emo rap

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/c04d9c'>download here</a>

shout out brandon 4 inspiring me

lyrics:
i dont wanna fucking die here
cant watch the stars shine here
i cant lie in this bed

im turning to a ghost
watch me go
the curtains close
i told you so

i been flexin on my exes
dont reply to no message
they wanna get on guest list
i guess i need to stress this

dont hit up my phone 
im all on my own
dont need no one to hold

but if you stay here with me
well fly away in the clouds
never go back to the ground

turn off all the lights
say goodnight
shut my eyes tight
sweet dreams tonight

im pullin up in my 240
babygirl cant ignore me
skrrt off with windows tint 
spark up now the functions lit

falling asleep cos im faded
ill never be complacent
i feel numb and i hate it

your eyes twinkle like the nightsky
tears like diamonds when you cry
let me sing you a lullaby

its like a scattered dream
a far off memory
something that you cant see

grimworld thats the fuckin set
cant feel shit im such a mess
sometimes i wish i was dead
instead of sleeping in this bed

but then i cant be with you
alone in my room
watching the stars and the moon

save my soul
it wanders every night
thru the wind and trees
i guess this is goodbye

the sky lights up at dawn
its such a sight to see
roll my windows down
i feel you here with me

ghosts 👻

luna has risen

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this girl hit my phone up but i dont care
your words mean nothing to me 
i just wanna go home
will i ever go home?

the walls in my bedroom theyve seen it all
stumbling through the door as i fall apart 
alone
why do i feel so alone?

i wonder what you felt when you said you loved me
hiding in my sheets cos im good for nothing
no
this is all that i know

the clouds paint the skyline like ghosts at twilight
these stars up above make me feel so finite
can you see my heart glow?

i feel the growing pains
in me every day
trying so fucking hard to escape my fate

the way i hide is not your concern
if i fuck this up then i might change
get myself in better shape

so i hold my breath and i hope for the best
its fucking hard to breathe with demons on my chest
the thought of you brings gloom in my room
and i cant fucking stand this place
i just need to get away

luna

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all that i know 🌌

lyrics: 

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

here to live then to die when my time is spent
i was never alive let me see the lead
how she love me for life when im still a kid
send her home im alone laying in my bed

hit her up then i turn into a ghost
smoke a blunt pour a deuce she tell me i do the most 
fuck you mean sippin lean ashes fallin on my toes
she said baby can you stop before u fall to comatose
thats the point i dont know
why the fuck you always stoppin me
hitting bowls it say no smoking on the public property
feeling wavy when i pour it up i do it properly
feeling drugs and liquors pumping through my fucking arteries

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

comatose (prod. kōri)

music video: https://youtu.be/WLmP3M_SIoI

lyrics:

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

twinkle twinkle twinkle you know im a fuckin star
twinkle twinkle twinkle you dont know just what you are
gotta find my way back home i think its getting dark
but home is where your heart is and you know that i dont got a heart

keyblade on my back i never need a strap
bankai on my lap im always on attack
flexin all these bands you know that shit is wack
tired of this shit im boutta take a nap

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

im a waste of space yea all i ever do is lie
i dont understand why you give me your fuckin time
blowin up my phone they know i wont ever reply
pls just leave me alone im just a waste of time

darkness stands alone i know the light will guide us home
but i cant help but feel like ima fuckin die alone
if you fuck w me hold me down like a dialtone
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone

stay up on my phone
please just take me home
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone
stay up on my phone
i feel so alone
youre the reason why i never can put down my phone

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

sea salt ice cream (✿◠‿◠) [visual in desc.]

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//いいんだよ//

sample is be kind by alex g

no amount of words could ever express my love for you guys. thank you so fucking much for every single comment, like, conversation, etc. i live for this music & to know i've got that much support behind me is insane. you blow my mind. i love you guys.

