produced by caves

lyrics:
nothing meant to last and u know that
nothing meant to last and u know that
how are you already bored of me
face is twisted recoils at me
how are you already bored of me
dont wanna fix it get closer to me
her count lullabuy
another day, day goes by
i sit here i still pry
where are you no

sitting in some fields waiting for you
oh man a graveyard waiting for bloom
digging six feet i wanna seee
if ill die here or ill be released
whats between trees i wanna sleep
whats the deal with you whats the deal with me
why are you crying it was fucking me
how did it go wrong it was all me

it has been year
a year too long
was your love sincere
or did you just play along
will i ever find someone else
someone ought to take this

sitting in some fields waiting for you
oh man a graveyard waiting for bloom
digging six feet i wanna seee
if ill die here or ill be released
whats between trees i wanna sleep
whats the deal with you whats the deal with me
how did it go wrong it was all me
im an introvert ive got anxiety
ima leave this earth leave behind me
i should eat this dirt
soil come find me
can someone come find me

sincere

@lilskeleskrrt

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i haven’t been waking up fast enough
i’m too naive for something like real love
i don’t even really know who you truly are
at least it feels like that from afar

so tell me everything that you've been hiding
a faceless volunteer that left me writhing
i’ll be in my room so please don’t mind me
the worst part of it all is the deciding

whether or not you’ll even
be here tomorrow
you've given me blades
but i guess they were all borrowed
the lies that you’ve spun
you hid your last smoking gun
don’t wanna know how it starts
just know you fractured the hearth

wait
for a second
i need to catch my breath
take a step and
realign myself
with my intentions
i forgot how to think
yeah it’s impressive
the way i read your mind
no obsession
i just had a hunch
it was expected
no matter what you do
i’ll still accept it
you’re still half of my genes
i can’t resent it

baseline elevated high, i
wrote this to remind my
ego to abide by
the rules behind my eyes, i
fell into a state of shock
amassing so much writer’s block
i thought my hands had time to thaw
now i focus on every flaw

would you hate to be so weak?
would it tear you up limb to limb?
has it ever occurred to you that i'm
lost at the beginning, no?

[skele]

hold on to you
so tight it hurts
i can’t let go
i can’t make you worse
this isn’t what i asked for
give me a sign
that you would’ve kept my
heart sore
leave me to die
gave you a little
don’t have more
i’m out of time
i can’t move on for
a reason tonight
it comes from the hearth
i wish you could see the sparks
i made for us

[zoltar]

i been waking up at 4 am
white lies got me stressed again
internalize all of my anger then release it
through a pen
i’m so sick of second chances
you heal with a small bandage
how could you jeopardize a life,
a wife, a holy marriage?

and i won’t ever make the same mistakes as you did
i know you’re in my blood but i’m a different human
plus i can air out all my grievances through music
i lost the man that i revered through shit excuses

i cannot handle the things are given to me
i thought i was strong but i’m so fucking weak
feel safer in sadness, i hide my exterior
peace is so boring but i feel inferior
i’ll be returning whenever you’re hurting
cause you’re still a part of my family tree
suffer through poems, i gotta get goin'
just don’t forget to leave the light on for me

hearth (ft. skele)

I sort of have confessions
I don’t think I’m the best
I run away so often
Leave myself in a mess
Why’s changing things so hard 
Restless, open ur arms
Laid out beneath the stars
Leave my thoughts in the dark
Cause we’ll walk inside our home
Rest our heads into foam, 
while Mines sat collecting mould
I won’t need it no more

When you fall asleep
My eyes close
And when I touch my arm
That hand is yours
When I turn a page I hope it’s written about you
And when I fall asleep I hope I can see you

prod by me
ft. @hiraethsry
big thanks to hira for wanting to be apart of this track!!

- lyrics -
- Hiraeth -
Front line baby walking out beside me
And my time never comes with any parting
Whole life, idk if I deserve this
I guess I might have to run crawl to a surface
Oh god, I can barely touch the ceiling
Ur fault babe, it’s all ur fault for leaving
The rain keep cutting my feelings in half
I swear this flood is bad, it pulls me in to drown
And while ur walking round
Airing dirty laundry out
I’ll come around and knock it all down
You’ll never escape me
Or what I planned for us
When u come back to mine
It’s never long enough

- grasior -
talk down to the bodies that you carry
don't lie i can see what your hiding
push back i can see it in your eyes
you slaughtered everyone who cared just to keep on that disguise

you walked away, i saw you broken
you tried to fight, hoped no one noticed
you spoke so loud yet it stay silent
cause no one wants to treat you like the highness

we fought so many hours yet you had a smile
sent shiver down my spine god i cant rely
i saw you talking to your friends
i always knew how this would end

frontline ft. hiraeth

produced by irby

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/730dX6ZvJA8qBrO6UiulaD?si=ef44f45c9d884b09

lyrics:
(harm, harm, harm, harm)

Am I right or not?
Nothing has changed for us
U something I can’t afford
So I’ll just leave for now
Don’t u just talk to me 
Can‘t u just leave me be
Why u so friendly
Don’t u see ur my enemy

(Don’t u just talk to me 
Can‘t u just leave me be
Why u so friendly
Don’t u see ur my enemy)

Am I right?
I see no purpose in this life
I think I‘ll add another to my arm
Can‘t commit I am always just this far
Burned my hands as I got way too close
Now I can’t touch any without harm

harm

prod by me and jacob vallen

wont eat for a while
my stomaches been aching
and im not myself 
not as of lately
few months ill heal right? im hardly inpatient
its not feeling real, counting cracks in the pavement
takes all i have to pull my anchor out
i dont know who i am, know everything about u
takes all i have, to make the words come out
im making nothing last, im pretty anxious now
 
dont tell me "people change" like you look down on me
you always said "its nothing" its alot to me
started turning heads, wont look back at me 
was just more of the same a little differently
giving nothing back 
its not important now
things u take for granted 
let my anger out 
i just cant grasp it
nah, its not important now

takes all i have to pull my anchor out
i dont know who i am, know everything about u
takes all i have, to make the words come out
im making nothing last, im pretty anxious now

for a while

produced by michael harrison

image taken by me.

lyrics:
(shine)
i stayed strong
for far too many years
can't keep calm
when you're the one i fear
won't stay for long
i've cried too many tears
you're here then you're gone
a master puppeteer

(@ilyl1ght)
i've been trying to hold on
to whatever's left of me
everything just went so wrong
it's nothing i could have seen
as i lie here tonight 
and i watch stars fly by
the thought crosses my mind
end it all, say goodbye

biological

i still see blue

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229
prod: saint mike
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better 
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go 

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it 
it's hard to forget it 
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same 

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest 
i was your porcelain puppet 
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts 
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed 
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same 
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain 

i cant sleep at night 
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life 
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)



after everything (w/ residential)

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Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@jeremy_sawyer
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until I lost you

Der Funke, der noch glüht

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2021年制作楽曲

remastering ： 4℃

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想像の中の続き
でもそうしないように
「寄る辺がありますように」

こちらに向けられる言葉じゃない
喜ぶのに十分な気分じゃない
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いつしか自分でも知らない間に終わる

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それでも伸ばした手

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「寄る辺は、」
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それじゃあ　これからどこにいこうか

harm

seele♡