bru i made some unlistenable loud ass shit bro i just needed more stimulation in my ear drums so now u can all suffer the same fate i did making this 
p.s im probably gonna delete this


lyr. (my w key is broken and i didnt copy paste it sorry)
SO I FEEL FUCKING DONE 
YEA JUST GET OUT OF MY FACE
YEA I TRY NOT TO GEET ANGRY
THINK ILL DO IT ANYVAY

SOMETIMES THINK ILL RAISE M YVOCIE
BUT I DONT KNOV VHAT ID SAY
SPILL MY HEART OUT ON THE FLOOR
GOD I AVNNA MAKE U PAY.

i need you here tonight
but i also vish youd die
sometimes i vish id yell
soemtimes i vish that ve'd fight

sometimes i hurt so much that i cant help but think ur right...
maybe ve should break up so i can commit suicide! 

you dont -- even knov the half of --
everything im feeling --
looking at the ceiling

thinking that ill die today, 
asking if this is okay, 
do i even really vant 
things to keep being this vay?

rip out my heart
u tear me apart

tell me vhy you
alvays gotta make it hard

if you really 
didnt vanna be vith me
you could tell the from start
u dont gotta play the part.

u tell me ur not good, no ur no good for my mental
but u say that its my choice
vell its funny cus im mentally
not alvays on my best
on my best fucking behavior
yea i stopped cutting my vrists
but youre still the one i vait for

fightingw/uuu (prod. fallenang3lx)

prod me, co mixed by me & @katedashmusic
www.instagram.com/katedashmusic

lyrics:
i just wanna tell u that its alright
its ok
i dont wanna see u cry cuz of me
cuz of me
what are u worried abt? 
its better if i leave
buried 6 feet in the ground
ur thru dealing with me
i have no reason to stay
every guest must leave someday
dont u cry when im
lifted in the sky
cuz i'll say
im sick of u fuckers too
yall are done with dealing with my bs
aint that exciting, no?
and im invited
1 ticket to hell

walking in the night
im just a creature dont look me in the eyes (yeah dont look me in the eyes)
walking in the night
im just a creature dont look me in the eyes
i aint got no love i dont deserve no sympathy 
all the memories of all the things u did to me
its too bright out yea the sunlight is just killing me
try to run away u aint got the ability

no i aint dead but im not alive
bitch im somewhere in between
dont know this feeling that i got inside
i dont even feel like me
dont know where the fuck i am
dont know where this shit goes
dont know where the fuck i can go
just where the wind blows
where do i come from? where do i stay?
lookin at me weird, im acting strange
i cannot blame them, im so deranged
i gotta get myself out of this place
bitch im a monster i'll hide in the trees
dont u dare tread here, im crazy
got cursed with immortality
at night sometimes u can see me

creature prod me

prod @kronalucius
https://www.instagram.com/kronalucius

mixed by @katedashmusic
www.instagram.com/katedashmusic

lyrics:
lurking in the forest nothing better else to do
try my best to scavenge when im hungry for some food
i might kill a rodent then i'll pop a couple shrooms
is this even real or fake i aint got a clue
not like im able to choose
cannot talk to jesus no more who tf are u
now im guided by the moon
lurking in the forest there aint nothing else to do

underneath the canopy 
bitch im on the prowl
creeping thru the woods
bitch im tryna look around
imma leave my next victim laying on the ground
getting lost in these parts u aint getting found
getting lost in these parts u aint gonna find me
claiming u can kill me bitch, why u acting feisty 
im not scared of battle no, that shit just excites me
aint got shit to lose i was cast out of society

they caught me on camera
bathing in the river with the salmon
they dont think that im a man
so im hiding in the plants
most of yall aint got the stamina

lurking in the forest prod krona lucius

Maybe it's a dream
Virus in my screen
I think I need to update but I think I'm off the scene
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Virus in my screen
I don't wanna fail but it's all I got in me
I can't give a reason
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight

And they're gutting me
Gutting me, gutting me
I'm sorry
Sorry, sorry
I won't let it happen again
Will they let me free?
Let me free, let me free?
They want a piece of me
Piece of me, piece of me
I think that this is my end

I took too many pills I think I'm gonna OD
Always texting all night because I'm so lonely
I'm staring at this screen til it fucking ends me
I'm dying on this screen you know I said I'm sorry
Said not tonight
Not tonight
Don't wanna fucking talk cause all you wanna do is fight
Yeah, not tonight
Not tonight
Yeah, not tonight cause all you wanna do is gut me

And they're gutting me
Gutting me, gutting me
I'm sorry
Sorry, sorry
I won't let it happen again
Will they let me free?
Let me free, let me free?
They want a piece of me
Piece of me, piece of me
I think that this is my end

Maybe it's a dream
Virus in my screen
I think I need to update but I think I'm off the scene
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Virus in my screen
I don't wanna fail but it's all I got in me
I can't give a reason
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight

