"it's strange for summer to be over
 and my heart to be in two, you... 
You wanted love but not enough to say the truth."

monday morning muse

March 13th is a musical telling of one of the most destructive days of my life. The day I realised I wasnt as good as I thought I was. I only used one chord, who knows why I thought that was a good idea. It's A minor by the way, in the small chance anyone wants to play this. I'm proud of it though, so I hope you like it too.

March 13th

This song is based on Mars Argo, during the time that she had to collaborate with her ex after they'd broken up, when alleged abuse took place. However, it's also based on a toxic relationship in which someone feels they are too afraid to leave in hopes of not hurting them.

Credit to 5nipebite for recording & post edit - Soundcloud.com/5nipebite

Mars Argo

Mars Argo (Live Original)

Kiss me now... Don't ask me how

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Melody Gardot - Baby I'm a fool (Live Cover)

you think I changed but it's still the same me 
haven't felt that much in weeks 
but it kinda seems like breathing for once
I'm gone
you're getting mad but I haven't got much to say 
you're still shouting, touche
getting loud don't want to respond
I'm done

now she wanna fight I don't really like that
holding fast screaming last I don't really like that
elevate dissociate you're calling names galore
so I medicate and meditate and go and close the door
'cos I haven't got it in me see my body on the floor
and your asking for impossible I don't want nothing more
we know everything that happened but you just keep score
and I'm tired watching riots knowing you're not sure

now she wanna fight I don't really like that
holding fast screaming last I don't really like that
elevate dissociate you're calling names galore
so I medicate and meditate and go and close the door
'cos I haven't got it in me see my body on the floor
and your asking for impossible I don't want nothing more
we know everything that happened but you just keep score
and I'm tired watching riots knowing you're not sure

making rules but by now should know that's not me
I don't care for watching trust issues walk through the door
what a flaw
know they hate me so you go a cruising sleepovers and musing
but I couldn't care anymore
your petty sh*t is a bore

now she wanna fight I don't really like that
holding fast screaming last I don't really like that
elevate dissociate you're calling names galore
so I medicate and meditate and go and close the door
'cos I haven't got it in me see my body on the floor
and your asking for impossible I don't want nothing more
we know everything that happened but you just keep score
and I'm tired watching riots knowing you're not sure

now she wanna fight I don't really like that
holding fast screaming last I don't really like that
elevate dissociate you're calling names galore
so I medicate and meditate and go and close the door
'cos I haven't got it in me see my body on the floor
and your asking for impossible I don't want nothing more
we know everything that happened but you just keep score
and I'm tired watching riots knowing you're not sure

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Dissociation

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