up, would it be the greenest grass?
or the flowers dying?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons
why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out
i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons
everythings falling around me
i feel like im fucking drowning

when you open my chest up
can you find a reason to live
or am i just another mistake?
when you open my head up
am i standing on the edge of the bridge
looking down below?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons
why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out
i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons
everythings falling around me
i feel like im fucking drowning
x3

13 Reasons Why

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Lost in the Dark

Lost In The Dark ft. Whxami (prod. by Tonedepalma)

Listen 222 SmokeFacePlayer’s music ON Various Platforms 

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/smoke-face-player/1748017564

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What I Earned.

any day from now [prod. boyfifty]

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

PRODUCED BY sketchmyname

Lyrics:

I thought of this earth, the way I see it it's getting much worse.
I wasn't really ever assured of it, walk through the night and I know what my purpose is,

I hope that you know the same, I'm with the stars and I'm playing this game, 

one out of billion trillions, focused on making my millions,
my emotions I'm not feeling em.





Float in the cosmos, and I've got no one to follow.

I'm lost in everything I know,and it feels like my center is hollow.



The sky is for boys, the clouds are for men, 
High on the planes, I soar through the mist,
lost in my thoughts, I hope this is it.
leaving my past, i focus within.



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2 



I know this isn't the place, no one wanna see my face
All of the people they try to come tell me that I gotta change, 

But I know that I'm not the same.

You don't wanna come and start us, everyone wanna depart us,
I know that everyone not us, I know I've gotta do what I gotta.



I've gained back my faith, now I'm losing my touch,
This is a feeling I cant get enough,
Now I'm 50 stories up high in the skies, see rainy days all up in the clouds

Look at my view, I'm lost in my mind, 
Shibuya block while I smoke out my lungs,
Now I'm dosing right off with my bro on my right,
Now it's the night-time, so I know I might, 



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2

tøkyø. (prod. sketchmyname)

I can feel your pulse thumping in the walls
I can hear the silent echo from across the hall
It's in the air and I can feel my body rise and fall
Chills down my spine, poltergeist in my visual

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when i think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, ain't had rest in a week or two
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

Your eyes imprinted, metaphysics stuck inside my head
Impulse, admission, ammunition aimed right at my chest
Your disposition fought the prison you were taught was blessed
You sold your wings to please the beast, your head laid on my bed

You said it's what you wanted
But now it's like I'm haunted 

And now I feel you every time I turn my head
I toss and turn all night, I'm broke inside this empty bed
My dreams of blue, they fade in hue, turn into ruby red
Your apparition in my vision haunts me till I'm dead

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when I think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, can you call me for at least a few
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room

Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
With your spirit living in my room

mixed & mastered by @nicolassales

.you still haunt me.

AMV on Idleglance

sleepwalking (prod. thislandis)

i don't know [prod. raspo]

Lyrics: 
(NIKKO)
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
(Sace)
And baby when did I
Get lost in my ways
And she the selfish type
She dragging claws through my veins
But who am I to judge from her appearance
I just knew I should've sensed it off a single disappearance
She get lost in the rain
And she can see her vision shifting
She got claws horns and fangs
But I can never tell the difference cause it's
Knew she was evil from the damn start
And I just came from a lonely place
If you a demon show your damn flaws
And tell me how I'm supposed tom walk away
And shawty like a fallen angel
Leaning on my shoulder
I dont even see a halo
Shawty stole my heart and I been feeling like its fatal
How am I supposed to run if I cant even keep it stable
(NIKKO)
She got my heart like its zip tied
Shawty from hell why she been fye
Ride on my dick like a zipline
Love it gon crash like a riptide
All in my head like she in mine
Penis hit stomach I'm inside
Smoke on that bitch how I get high
She out of tears why she dont cry
My whip the color of cinnamon
All in her mouth like a dentist is
Black in the blood yeah its venomous
She wanna sit on my Vetements
She wanna sit on my dick
K
Way that she love fucking torture
Shawty want fuck I cant pay for abortion hey
Knife in my stomach she force it
Shawty a witch I'm a muhfucking sorcerer yuh

She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break

Mazikeen (feat. sace6)

Lyrics

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Who you gonna wibe with
Yeah that's me
I'm a swede
Writing songs to different beats

You ask me what i am i say part machine
You ask me what i have i say real big dreams

Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't
Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't

I came to present my greatness
Witness the image of fake shit
Yeah
I will attempt for the top
So many people they tell me I’ll rot
Fuck that
I’m pushing the pen into pages
I’m writing myself and it’s stainless
I’m holding a pill and a note
How many times did I witness y’all choke
Damn
I came to follow my dreams
Taking everything that’s part of the theme
Park it then drive it it’s all a routine
I got a reason to burst at the seams
Can’t take it back no mistakes at that no regrets not depressed and I hate the fact that you make attacks and I’m so attached to this life all the strife and I ate the rack so just play it back

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Who you gonna wibe with
Yeah that's me
I'm a swede
Writing songs to different beats

You ask me what i am i say part machine
You ask me what i have i say real big dreams

Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't
Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't

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Amsterdam (Feat.Prompto)

i can't decide why i'm alive [prod. sorrow bringer]

Lyrics:
You say you do not want me, thanks for leaving
a little part of you became my demons
When you smile, i turn away 
breaks every bone inside my face
You say you do not want me, thanks for leaving
a little part of you became my demons
When you smile, i turn away
breaks every bone inside my face

this could be love or this could be it
this could be love I'm fucking undone

take my hand watch leaves fall down 
This is it, when the world crashes down
Lips of fire and a heart of stone, wild desire with a love so cold
run away run away why do i feel so high when i feel this pain
like i loved your eyes like you loved this fame, 
so why do I cry when I read your name
or when I see your face I'm a fucking mess,
like I see the worst like a pessimistic with your black rose and ripped dress
the thought of you is all I have left


You say you do not want me, thanks for leaving
a little part of you became my demons
When you smile, I turn away 
breaks every bone inside my face
You say you do not want me, thanks for leaving
a little part of you became my demons
When you smile, I turn away 
breaks every bone inside my face

this could be love or this could be it
this could be love I'm fucking undone

Credits:
Production - Xen0christ
Mixing - Nexeration
Mixing and Mastering - Norlick
Artwork - Renegade Records

Bones (prod. Xen0christ)

KIDR is a Seattle based rapper, producer, and singer. Born In Dallas, Texas, KIDR had developed a love for Hip-Hop & Rap early in life. KIDR eventually started rapping and creating music at a young age. Some of KIDR’s most notable songs include “Money Talk” and “I Don’t Know”. KIDR delivers a polarizing and unique sound, with an extensive catalog consisting of hard hitting aggressive rap bangers and deep melodic chill songs.

@itskidr 
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i can't decide why i'm alive [prod. sorrow bringer]

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