Riding with God, we shall prosper, my brother in Christ 💯🙏

Hate for myself

Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

FLOWERBOY: @ix_flowerboy

Artwork made by: https://www.instagram.com/akagi_redsnus/

Lyrics: 

(Robstar)
I've been gettin' too high Imma crash boy
All I ever want is cash and some hash, boy
Imma pull up with a stash, it's the plan boy
All black on this little sad bad boy
Uh, I'm back with a new ploy
You gon' see me at the top when I rest on my throne
You wanna work? That's a bag boy
And I ain't talkin' 'bout a Lidl less you're talking gold
Through the light see a new toy
Talkin' 'bout me to her friends like I ain't gonna know
She wanna fuck but she too coy
Baby meet me out back, I can take you home

Ride with me
Cry with me
Baby wanna pop some shrooms?
Vibe with me
Get high with me
Spend it all thinkin' of you
Lie to me
Fight with me
Bury me in your room
You're tryin' me
Would you die with me
If I kill you too?

(SCAR$)
Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
Broken heart gang
Fuck that I don't like it

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
I quit fuck it I don't like it
I don't like it

Before we die we gon' have fun
We gon' have fun
Pills when i cry do you want one
And i'm done
I'm done

(FLOWERBOY)
All I've ever wanted was a call
nightfall comes and I cant feel at all
Where'd the sun go 'cause he never said hi
Sleeping all day 'cause i wanna fucking die

My face hurts
Face hurts
I can't feel my face
My face
My face
Misfits outside out of place
Tell me do you see the same thing baby

All I've ever wanted was a call
Where you ever really there at all

Just the top
You've got claws
I can't feel my face at all
And I try so hard and i get so far
Tell me why you gotta be so cold to me
Just woke up come hold me baby

Du du du du du
I'm done

You were never really there were you
I wish that i could change the way i see things
I ain't going back
I don't give a fuck
I don't care anymore so don't call me
Baby

I'm done I'm done
I'm done I'm done

(SCAR$)
Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
Broken heart gang
Fuck that I don't like it

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
I quit fuck it I don't like it
I don't like it

Before we die we gon' have fun
We gon' have fun
Pills when i cry do you want one
And i'm done
I'm done

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
Broken heart gang
Fuck that I don't like it

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
I quit fuck it I don't like it
I don't like it

Before we die we gon' have fun
We gon' have fun
Pills when i cry do you want one
And i'm done
I'm done

I'm done/I'm done/I'm done

I'm done/I'm done/I'm done (ft. Robstar, FLOWERBOY)

Voice In My Head Prod Vaegud & Sketchmyname

roses (+prodbykg + yeezo)

KILLING ME

Stream/Buy
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/13-reasons-why

vocals, mixing, & mastering by me
produced by yungspoiler

Lyrics:

if you opened my chest up, would it be an empty cave?
or a fire burning with passion?
if you opened my head up, would it be the greenest grass?
or the flowers dying?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons
why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out
i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons
everythings falling around me
i feel like im fucking drowning

when you open my chest up
can you find a reason to live
or am i just another mistake?
when you open my head up
am i standing on the edge of the bridge
looking down below?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons
why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out
i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons
everythings falling around me
i feel like im fucking drowning
x3

13 Reasons Why

Stream/Buy

Lyrics

they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know

they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know 
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
I can't take it anymore I feel like everything is fake 
but they fuck with what I'm doing all this music that I make
I been constantly on Go Mode, got no time for breaks
killing time to ease my mind on my grind stay away
from the gallows in my bedroom I think it's time I go
sick of lies cutting ties with every person that I know

this ain't what you want to be I promise that it's true
I've seen people dead and on their lips a desperate shade of blue
please just tell me what you want from me I don't know what to do 
you wanted honesty well honestly I'm tired of the truth
bitch I get it on a roll no hoe shit
I just bought a nine and shawty wanna hold it
told her crush it on the dash to the windpipe 
in your dreams I can show you what my life like
well I'm a menace to society they told me
you got fucking problems you should solve it baby hold me
I don't want to deal with all the pressure Iv'e been given 
I don't know if I can take it why won't anybody listen
when I'm dead and gone 
please move along 
no sense at all to wait for me
no life at all, I don't recall 
that you cared at all, to stay for me 

"Revy where your head go?" I don't fucking know!
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
I can't take it anymore I feel like everyone is fake
but they fuck with what I'm doing all this music that I make

they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know 
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
I can't take it anymore I feel like everything is fake 
but they fuck with what I'm doing all this music that I make
I been constantly on Go Mode, got no time for breaks
killing time to ease my mind on my grind stay away
from the gallows in my bedroom I think it's time I go
sick of lies cutting ties with every person that I know
when I'm dead and gone 
please move along 
no sense at all to wait for me
no life at all, I don't recall 
that you cared at all, to stay for me

desperate shade of blue (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Prod. Sixthells

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

I swear to god I can’t relate to what they say or what they do
Pockets full of fucking money when I walk inside the room
They just tell me
why you scared hoe
What you got to lose
Keep on pushing ‘til you dead cold
Don’t act a fucking fool

I swear the nights are getting cold
Feel the ice touch on my soul
I been frozen for some weeks
I can’t move I can’t sleep
Stop the time
Let’s rewind
I been feening for a while
Can we just go back and die

