prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Realtree shirt with a pair of truey jeans
Red as a tomato guess I forgot the Sun screen
Reel back my actions like fishing in the stream
Record a lot of music yeah I got big dreams
Fall back move forward
Life's up n down we all fight our own wars
The overarching hand tips the scale
Out of our control but we’ll still prevail

Life moves fast, hop on the freeway
Bumping in my srt listening to greenday
Im a basketcase, come N get a taste
And With how we life theres no time to waste

Hard Times harbour greater fears
Baby come close n stay right here
Halifax boardwalk on the pier 
Time will pass so shed those tears
We move fast but so does life
Consequences sacrifice
Only live once so dont think twice
we’ll find out what's wrong from right

Keep by my side you could be my piece of comfort
Likewise if ur confidence is ever under
If they dissing u ima clap back like the thunder
This the type life id dream of when i was younger

Slowly saving money not living pay to pay
School is almost over and im counting down the days
4 years down 2 more go, sounds like a lot but time aint slow
Soon today will be a long time ago


greater fears [prod. yunny goldz]

lightheaded

prod marlon

still find things so terrifying 
i forget im growing up 
ive been stuck so far behind while 
all my friends are moving on 
i try not to cry 
feel like a burden all the time 
no ambition in my life
theres no direction that feels right, to me
its all up to me, why? 
its so heavy all the time
always wrong and never right

how does anyone find meaning, i cant help but feel there's none
never ask for what i need, i don't know what i need at all  
all i care to be is just so far out of my reach 
i don't wanna leave, i just need some space to breathe

its all up to me, why?
its so heavy all the time 
always wrong and never right

heavy

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

lyrics ⬇️


figurative language



im lonely as often as you’re in my head
thoughts been depleting my every last breath
and i know
last year was cold 
reminds of every time i never told you so

said that i couldnt love you like the other ones in my past
you also told me if you dropped me you would never want me back
did that for a month
now its been minute
used me as crutch
til you left cuz you were livid

cut ties with ur enemies cuz ur trippin i could not
then ill be with my homies til im dead and ima rot
maybe everything you said to me was way wrose than you thought 
way too heavy like an anvil please oh lord just wish me gone

wish me gone
ima leave the same second you push me off
you made dive me off that cliff and i hit the bottom i hit the rocks

wheres the applause
 i thought you wanted me out of the universe up me in the stars
somehow it always feel dark
wish i could tell you that i could restart
but i can’t 
every night you talk to me i feel like you want me to feel like i’m an ant
step over me like the part in the pavement 
i feel like you want me rant


i ran out on everything you tried to fix cuz i couldnt pick up ur hand
watch me go down the list as everything i want just wont go to plan
i roll in the rubble and sticks i know that they can’t understand 
if you gave me one more wish then i would wish that i was them

i cant play pretend
cant go through all this again i know ill get revenge
eventually ill explain to everyone what i did
what i did

you scraped away that memory on skin with 
broken glad
tempted to exempt myself from everything i had

dont remind me of that addiction 
everytime i was there in an instant

now atleast where im at im reminded I exist 
sorry that its killing me i wish that we could live

pushing me and honestly i hate when you persist
but i been here ever forever so i cant even resist
i wish that every night you went out when u been drinking outta line wit all ur friends

switch up the top i don’t wanna slip
im off the bottle i wish i had bliss
i was out fully far in the abyss
if we departed id turn to a man and realize that everything you did was

switch the topic (everest)

P. nomansland 

Support my friend enyu!

https://on.soundcloud.com/qUpx1yH6fYpXyzuuwE


Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

from a year ago <3

Its a total different picture,  
ur not here inside the photo frames  
I can really not forget you,  
what we had was real but it felt so fake 
and I don’t really wanna listen,  
to the bad things that u have to say 
I know got some bad habits  
I promise one day they will go away  x2

I love to lose my head,
I smoke up cuz im sad again 
and I know it will pick me up for time,  
it comes crashing down, I do it all again 
im just rolling up till the sunrise
and you know that im dead u can see it in my eyes