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https://genius.com/guardin-take-away-the-pain-lyrics

lyrics

take away the pain

produced by @beatzera

cover art found at https://vskyevaz.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

i been tryna switch up my lyrics
and fixing my mixing sometimes u cant even hear it
im hit with a blessing sometimes i cant even see it
i smoke so much potent i swear i practically breath it
i should take it easy
i choose not to
coat the blunt with keef u see me dip it like some fondue
i could sing a song and tell u everything is possible
but i dont want to
im not even fucking done yet
how im spose to say that when i aint even blow up yet
it didnt fucking happen so u couldnt say it does yet
u say tomorrows sunny but u cant even see the sun yet
fuck im kindov upset
i see how we acting and i think we better off dead
fuck it ill go first just put the bullet up in my head
i could clear my thoughts with just a little bit of meds
or i could clear it all and take a lesson from the lead

everything i make is fucking shit
i mean how cool can multiple voices really get
every single drop is always just what u except
9tails making music just for crying in ur bed

bitch im making fucking music bout the thoughts inside my head
tired of my problems u should drop a track instead
i make all my shit for me im barely getting bread
get the fuck out of my messages with all the disrepect

u know i really dont deserve it
as for all the lyrics bitch i hope u fucking learn this
and i dont need the fame and fuck the tours this aint purpose
this aint  no small loan of one million bitch i earned this

i hope u heard this
i fucking earned this

ill try to explain (prod. beatz era)

Thank you Ki fanta
Thank you Savannah
[prod.Fanki] <333

I'm all alone this halloween

featuring @guardinmusic

produced by @haruhijinju

lyrics:

emo punk shawty
you could sit by my side
like the way your mascari
flying off into the night
when we flying thru the city
got ur socks knee high
u just know how to get me
body suit mom jeans hair tied
foward to mine
we could unwind
horror movies blueberry weed
grind it up and just save the seeds
get ur thighs on top of me
make butterflies like caterpee
hella wet like goldeen
i could swear you were made for me
sweat it out burn calories

emo punk shawty
you could sit by my side
like the way your mascari
flying off into the night
when we flying thru the city
got ur socks knee high
u just know how to get me
body suit mom jeans hair tied

emo punk shawty ft. guardin (prod. haruhi)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swFKdbmWiV8

stranger-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4AoS3Yod8w
prod. by 
@railrepeater
https://twitter.com/railrepeater

LYRICS

[hook]
I’m so, fucking anti social now 
I don’t, have any friends no more now 
It’s just, me all alone, right now 
can’t even, answer the phone right now 
Cause I’m so, 
fucking anti social now 
I don’t, have any friends no more now 
It’s just, me all alone, right now 
Can’t even, answer the phone right now 

[verse]
You say we’re friends 
I don’t think so 
Rather be alone 
Yeah I’m a Weirdo 
They say I’m different  
But I don’t care 
Cause Even when I’m with you 
I’m in my head 
All Alone, like I always been 
Always had trouble with me fitting in 
You hang out with a group of people
I stay home so I don’t meet none
I don’t, really, comprehend this 
It just, feels like, I’m pretending 
It’s so god damn condescending 
Why do I feel so damn empty 

Don’t wanna live like this 
Put up with shit like this 
Can’t even talk to people 
Tell me why it’s like this 
I Wish, I could be, like All of you 
But I’d rather isolate myself 
From all of you cause 

[hook]
I’m so, fucking anti social now 
I don’t, have any friends no more now 
It’s just, me all alone, right now 
can’t even, answer the phone right now 
Cause I’m so, fucking anti social now 
I don’t, have any friends no more now 
It’s just, me all alone, right now 
Can’t even, answer the phone right now

