when the music kicks in, it really kicks in :]

thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

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i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself

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i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself [p. back2thapast+sor]

pick up the fuckin phone
yeh yeh yeh
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
i learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit
im damn near the best
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit

high tide get me an my soul fried
i dont wana good night
i jst wanna stay up and contemplate my whole liii-
huh :p
boy thot he was nice he was runnin up a dub
uh
bitch im 2 high to ever give a fuck!
ur nothin special 
eck >:(
ur just a test wound
it was alright
BLAH!
till it wasnt!
yeh
im a zombie
bae!
do u copy?
word.
do u see me in tha cemetary late at night
walking round tryna find some fuckin spite 
i dont wanna kill u but i gotta jst to make it right
try to act cool but u know u got Formaldehyde
poisin x_x
its pointless shit u know ull cry for quite a while
but dont do shit about it
pull up in a brand new whip
gtr4s or a corvette
yep
ill whoop u in like any game, call it life
yep
enough of all the talk shit
lets just fuckin talk shit

im a monolithic mommy 
corrupting the thoughts above me 
and i cant get away from this
why u try to love me man?
why u try and hate me
why u try to say the words that cant help but tame me
i cant write the story
but i can on my face
ill put ur name on my hand
and make it somethin like "grace"
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up

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bloodonthesand prod jv demo

https://linktr.ee/lovejai
new song every thursday lyrics below
prod. jolst

huh ok im off this
you done lost ur mind or ur conscious
huh oh u dont want this
well neither do i atleast im honest
you think im insatiable i know
idk where it all went wrong
been on this road for far too long
so fuck the feedback
you can keep every piece of my heart cause ion need that
its always urs for the taking
u know i dont mind waiting
ooo girl especially for u
feel like it all going down the drown baby
emotional im feeling all the pain lately
and ik life is all about change
cause every where i go nothing ever stays the same
only thing thats set in stone is ur n my last name
bae i got a wedding ring lets get married n not tell a soul
you think im insatiable
i think im jus cynical
but whenever im wit ya bb its like im
huh
ready to go x9

READY TO GO [p. jolst]

i should head out for a walk
I don't really wanna talk
and i really wanna stop
when I'm counting up this quap
when I'm going out again
when I'm losing all my friends
when your stuck up in my head
I really want it all to end
I don't really wanna go
Im really wanting you to know 
I'm feeling better when I go
I'm really sorry I don't show 
I'm really sorry I don't help
I put the bottle on the shelf
and I will help you through the hell
i'll leave you talking to myself

it'll leave me talking on my own
ill take a line on a phone
I'm breaking down on all the dope
I'm wide awake and all alone
i feel me breaking down my home
i feel i'm breaking down my life
i feel I'm slowing losing hope
like anymore I wanna die 

i should head out for a walk
I don't really wanna talk
and i really wanna stop
when I'm counting up this quap
when I'm going out again
when I'm losing all my friends
when your stuck up in my head
I really want it all to end
I don't really wanna go
Im really wanting you to know 
I'm feeling better when I go
I'm really sorry I don't show 
I'm really sorry I don't help
I put the bottle on the shelf
and I will help you through the hell
i'll leave you talking to myself

idontwannatalk (prod. greyrock)

lochmoar v1 (nico north) (snippet)

PINK!

Armoniixd ~ Drain [Prod ??] [Nevanotworkin + Dj Brief Exclusive]

Turn Down your volume p. makaio06

hurt me

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hurt me w/ dead broke [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

pre-save this song on spotify! it helps a ton ! <3 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/gtf-away-from-me-feat-onlyfriend

@onlyfriendyeah
prod. metlast

(kanashi)
i been down bad, bad
a panic attack away from living out a backpack
yes, im high af you aint even gotta ask that
ppl say they love me but i know they be lying
brain explodes every time you fuckin imply it
and i dont wanna hear that shit
no no, i never had a truthful friend
and thats the end of it

yeah i dig myself to the depths again
question my very existence
and this pain up in my head
it paints my thoughts a shade of red

this existence, yeah you know its fuckin narcissistic 
cuz i only exist to hurt
a trail of dead bodies left in the dirt

and i leave pain in my wake
every single word that leaves my brain...
so full of vindication...pushing them away...

(onlyfriend)
feels like i been this way from the start
just keep your distance as i fall apart
get it off of my chest
hard to breathe through this stress
every word that they say
platitudes and charades

because hell is other people, if not myself
i don't wanna fuck with anyone else
and there's nothing you can say to change it

idontwannatalk (prod. greyrock)

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