I cannot manage,  
oh shits fucked up,
Damn that’s tragic  
put me in the past tense 
they too busy laughing, 
I been building what I have for years, 
I don’t know if it’ll take me anywhere ill see 
right past the ocean I feel the breeze 
im way past emotions, I think I feel free

photo frames [everest]

purple bruises

your shadow crawls from my ceiling
i cant sleep, i just might miss it
hoping i wake myself up
claws unsheathed drag me through mud
permanently all i want
so unhealthy, that i know
claws unsheated rip me to bones
drowning you drown out my soul

hiding myself between pillows and walls
you dont want nothing, no nothing at all
i could have given you all that you want
spending some time with me really that rough ?
hiding my thoughts while my feelings collide
ruin myself, all ambitions will lay
here on the floor next to nothing at all
broken, misused and mistaken for soil

what if i never picked up the phone
what if he never even called at all
i dont know, but i dont care
theres a reason why im still here
what if the tide wasnt so far in
winds a little calmer, so i could swim
or have i sinned ?
what if i never went away with my friends
and i spent the last minutes on a call with him
and i got to say goodbye, and that this is the end
at least id have some fucking closure on this life that i live
and what if he never accpeted any help from the meds
cause his children needed longer and they offered him that
just to leave him no time at all
i know its hard to accept but im falling flat

your shadow crawls from my ceiling
i cant sleep, i just might miss it
hoping i wake myself up
claws unsheathed drag me through mud
permanently all i want
so unhealthy, that i know
claws unsheated rip me to bones
drowning you drown out my soul

hiding myself between pillows and walls
you dont want nothing, no nothing at all
i could have given you all that you want
spending some time with me really that rough ?
hiding my thoughts while my feelings collide
ruin myself, all ambitions will lay
here on the floor next to nothing at all
broken, misused and mistaken for soil

claws

birthday :D

if comfort was found within a soul
you gave it to me
3 years later it’s slipping away
that text i received

it’d been dragging out for a while
but not something i believed
i held onto hope you would find comfort in me
it’s so stupid now i see

still don’t know how you view me in your mind
i hope for you i was clear
you wrote me a letter i framed it with glass
to protect it from my tears

listen to my words
you are not a letdown
you didn’t need to leave
not one regret that i talked to you
your face is in my dreams



comfort [mxtthxw x mackk]

siege the tower

produced by sorrowbringer
featuring AVXID
mastered by NE'ERDOWELL
cover art by AVXID

lyrics

(BVTAI)

come from west
moving in silent kind
breaching the fortress
on forefront of mind
he sees flashes of me 
when he closes his eyes
as i scale the walls 
and i leap through the sky

holding barely a knife
but your men watch you die
im taking more than your life

we're standing on business
and swords
come through, leave a witness
tell the lord
dont let anybody miss this
when i call
to turn your body into mist
its just the cost

i feel his sword bounce off my chest plate
he's exposed
i put my fingers in a fist
and break his nose
and you ain't making heavens list mate
i oppose
i think your favourite artist's bitch-made
he's a rose

how does it feel? are you feeling yourself?
mahogany halls, while you drink to your wealth?
there's an army of people laying wait on your doorstep
i'd let you leave but i'm a terrible person

raid the coffers 
throw the gold into the river
we're just here to send a message
signed in blood
and i'll deliver on it

(AVXID)

fragile body on the floor
oh i just had to
i just had to
i'll just eat you

cold cobblestone floors
always you live by your sword
look at all the blood on the floor.
look at all the-

(BTVAI)

we're standing on business
and swords
come through, leave a witness
tell the lord
dont let anybody miss this
when i call
to turn your body into mist
its just the cost

i feel his sword bounce off my chest plate
he's exposed
i put my fingers in a fist
and break his nose
and you ain't making heavens list mate
i oppose
i think your favourite artist's bitch-made
he's a rose

lightheaded

raevyn

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