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Antisocial [Prod. Railrepeater] - Official Music Video In Description

prod. by @hatefulbeats

lyrics
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i'm drowning in my headspace
driving shockpoint like i'm isaac clarke in dead space
two gram cone to my dome now i'm dead wait
i feel fine celebratin' poppin' champaigne 
caught me in my zone all alone marijuana on my lip
fixing for the herb i'm packin' purple till i'm stiff
fall asleep in chairs or couches i don't give a shit
lil' sleepy boy i'm overlookin' on a cliff

this a fuckin' cliff note
cliff bars suck and clifford the dog was a nympho
break it till it fall apart i guess you got the memo
goodbye to my hello
i was once a shade of blue but you turned me to yellow
my color palette's minimal but i don't give a fuck
flip it till it saturates the vibrance ain't enough
been awake for days & i'm amazed that i'm still up
sleep is for the week & i'm afraid of giving up

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cliffnote (prod. by hateful)

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//それを明るくする//

follow the homie taylor morgan 
@taylor

lyrics
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addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i got you on my mind girl
& this time i'll rewind till you're my girl
life sucks waking up let my mind whirl
scroll down on your page & i might hurl
i hate when i do this to myself
write about a girl that's detrimental to my health
lost inside a state of mind where talkings only hell
and the closer that we get i lose my grip and start to yell 
i lose my shit quite often off in august on my cell
when i hit you up and told you that i'm outside of my shell
i hate the way you say you're fine
and i can tell it's just a lie
i'd wipe the tears right out your eyes
but we've already met our demise
so

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i'm not your enemy
i'm just a boy
you've got your friends
you say you're doing fine
but i can tell you're wrong despite
the way he kisses you at night
your smile shines so fucking bright
i think i need another light

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

follow taylor morgan

addicted (prod. by taylor morgan)

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

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//古いルーツ//

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https://soundcloud.com/deckwine

lyrics
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it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

when you tell me that you love me
no joke i've been cravin' your company
last minute you switched you don't fuck with me
that's rough kinda sucks but luckily 
i don't need you as much as i thought
sever all ties with the love i want
sitting alone in this restaurant 
with a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt

she's not around no more
vacancy screams from my bedroom door
i cannot take this shit anymore
writing these words till my fingers sore

it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

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old roots (prod. by deckwine)

produced by sarcastic sounds

lyrics:

Seen a free man get down and kiss the road
For mama to be sleeping sound how far you'll go 
Take the tongue out my mouth cut off my toes
Take away all that skin and leave me cold

Plenty thing bout this life I'll never know
But that's more than fine
I just need to know the formula for getting by
So many codes
The wise could supply
Making millions to suicide
No one can hide
Order number 9
To the private jet
It's such a large divide
But I guess that's the prize we fetch
Everybody want it all
Jealousy our ready set go
Doggin like it's petco
Dodge the lasers get low
The slightly graze my suit coat
They taking heads now
Crazy how far people go
Just to get the bread now
Guess it's always been that way
My head just figured it out

Seen a free man get down and kiss the road
For mama to be sleeping sound how far you'll go 
Take the tongue out my mouth cut off my toes
Take away all that skin and leave me cold

I wanna ball ya
Maybe I'm looking to god
Give it a shot
Give it my all ya
Taking my time I don't fall down
Money is maxed out
Came for the love is a ghost town
So proud
Making the music is deep down
Without the money I'd freeze 
I couldn't eat
I wouldn't be here to speak now
I hate it but that's how we worked out
I can't trade you seeds and get some fur pelts
Have to drop a rack and rock the goose until the snow melt
Price you pay for living by the snow belt
Wasting away
I will never bow down
Until it's if I don't I let my fam down
Wait for the day
People say you sold out
Just to keep a morning shower and a clean mouth
I can't erase
All the moves I made now
Calendar my life and make the days count
All I can say
Is man I'm feeling great now
I forgot how a smile on my face felt

Seen a free man get down and kiss the road
For mama to be sleeping sound how far you'll go 
Take the tongue out my mouth cut off my toes
Take away all that skin and leave me cold

quite a hike (prod. sarcastic sounds)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

better days (prod. hateful)

