The Upload

[lyrics]
tired of trying getting nowhere everything goes to shit despairs been on my ass so i live my life and don't look back but its so hard when i got so many regrets tears left to shed oh another headache from another fucking lecture why cant i learn my fucking lesson

losing all my friends and feeling depressed but I'm just growing up but I feel so young feels like yesterday I was just fifteen skipping class skating with friends not a worry in the world

tired of trying getting nowhere everything goes to shit despairs been on my ass so I live my life and don't look back but its so hard when i got so many regrets tears left to shed oh another headache from another fucking lecture why cant I learn my fucking lesson

rain falls from the sky I feel more alone at night almost eighteen don't wanna grow up feeling so numb I don't wanna move nah memories make us alive but they hurt so bad at night

memories (prod. salah)

late nights

Good For Nothing

ILoveMyFans (prod. evanson)

No Stress Twin

“Pooh Nanny Was Good” flips a raw trap swagger into a dirty club anthem. With a grimy beat, heavy 808s, and streetwise energy, the rapper breaks down how unforgettable the sex was — bragging on every detail while lacing in slick Michael Jackson references. From Billie Jean to Beat It, he turns classic MJ titles into metaphors for his bedroom game, mixing raunchy storytelling with a gangster edge. It’s bold, unapologetic, and built for the club — a record where strip-club vibes meet hood-certified trap grit.

Pooh Nanny Was Good [Trap]

misery from the telephone

misery from the telephone pt. 1 (prod. ginseng)

VISUAL: https://youtu.be/LtrqLXKPUvg

LYRICS:

I keep a vision of her, she keeps a switch in her purse
angel in disguise, she puts the ritalin first
she pops another pill if she can't think of the words
I drop one in my drink 'til I can't think about her

she walks around the city with a blade by her side
she holds it even closer as the day turns to night
its the same razor used to cut her K into lines
on the same leather sofa she would lay on to die

nosebleed angel with her face to the white
the blood drips down, it makes the tabletop shine
she got a pink glock nine, to her brain, its held tight
once they're blown out, she'll spread her angel wings wide

paint my room red so that you're always around
now i don't think I'll ever step outside this small yellow house
every night I go to sleep on our leather couch
comatose until the sun comes out from the clouds

but its been dark ever since, I think i lost track of the time
the hour hand spins, the lightning cracks in the sky
i cant tell whats up or down, another addy, I'm fine
another half and I'll fly, I just lost track of what's high

Down In my casket I lie, got too much baggage to fly
the teardrops drip down the bags of my eyes
i still have the necklace that you had on that night
i hold the gem up to my heart in case I happen to die

the sapphire shines when I imagine your eyes
the way that they would glint when u look back into mine
i grasp it tighter than the grip felt from the overgrown vines
im trapped inside this cycle like you're trapped in my mind

your ashes look like stardust, when they're spread on the lake
the tidal waves come in and out, then send you away
I know it fucking sucks to be dependant on fate
Cuz every night I wonder if you ended up safe

I hope the angels take you in again as one of their own
I hope they say your name, I hope they welcome you home
on the table by the couch I found you left me a note
on an old piece of paper I once sent with a rose, it went:

"I wish that I could see myself the way you see me through
I know that's the reason you won't think I'm leaving you
You always used to tell me: 'girl, your demons fear you too'
But I'm the only demon for myself, and here's the proof.

I'll never lose the dreams we shared, I hope it's clear to you
And anyone who won't believe in you is clearly fooled
though you'll never be with me again, I'll always be with you
From now until the next life that we share, I'll see you soon."

SPOTIFY

sapphire necklace [prod. misery]

PITCH BLACK JEANS

things arent always what they seem

prod. @taylor & @sainttomorrow
backing vocals by saint tomorrow too
a cute one to warm ya up in the winter cold

[STREAMING]

what you mean (p. taylor morgan & saint tomorrow)

we are all addicted to something.
for B </3

PROBLEMADDICT!

PROBLEMADDICT! w/ vizionlexx

prod. by @hellahaunted and @sainttomorrow

lyrics
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what if i testify against everything that i
have been saying this whole time
cause i’m probably telling lies
what do i do when i
feel like lying down to die
does the dirt eat me alive
do the worms feed off my eyes
open wide for the flies
cause they’re feeding off your spine
crawling up & down in line
like a soldier bound to die
come inside so will i
wipe your feet until they’re dry
wipe the tears out of your eyes
part of me likes when you cry

winter and summer collide
this universe isn’t mine no
we hope this reaches you in time
chaotic but jesus christ you’re beautiful
(x2)

get caught up constantly in life’s residuals
and paint the sky full of agonizing visuals
can’t press rewind when you realize it’s minuscule
so don’t let go it’ll only leave you miserable

the cycle (prod. caspr x saint tomorrow)

Lyrics:
call me hideo kojima cause im always playing games with the big dollars
hit me on the phone wit a burner if you need me holler
messin wit a freak got these females in a leather collar
comin out in droves cause they heard i got the big guala

kick start hearts cause im layin on the big dough
pour that henny all alone im gettin lit tho
fuck fake friends i rather stay inside and live low
stone cold heart but its the best that i can get tho

master of horror, call me shinji mikami
i stepped up to the game might fuck around and make a tsunami
all this fye that i be spit send me a beat i could body
you could see that ima dragon so dont call this a hobby, cause i could murder it

got so many flows you never heard of it, smokin on that gas so i could learn from it,
im permanent
i write some letters just to end up burning it,
i had some feelings im returning it

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

you seen me ball but issa big sell
cause when i close my eyes i see hell
im gettin money if you couldnt tell
im gettin bread with my personnel

late night face time grave sight same time slave mind but im sure itll be alright
smoke right no light no fights sit tight while i think of what of what to say while youre in the sky

cant steal my flow without thinking bout death
embody the void that you feel in your chest
reaper come thru thats an infinite rest
its coming soon based on what ive assessed

am i getting deprecated, everybody medicated
feel it in my stomach so i stayed up late and meditated
dont know if ill make it, but i know that it been long awaited
you could check my verse and see that i aint even motivated

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

i got that big talk but it dont mean nothing yo
i got these kids out there tryna be cop the flow
and i could set it up it drop like dominos
cause im the illest im the realest you prolly know

been on that grind day by day but you aint showed up
you get to talkin lil bro but you aint glowed up
and now im icy im cold and my heart snowed up
dont even talk to me bitch cause i done grown up

Grownup

grownup

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
i said slowly follow me until we're dead
i said solely you're the one who's in my head
sip slowly numb away the pain instead
cause i dont breathe when im all alone in bed
count your heart beats to help me rest
sync breaths feel your back press against my chest
its all us babe no swear i won't contest
feel your fingers on my face swear i cant forget

no i cant forget
i see your face in the mirrors i try to catch my breath
i know we're oceans away but i swear i try my best
your silhouette in the rain, my heart pounds out my chest

i said slowly follow me until we're dead
i said solely you're the one who's in my head
sip slowly numb away the pain instead
cause i dont breathe when im all alone in bed
count your heart beats to help me rest
sync breaths feel your back press against my chest
its all us babe no swear i won't contest
feel your fingers on my face swear i cant forget

Slowly

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letting go

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