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Goodbye - Spider-man No Way Home Edit

lyrics: 
Talking to these ghosts in this pale moonlight
im whispering words, i cant make this right.
memories linger, they're haunting my mind
in this cold emptiness, she's so hard to find.
Oh the pain that lingers, its deep in my soul
im lost in the darkness i cant find control.
im talking to these ghosts as my lonliness shows
with every tear that falls my heartache grows.
echoes of laughter, now a distant sound 
as i wander this world im feeling so bound.
warmth of your touch, its a fleeting dream
im drowning in sorrow, its tearing at the seams.
time keeps moving but im stuck in the past
wishing for a love that wasnt gonna last.
the whispers of memories they wont set me free 
im caught in the sadness longing what used to be.

Lost in this labyrinthe of memories and regret
haunted by the love that i couldnt protect
in the shadows i search for a glimmer of the light
but the ghosts keep on whispering tormenting my 
presence suffocates, sufffusing the air 
I try to escape but they're always fucking there
in the depths of my anguish, I yearn to be free
but the ghosts of the past wont let go of me.
Oh, the pain that echoes, deep within my soul,
In the darkness I'm wandering, struggling for control.
(every tear that falls)x4
presence suffocates, sufffusing the air 
I try to escape but they're always fucking there
in the depths of my anguish, I yearn to be free
but the ghosts of the past wont let go of me
Talking to these ghosts, my constant companions,
In the realm of sorrow, where hope seems abandoned.
But I'll keep fighting, I'll find my way through,
And bid farewell to these ghosts, as I start a-
Talking to these ghosts, my constant companions,
In the realm of sorrow, where hope seems abandoned.
But I'll keep fighting, I'll find my way through,
And bid farewell to these ghosts, as I start anew.

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oops im walking in reverse

sit back and think

̶I̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶ ̶s̶i̶n̶g̶l̶e̶ ̶d̶a̶y̶.̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶h̶a̶s̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶d̶a̶y̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶d̶.̶ ̶I̶ ̶m̶i̶s̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶s̶e̶n̶c̶e̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶l̶a̶u̶g̶h̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶s̶m̶i̶l̶e̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶h̶u̶g̶s̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶w̶h̶i̶l̶e̶ ̶i̶m̶ ̶i̶m̶p̶r̶e̶s̶s̶e̶d̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶m̶y̶s̶e̶l̶f̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶w̶e̶'̶v̶e̶ ̶m̶a̶d̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶f̶a̶r̶.̶ ̶I̶d̶k̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶l̶o̶n̶g̶ ̶I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶ ̶g̶o̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶.̶ ̶L̶i̶f̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶g̶o̶o̶d̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶.̶I am missing someone,̶ ̶I̶ ̶n̶e̶e̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶.̶

She doesn't want me back and that's okay

Cold

into the Oblivion

and then just before the sun comes up, I fall asleep

sometimes i cant sleep

when we die, i'll find you in heaven

thoughts think about me

i wanted to sing over this but i like the vibe without words

i feel so alone

idk why i never uploaded this

carry me to the river

The Faster Version -
https://soundcloud.com/itstherealjax/the-waves-are-coming

NetWavE

the clouds in my head

going for a drive

take a look around

there's a door

slow down and take a breath

watching the moon

The Slower Version -
https://soundcloud.com/itstherealjax/newwaveslow

the waves are coming

Why do I like the slower tempos more?

they aren't here anymore

all my thoughts are sad

at the wizards doorstep

talk to the sorcerer

one day I'll fix my sleep schedule. But sometimes I don't mind being up in the waking hours of the night

quietly I rest

peacefully I dream

As if it was a hard thing to do. It was more so realizing Serum 2 has color noise options, white, pink, brown, and Geiger.  Pink and Brown noise are the best imo.

Jax

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