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//私は理由を知らない//

lyrics
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you see now
i get it
my heart is in your hands
and if i move too quickly
a broken hearts my plan
a fever don't sweat it
i know love is hard to grasp
sincerely the poison 
that's swirling in your glass

i could probably stand
if i tried to love again
if i tried to live out my life
and i could probably stand 
if i had another chance
if i close the curtains & dim the lights

but i heard it gets easier 
and the leaves fall but they don't hurt
when the winter hits i'll probably die inside
but that's okay that's okay that's alright
that's okay that's okay that's alright
that's okay that's okay that's alright
i don't really mind
cause death is just an obstacle that i'll probably survive

(i know it's all in my head)

i still have your sweatshirt
yeah you left it here last week
and it's gray with the blue text
of the college that you seek
i'll take you wherever
it is you wanna be
and we'll crash in my bedroom
although you're no good for me

i never know why
my love is blind
hand me the scissors
i'll cut out my eyes
this ain't what i 
had in my mind
i think i love you
but i'm not sure why

okay

My panic attacks have been bad. Needed to vent.

why (prod. sketchmyname)

whats new scooby doo?

happy holidays -love santagami

this christmas i got bitches always hittin my phone
but they dont give a fuck ab me they jus kno that im on
i hear the sleigh bells ringin as im singin this song
i just wanna say im sorry for all that i did wrong

all i got up on my wishlist is someone tht will stay
like why the fuck everyone leave me at the end of the day
feel like a doll behind the glass cus my whole lifes on display
snowflakes dancing on my backwood riding low in the sleigh

i hate this time of year cus nothing ever feels the same
memories of better days
getting harder to explain
why i stay awake at night
and go to sleep during the day
feel like rudolph when they didnt let him play no reindeer games

ho ho hoes all under my mistletoe
ice cold smoke baby u already kno
north pole kush got me higher than santa
lean in my eggnog ion fuck w fanta

christmas in jersey [prod. hector vae]

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//安定したあなたの呼吸//

i can't begin to thank you guys enough for everything we've accomplished, even just this year alone. i never imagined i would reach this point, but i am incredibly grateful of it & i promise it's only up from here. i'm sorry for a lack of releases lately, but i've kept busy with touring & meeting all of you beautiful people & i can't wait to do it again with these tours comin' up next year. i love you guys.

merry christmas <3

lyrics
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now that i'm back on the road
you're in your bed all alone
it's alright i'm doing okay
and in my mind you're in the doorway
now that i'm back in my zone
i smoke till my seams come unsewn
you could not take this away from me
you could not take this away from me
work so damn hard on my own
sit in my bedroom alone
i did this shit all in one take
you could not touch what i'm on mate
steady your breathing it's cold
and your eyes are made out of coal
crying but your tears are snowflakes
and this car that's comin' got no breaks

i've been livin' my life to the fullest
anxiety comes but it won't sit 
got tossed in the bag but it won't zip
cause i killed my mind all in one hit
blast to the past & i feel it
the days we put stars on our ceilings
the tape on my hearts always peeling
and i do not find that appealing
so maybe i
contemplate strategize ways to ease my mind
sit awake and i bake all through the night
touch base with your face being close to mine
and maybe you
can't sleep cause your dreams never seem to soothe
so you spark in the dark tryna make your move
touch me & i fall but i play it cool

(lost in your embrace and i'm longing for your taste love
said we'd runaway but you hardly ever say much)

now that i'm back on the road
you're in your bed all alone
it's alright i'm doing okay
and in my mind you're in the doorway
now that i'm back in my zone
i smoke till my seams come unsewn
you could not take this away from me
you could not take this away from me
work so damn hard on my own
sit in my bedroom alone
i did this shit all in one take
you could not touch what i'm on mate
steady your breathing it's cold
and your eyes are made out of coal
crying but your tears are snowflakes
and this car that's comin' got no breaks

emo rap

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