Try Again Tmr ft. v4mpirz (prod. scaryele)

prod & mix @katedashmusic
www.instagram.com/katedashmusic

lyrics:
god asked me
"do u wanna be immortal?"
and i said "plz"
and thatll be all
what i dont know
is the pressure of this battle
that i could fight
but never could win

what did i do wrong
to be treated how i am
jesus knows that im fucked up
but he dont seem to give a damn
i spend days and night
tryng to see the light
stars above me shine
apple of my eye

ik life is beautiful but ts aint for me
im returning where i came from
ik life is beautiful but ts aint for me
im returning to the sea foam
i wanna wash away n see myself decay
into the sands of time itself
i wanna wash away n see myself decay
until im finaly by myself
im at peace
im at peace
cuz im freeee

forever is too long prod kate dash

feat. @wiltedangel

dropping on all plats as requested! (december 13th)

blood fest + ang3l (xaduma)

prod me </3

LYRICS:
baby can you stay here with me 
omg i been so depressed
to the point i wanna say goodbye now 
yeah i drown in this constant dread
i know i got a lotta problems on me
i just want to end it all 
i thought i found my happiness 
but nothing good ever stays that long

i'd understand if you didn't want me
but you didn't have to break me like that
i know that it was a choice of yours 
i never want to be seen again
i had this christmas all planned out
but i guess i wasn't good enough 
i know i can't go back in time 
depression has got me so fucked up

uhh huhh huhh 
yeah i said i'm gon' be fine
now i'm here all on my own 
wish i could go back in time
i'm a nuisance yeah i know
i told myself i'll be alright
i just wish it didn't break off like that
i'm so done with this life

yeah i'll be okay 
i know this life ain't for me
i miss you and your touch 
everytime i think about it
can't get my head around it 
guess i ran out of luck
now i can't make shit up 
everytime i fuck it up

baby can you stay here with me 
omg i been so depressed
to the point i wanna say goodbye now 
yeah i drown in this constant dread
i know i got a lotta problems on me
i just want to end it all 
i thought i found my happiness 
but nothing good ever stays that long

i'd understand if you didn't want me
but you didn't have to break me like that
i know that it was a choice of yours 
i never want to be seen again
i had this christmas all planned out
but i guess i wasn't good enough 
i know i can't go back in time 
depression has got me so fucked up

PICTURES 2

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PICTURES 2 [lavendr]

prod @vydolvvs n me
https://www.instagram.com/vydolvvs
mix @katedashmusic
https://www.instagram.com/katedashmusic

geeked up starin at the ceiling 
anythings better than staring at the void
cant help whatever im feelin
shit so quiet use ur inside voice use ur inside voice
u aint smoking no loud that shit make no noise
like a inside voice like an inside voice
yo gas weak asf u smoking inside voice

stfu when i talk
stfu when im counting my pape
that shit been beating the rock
ion be getting that shit nowadays 
though abt beatin the pot
paranoia been preventing me
i keep on thinking im seeing the cops

ion want discussion if its not gonna go anywhere 
i got a concussion overthinking about anything
i got no rebuttal to the argument im always high
always high
my depression takes the stage at night
thats why im

inside Voice 🤫 #BACKFRTHISTIME

everyday i feel this way i know its not ok
no matter what i do things always feel the same
told im significant but i really dont feel that way
so i stay up all night with these silly thoughts in my brain

paranoid
feelings cant avoid
deep in the void
play me like a toy

do u enjoy
to chew me up
and spit me out
like poison in ur mouth?

boys will always be boys
heart happy to destroy
must be what u enjoy
its like im a distraction
like all i am; attraction
my meaning never lasted
i really thought we had it

but i guess im insane
for what u made okay
for what u took away
now i feel this way
u knew itd cause it me pain
to leave me stranded in the rain
yet 2 u it was just another day
i cant stand the weight with every move & every sway
when i tell u how i feel u say im playing games
then u tell me that its fine i wanna press rewind
to when u asked me hows my day

take me back the night we met
your face i cant forget
you left quite an impression
with all the things you did
i never had to ask it
u knew just what i needed
ur skin it felt like magic
and i really believed it (i wish ud say)

hey hows ur day?
are you okay?
ill always stay
its things u never say

hey hows ur day
are u okay?
ill always stay
its things u used 2 say

my last letter

cover art cred: fruitx2777
/// lyrics and updates ///
yea listen i got on my brothers pc and downloaded fl studio and nexus and serum and i made my first shitty beat ive made in a few months so erm yea here.

idk i feel like this is mid but i like some parts a lot lol doesnt live up to my vision tho

update: i deleted my insta btw cus creepers and im paranoid and stuff.. but again im on sc if u need to reach out. if ur a supa cool artist just dm me here i still am thinking of doing collabs later on after i settle in from moving out
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you dont know the pain
you dont know the pain

curves and all my hair and brain
even if i held my weight
i know im a 
dumb girl who wont listen
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system

its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
even if i bled out i know you still wouldnt listen
i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
even if i bled out i know you still wouldnt listen
i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

all you ever wanna do is tell me what i wanna hear
i know that you all get off on watching my tears disappear
soaking in the fabric of your shirt i lay my head against
you all love me in a trance
you all love to make me dance

i know im a dumb bitch and i prolly wouldnt be so hurt
if i put my foot down
if i buried myself in the dirt

do i have to kill myself
to keep me safe
from all of you

its always the same excuses
no matter the things i do

…
i know im a dumb girl
i know im a dumb bitch
i know im a dumb girl
i know im a dumb bitch
i know im a dumb girl
tell me im a dumb bitch
i know im a dumb girl
...

youre a sick freak all the way down from head and to your toes
slimy nasty tar and black
thats the shit that fills ur soul

i know that ur watching me
i see your shadow all the time
following behind my footsteps
tripping my feet 
dragged inside

beat my face in
dig your claws
i know that you like the blood
lick that shit right off my face
you just cant forget the taste

i will sit there pretty
cus i always wished to be a doll
you can call me angel
oh how purity falls down from God

youre a greedy glutton
and i hope i plant my seeds inside
i hope one day you all see the tiny flicker in my eye
i hope you remember the cost of your fun and entertainment
im so gullible and naive
but i know thats my mistake and

HHYYYAHHHHHHHH!!!!!

its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
even if i bled out i know you still wouldnt listen
i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

i know im a dumb girl

i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

i know im a dumb girl
i know im a dumb girl
i knew you wouldnt listen.

forever is too long prod kate dash

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