omg i cant even understand how a song can be so good🤯

my favorite tea

i took a break from writing since i had no inspiration in me to write more so here i am again and i hope you guys like it :) i added ocean wave sounds in the back i swear its not static (ok maybe a little)

LYRICS:

are you done
playing games with my heart
‘cause i’m all worn out
and out of tears for you

are you done, playing numb
for your fans
for the world
in case they judge you for your heart

can you see me
in the corner
can you hear me
when i call for you

can you feel me
when i talk to you
do you feel things too
i just gotta know

i don’t know what you want
but i know that i want you

boy use your words and spill the truth
lemme know if you want me too

do you want me too

is your mind as busy as mine
open your eyes and see that time flies
when we’re together
could it be forever

and i know i can get a little crazy
but your talkin’ is getting kind of lazy
oh i wish you would just use your mouth

i don’t know what you want
but i know that i want you

i don’t wanna be guessin’
and i shouldn’t be stressing over you
and now you’re just wasting
all my time

boy use your words and spill the truth
lemme know if you want me too

is your mind as busy as mine
open your eyes and see that time flies
when we’re together
could it be forever

Mina Lilly's Album

Guessing

Everything has changed
Why don't i feel the same
I’ve been looking for a reason
Something to believe in to get me through the night
It’s too dark out
You’re too far now 
I can’t stop from overthinking 
I feel like i’ve been bleeding out 
 
All of these promises seem wasted
All of our memories are fading 
And baby i feel it deep in my chest
Everything that we once said seems to echo in my echo in my head
Its like my hearts been ripped out of me and suddenly all i can see 
Is you forgetting, you forgetting about me 
All my tears are gone
But my love’s still strong
I can’t seem to think clearly
My mind is playing tricks on me again
My head’s spinning
I can’t see
I can’t seem to find my way home
I'm lost and no one’s picking up the phone

All of these promises seem wasted
All of our memories are fading 

And baby i feel it deep in my chest
Everything that we once said seems to echo in my echo in my head
Its like my hearts been ripped out of me and suddenly all i can see 
Is you forgetting, you forgetting about me 

And It’s hard to be okay with what you’re not
It’s so hard to tell yourself that you’ll be fine 
When everything you held close disappears
And all the things that you really feared
Came true

echo

just too much

are you alive or just existing?

summer 2018 mashup

Um please ignore the last part of the song when I sing “this is my end of my message to you” because it should be “this is THE end of my message to you” but I had already made it so far into the song that i was for sure not gonna re-record it. 

1-800-LEAVEMEALONE

original song by neLLa.
written, performed, produced by neLLa. 
artwork by neLLa.

solo - neLLa 🚀

spaces keep our planets apart
i'm venus and you're mars
you were my light
changed overnight
now i'm alone in the dark

cause i know you're far now
25 light years 
found some other star
and it's hard
cause i'll wish on the stars till you come back


and it hurts so bad to let you go
when my head says yes 
then my heart says no
and now i'm solo


it never felt right
ever since you left
i can still hear your
sweet voice in my head 
i miss you so bad
miss you everyday
and i just wish you would stay

said it wouldn't end
then why did you leave me?
i should accept it
as long as you're happy
can't do that anymore
it's not real to you 
but i just can't without you

and it hurts so bad to let you go
when my head says yes
then my heart says no
and now i'm solo

and it breaks my heart to say goodbye
held onto you to 
keep me from falling apart
please don't let me down

feel so low without you

don't want you to go

( demo version )


watch the lyric video : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XMBKa2G5zEc

solo

i wrote a song for you / episode three

what an angel

fuck u, next.

lyrics:

i don’t want to lose someone like you
they say ur bad but what harm could you do
i let u drag me through the street at 3
now when i drive down ur all that i see

i want u out of my head
i want u out of my mind
i wonder what ur doin
i think of u all the time

but i still know i don’t need u
I’m better off without
but do u still think of me
not something i would doubt

i hear ur name and i still turn my head
do u really think i’d be better off dead
i can’t wait for the day i see u again
so i can ignore u and show u how good I’ve been

i got u out of my head
i got u out of my mind
i don’t wonder what ur doin
that’s just a waste of my time

and i know i don’t need u
i’m better off without
i can’t believe that i missed u
u were nothing to cry about

nothing to cry about

nothing to

nothing to cry about

nothing to

nothing to cry about

nothin to

nothin to

Nothin 2

from my mind to yours

https://www.liinks.co/nella

solo

nella

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