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PLAYLIST 4 MY THOTGOTHS <3 (WEST COAST TOur '23 may 7-15)

written n prod by me.

if ur not my fan u wont get it n im not explainin it.

TYPE BEAT TYPE BEAT - killboy ft. @ginotheghost - prod. killboy

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RdF2mEOxpBM

i love the beat of ur heart
Speed of ur car
Weed in ur jar
Me in ur arms
Seeing the stars
Im bout to pass out now
See ya later baby
He says ha ah 
I love the

Song in ur mouth
Singin it loud
Playin around
down on the ground
With or without 
clothes on so fun
Ur my favorite baby
Ha ha I love 
The fact that 

I hate everyone
U hate everything
I was made 4 u 
N U were made 4 me

I love ur dumb sunglasses, ur dolce shades
the way the sun beats down on ur soul-less face
I love the taste of your tongue. 
Mezcal mint gum and cocaine
And you hate this song 
But I love you lane

I love your big blue eyes and ur nike shoes 
the way the sun sets down on ur perfect view
I love the taste of your tongue 
Mezcal mint gum and cocaine
but now that your gone
I hate everything

i love 
Keepin u close
Stealing ur clothes
Goin to shows
Spending the most
overdose
Im bout to black out now
See ya later baby
He said ha ah 
Jokes on me

Callin ur phone
Ringin the tone
Nobodys home
Leave u alone
Ur in the zone
Im bout to get mad now
God I hate you baby
Ha ha jk i’m sorry and

I’m so fuckin dumb
How could I not see
I was pushin’ u 
Away from me

Wait come back 
 
I want ur dumb sunglasses, ur dolce shades
the way the sun beats down on ur soul-less face
I love the taste of your tongue. 
Mezcal mint gum and cocaine
And you hate this song 
But I love you lane

I love your big blue eyes
and ur nike shoes 
the way the sun sets down on ur perfect view
I love the taste of your tongue 
Mezcal mint gum and cocaine
but now that your gone
I hate everything

[ Musical break <3 ]

Now that ur gone
I don’t like many things
Especially these:

I hate ur dumb sunglasses
Ur dolce shades
The way the sun beats down on ur soul-less face
the aftertaste of your tongue
Mezcal mint gum and cocaine
n now that ur gone
I hate everything

I hate ur dumb sunglasses, ur dolce shades
the way the sun beats down on ur stupid face
I hate the taste of your tongue 
Mezcal mint gum and cocaine
Cuz now that your gone
I hate everything

I hate your dumb new girl
and ur dumb friends too
I hope the sun burns down that Ventura view
I hate the taste of your tongue 
Mezcal mint gum and cocaine
And I made this song 
cuz I love you lane

I love you

MEZCAL MINT GUM N COCAINE </3 prod. kilboy

CHLOUTMYDIA prod. killboy

lmao thanks 4 blowing this up <3 add me anywhere @killboy i'm always dropping new songs

THOTGOTH ANTHEM aka - Misery Business x Grillz MASHUP *full version* (by killboy)

SK8R BOY TELLEM - THOTGOTH NATIONAL ANTHEM

THE #1 RULE WHEN U FUCKIN WIT A THOTGOTH
KEEP IT 2 URSELF BITCH DON'T BLOW UP MY SPOT
MY HEART COLD BUT MY TEMPER NOT
SPIKES ON MY NECK AND MY WRIST
GET UR ASS POPPT

THOTGOTH BEAT TYPE - killboy ft. @lilprim prod. by killboy

BACK IN BLACK - ACDC cover by KILLBOY

lo0ve ya'll <3

i wanna go away sometimes
would you wanna get fucked up and just waste some time?
because i kinda get afraid sometimes
get so lost stg that i pray sometimes
that i could find a space ship 
so i could crash it into the sun
and send fire rainin down
cause i h8 every1


do u ever just wanna find a rocket and send it into a black hole?
i stg i would never wanna come back no
sometimes i feel like an alien in a trap
i wanna die but i can't say that tho :')

its like i was born in the wrong generation
i hate every song on the radio station
and i don't wanna be here no more

i wanna go away sometimes
would you wanna get fucked up and just waste some time?
because i kinda get afraid sometimes
get so lost stg that i pray sometimes
that i could find a space ship 
so i could crash it into the sun
and send fire rainin down
cause i h8 every1

