This Is so good! And, those runs? Fucking awesome. 😂💖

successfully got a girlfriend thanks to this song.... I feel so indebted,,, 😭❤❤❤

i remember sending this song to him and he put it on his story. now he is gone.  i am just going cry myself to sleep with this song

Lyrics:
I’ve been missing appointments
And birthdays and sun sets
I’ve been watching too many movies
That do not pass the Bechdel test
And that makes me feel
Like I am a bad feminist
But I pirate them
So that makes it better, I guess

I’ve been trying to soul-search
And write more and destress
I’ve been clinging to hope
Like a guard rail, like a life vest
And I’ve been asking everyone,
“How long do you think the ache will last?”
They don’t know yet

Can something be prescribed to me?
I don’t like getting high but there’s
A game of operation in my skull
The bittersweet, the apathy
The backup plans, and stolen dreams
I’m trying to see the genius of it all

I’ve been losing my balance
My cellphone, and good sleep
I’ve been googling
“The best manifestation techniques”
And I’ve been taking quizzes
Based in pop psychology
And they’re always a letdown
But I’ve never been easy to please

I’m steeping in anxiety
I’m teetering on the tightrope
And I’m waiting for the moment when I’ll fall
The bittersweet, the apathy
The backup plans, and stolen dreams
I’m trying to see the genius of it all
I’m trying to see the genius of it all
I’m trying to see the genius of it all

But I’ve been missing appointments
And birthdays and sun sets
I’ve been watching too many movies

Bechdel Test

this does not belong to me !! i am in love with this song by dodie clark (aka doddleoddle on youtube)
i take NO credit for this song, i am simply posting it here so that others may put it on repeat (:

enjoy

Sick Of Losing Soulmates

Sick Of Losing Soulmates - Dodie Clark

All songs written and produced by Holden Laurence

Holden Laurence - Bass, Guitars, Synths, Vocals
Michael O'Brien - Drums, Percussion

Recorded at Fe True Records and Bobby Peru Recording Studio
Engineered by Dr. Bassie and Shane Olivo
Mixed and Mastered by Shane Olivo
Artwork by Matthew Childers

© 2017 Holden Laurence
© 2017 Romantic Americana Publishing (ASCAP)

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written, produced, and sung by Audrey Gaytan.

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Written by Brye Sebring
Produced by Kailey Wells
Mixed and Mastered by Professor Fox

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new song :)
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im fine
why do you ask?
do i look tired to you?
do i look depressed?

youre right
im not doing too hot
im too busy trying to be
somebody im not

even if you say
everything will be okay
it doesnt change the way
i feel about the situation

and im just holdin on
to anything that feels like home
so please just leave so i can be alone

lifes hard
or thats what ive heard
am i doing it right?
i can never be sure

but if its true
can i at least be with you?
so never again
will we ever be
alone.

even if you say
that i shouldnt waste
my worrying on you
i cant help but feel the way i do

and im just holding on
to anything that feels familiar
so please just leave 
so i can think of her

lizzy mcalpine - pancakes for dinner

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