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away
I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

Snow Crows

snow crows

IDLEGLANCE EXCLUSIVE
Follow Yates XV: @yates-xv
Prod. splashgvng @splashgvng

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/H8IAzh6MxZQ

Lyrics:

Cross on my chain
But the horrors I saw
Still remain
I don’t want fame
But the path I’m going
Always ends the same
Got dr*gs in my system
Feel it going faster
Think I might d*e
I'm a young disaster
I don’t want passion
I just want prescripts
But I said I’d never be this

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

Love me in the nightime
Yeah
This ain’t the right time

So I’m back
Laying down
Paying for the wrongs
That I can’t change now
Sitting through the cold
While my heart beats drown
Lookin for the pills
That I can’t take now

Got the broken heart tatted
Heart just broke
But I’m high and I’m manic
Yeah
Got some laced up packets
Eat them all at once
So I don’t have to panic
I'm a crybaby
Feeling like peep
I feel so alone
Baby I feel weak
Looking in the mirror
And I don’t see me
Think I took enough
That I might od

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

Young Disaster

Yates XV - Young Disaster

LONELY SUPERHERO

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
https://soundcloud.com/kamaara
https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

I can feel your pulse thumping in the walls
I can hear the silent echo from across the hall
It's in the air and I can feel my body rise and fall
Chills down my spine, poltergeist in my visual

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when i think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, ain't had rest in a week or two
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

Your eyes imprinted, metaphysics stuck inside my head
Impulse, admission, ammunition aimed right at my chest
Your disposition fought the prison you were taught was blessed
You sold your wings to please the beast, your head laid on my bed

You said it's what you wanted
But now it's like I'm haunted 

And now I feel you every time I turn my head
I toss and turn all night, I'm broke inside this empty bed
My dreams of blue, they fade in hue, turn into ruby red
Your apparition in my vision haunts me till I'm dead

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when I think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, can you call me for at least a few
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room

Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
With your spirit living in my room

mixed & mastered by @nicolassales

.you still haunt me.

AMV on Idleglance

sleepwalking (prod. thislandis)

Into Misery:

going 90 on the highway
i can’t feel a thing
no pain, no fear
you’ll remember my name

just a lost boy
always tryna find my way
just a sad boy
don’t think i remember a thing


baby i got everything that
you could ever want
i pull up to the show
yeah i ain’t even tryna stunt
i got racks up on me
but i’m still lookin for love
i tell my baby call my phone
she thinkin i’m enough

no sense, i can’t fix
what’s up in my head
paranoia stress
always filling me with dread
i can’t get no rest at night 
i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead
i can’t get no rest at night
i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead

$LOTHBOI:

Save
My fate
From 
Hateful Games
Like
I can taste it 
Iron in blood ye
Red drops like eyeballs
At midnight we faded
Fuck all your hatred
Fuck all your games yeah
Tears down my face while the smiles starts breaking
Sloth ain’t no pussy
I’ll fuck on a bitch
With a blade on my hip
Finna slit all yo wrists
Depression come in 
Im the voice in your head
I see teardrops on faces of some of my friends
Like
I got killers on deck
And some of em dead
Trippin cuz I miss my brother he left

What am I finna do now
With this hole in myself 
Hit the ground with a bounce

Lost Boy (feat. $LOTHBOI) prod. CRCL

Lyrics: 
(NIKKO)
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
(Sace)
And baby when did I
Get lost in my ways
And she the selfish type
She dragging claws through my veins
But who am I to judge from her appearance
I just knew I should've sensed it off a single disappearance
She get lost in the rain
And she can see her vision shifting
She got claws horns and fangs
But I can never tell the difference cause it's
Knew she was evil from the damn start
And I just came from a lonely place
If you a demon show your damn flaws
And tell me how I'm supposed tom walk away
And shawty like a fallen angel
Leaning on my shoulder
I dont even see a halo
Shawty stole my heart and I been feeling like its fatal
How am I supposed to run if I cant even keep it stable
(NIKKO)
She got my heart like its zip tied
Shawty from hell why she been fye
Ride on my dick like a zipline
Love it gon crash like a riptide
All in my head like she in mine
Penis hit stomach I'm inside
Smoke on that bitch how I get high
She out of tears why she dont cry
My whip the color of cinnamon
All in her mouth like a dentist is
Black in the blood yeah its venomous
She wanna sit on my Vetements
She wanna sit on my dick
K
Way that she love fucking torture
Shawty want fuck I cant pay for abortion hey
Knife in my stomach she force it
Shawty a witch I'm a muhfucking sorcerer yuh

She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break

Mazikeen (feat. sace6)

i can't decide why i'm alive [prod. sorrow bringer]

KIDR is a Seattle based rapper, producer, and singer. Born In Dallas, Texas, KIDR had developed a love for Hip-Hop & Rap early in life. KIDR eventually started rapping and creating music at a young age. Some of KIDR’s most notable songs include “Money Talk” and “I Don’t Know”. KIDR delivers a polarizing and unique sound, with an extensive catalog consisting of hard hitting aggressive rap bangers and deep melodic chill songs.

@itskidr 
itskidr.com

i can't decide why i'm alive [prod. sorrow bringer]

KIDR

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