I H8 EVERY1 - prod. by KILLBOY

LOSER

enjoy mUh pain <3 PROD. killboy
acapella & song: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1a9ZsuVrOicMkAyBh0NudLMCyVRYefYkm/view?usp=sharing

lyrics:
You’re ripping me apart
With your limitless ammo
Making it so dark
In the place that my head goes
It’s getting really hard
Fighting these battles
It’s just me in the dark
Making friends with
My shadows

I try to live my life
But my dreams come to haunt me
Never satisfied
Cursed and always left wanting

Got flames inside my hands
And they’re just good for one thing
Destroying any chance
Anybody can love me

It’s tearing me apart
With your limitless ammo
It’s just me in the dark
Making friends with
My shadows
It’s getting way too hard
Fighting these battles
It’s just me in the dark
Making friends with
My shadows

It’s getting way too hard
Fighting these battles
It’s just me in the dark
Making friends with
My shadows
You’re ripping me apart
With limitless ammo
Oh hey! It’s just me in the dark
Making friends with my shadows

When will things get better
And my life not so lonely
When everyone I love is six whole feet below me?
I only give a damn about myself and nobody
It’s just the way I am
I can’t change it I’m sorry

SHADOWS - KILLBOY *ACAPELLA DOWNLOAD IN DESCRIPTION*

In the grip of empty pages, the ink is dry,
Pens scratch out a tale where ambitions lie.
Clocks tick on in mocking tones, empty echoes fill my bones,
Chained to desks in silent rows, where the stifled spirit goes.

Caught in the drafts and the doldrums,
Fighting through the fog and the fears.
Words weigh heavy on the night's hum,
Hopes spin idle in forgotten wheels.

Walls close in with each critique and each command,
Ideas die unborn in the barren no-man's land.
Feedback loops spin minds caught in a tight vise,
Promises break like glass, dreams deferred, paying the price.

Spinning wheels, burning out,
Voices raise, begin to doubt.
Break the cycle, crack the code,
Burst the bounds, hit the road.

Caught in the drafts and the doldrums,
Fighting through the fog and the fears.
Words weigh heavy on the night's hum,
Hopes spin idle in forgotten wheels.

Shadowed halls echo with the whispers of the lost,
Dreams calcify in corners, frosted with the cost.
Silent sentinels stand guard, over ideas once free,
Locked away in ivory towers, thrown away the key.

Spinning wheels, burning out,
Voices raise, begin to doubt.
Break the cycle, crack the code,
Burst the bounds, hit the road.

Caught in the drafts and the doldrums,
Fighting through the fog and the fears.
Words weigh heavy on the night's hum,
Hopes spin idle in forgotten wheels.

In the drafts and the doldrums,
Fighting through the fog and the fears.
Words weigh heavy on the night's hum,
Hopes spin idle in forgotten wheels.

Caught in the drafts and the doldrums,
Fighting through the fog and the fears.
Words weigh heavy on the night's hum,
Hopes spin idle in forgotten wheels.

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"Drafts and Doldrums" takes you on a lyrical journey through the inner turmoil of creative and intellectual blockages. With each verse, the song paints a vivid picture of the struggle against the inertia of the empty page and the stifling silence of unfulfilled potential. Through haunting melodies and resonant words, the song explores the emotional landscape of anyone who has ever felt caught in the cyclical trap of drafts and doldrums—where efforts seem futile and inspiration feels just out of reach. It’s a musical exploration of the fight through the fog of doubt and the weight of unrealized ideas.

#DraftsAndDoldrums #CreativeBlock #SongwritersLife #MusicalInspiration #BreakTheCycle #CreativeJourney #ArtisticStruggle

LOSER

KILLBOY

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