MSRY (prod. 8een & ohsobrkn)

Lyrics:

My mind is decaying
Wanna fall asleep forever
Every day I’m praying
That all of this gets better
Do you get what I’m saying
Or do just think whatever
Cus people always changing
We’re bipolar like the weather

I be feelin blue 
In the rain with no umbrella
Smoking in the stu
It get hazy in the cellar
Never leave the room
You could say that I’m a dweller
Helicopter flying
I’m as high as the propeller

I act like I’m okay
When I’m trying to get well
And when I feel like dying
I’m just dying to get help
I say that I’m fine
But I’m lying to my self
And every time I’m crying
I’m just crying to myself

Fall Asleep Forever

Fall Asleep Forever (prod. Kcaaz)

This song is for my parents, I hope you like it :)

Dream, my head
I'll be like you one day
See, what I can
Take notes of how you dance
Dance, we will see
One day you will fly
And I will tell stories about your whole life
The people that made me so wise
But that's in a while, we got plenty of time

In all of my struggles
In all of my pain
I always have light
Yeah
I always have them
They make me feel wanted
They make me feel loved
Without them I'm nothing
Without them I'm lost

One day you'll be like a memory
But inside my heart, you will always be free
You made me feel special
You made me feel loved
For that I am thankful
I will always be yours

one day (Prod. Proyecto Alice)

*thank you to @soku_music for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @soku_music
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
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lyrics:
[backyard beetle]
just take me away to another world
one more night yeah i think im really gonna hurl
just take me away to a different world
yeah ive been all around 
but i still cant find 
one word to describe this

so imma keep on inscribing
people tell me that im doing too much
but i cant just keep on hiding 
i gotta accept all the words i write
inside the walls of my brain
feelings aint feeling the same
but life's not a fair game
so who am i to complain

just take me away to another world
one more night yeah i think im really gonna hurl
just take me away to a different world
yeah ive been all around 
but i still cant find 
one word to describe this

[soku]
every time that i try i dont know what to do
and every night when i sleep i stay up thinking about you
and i dont know if i can take it 
and i dont know if i need to fake it
just take me to a different world 
just let me try and be your world
and i know life sucks 
but that's ok
just hold my hand ill be here the whole way

[backyard beetle]
just take me away to another world
one more night yeah i think im really gonna hurl
just take me away to a different world
yeah ive been all around 
but i still cant find 
one word to describe this

- backyard beetle and soku 2022

backyard beetle - different world w/ soku (prod. jxsie beats)

after 2 months, i finally get to release this!
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This is a project that i made to convince myself that i will be okay, and that there are people in my life that care and those who won't, and thats just something i'll have to deal with.
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Thank you to Jxsie Beats for exclusively making these beats for me, and to Dysphoric, Sxge, and Lxst Boy for the amazing features.
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Credit to MilianDK for the cover art<3
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hope yall enjoy<3

stars w/ lxst boy and jxsie beats

I realized i was waiting for the ghost of you (feat. Lobus) [Prod. heydium]

rolling dice (feat. AVALYNN)

Check out @boyfifty
Written and preformed by Sage
Produced by Boyfifty

Lyrics:

Been a long long time but I’m feeling better
Not hot outside, its the sweater weather
Summer’s gonna be hard, we can’t be together
I just want us to be forever, but you know I’m no beggar
Been in love since the first time that I met her
I would do anything just to not upset her
Writing so much, you could put it in a letter
Yea she is my center, my best to my better, altogether
When I’m with her I just feel numb to the pain She so beautiful, she my everything
Yea she makes me feel greater than great
She the one, she my girl, she the links on my chain
Got pearl white teeth, pretty brown eyes
Everything that I want is with her in mind
So beautiful, she can take my time
And if time is money then I’m spending right

Don’t wanna lie, I’m scared
Will everything be great, will it all be ok
I’m worried
But in the end of the day, doesn’t everything fade
Repeat 2x

I just hate the fact, that we can’t text or call
How are we suppose to date if we can’t talk at all
And in the end it just feels like we bound to fall
Down a long dark pit like we Darth maul 
Come back, cut in half, just ripped apart
So sad, Just bad, Don’t got a heart
Looking it back, realized just from the start
Without you, I can’t the play the part
Of this world, of this life and all my dreams
Without you this shit don’t mean anything
Without you Im in pieces and not complete
You took my breath away so now it really sucks to breathe
And I’ve been looking for a way that I can see your face
Girl I’d  do anything
Doesn’t that sound weird, do I sound insane
You were my everything

everything fades (prod. boyfifty)

1 year + ish song. https://open.spotify.com/track/5VQImMSigVCjSjxEDhrGHH?si=41ef79b281d64ad4

When I Lose My Keys (prod. SHYGUYMADEIT)

NVR/MND

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