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Goodbye - Spider-man No Way Home Edit

Lucid

TrakTrain Buy Link --> https://traktra.in/c/2s847Cxahy which is broken because my paypal is broken but someone requested it so the attempt is somewhat there

The Simpsons Spider-pig Hip-Hop/Trap Remix

this one is funny, I heard this sample and wanted to make something with it and I know I'm not skilled next level like that, so I figured i'd just fuck around on the mic. But then I got serious with it and realized i could try to tell a story. So I did that. Yeah its 10 mins long, yeah i dont care.

Im Just A Seed (freestyle)

the memories

oops im walking in reverse

i woke up still dreaming

sit back and think

Anhedonia

̶I̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶ ̶s̶i̶n̶g̶l̶e̶ ̶d̶a̶y̶.̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶h̶a̶s̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶d̶a̶y̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶d̶.̶ ̶I̶ ̶m̶i̶s̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶s̶e̶n̶c̶e̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶l̶a̶u̶g̶h̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶s̶m̶i̶l̶e̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶h̶u̶g̶s̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶w̶h̶i̶l̶e̶ ̶i̶m̶ ̶i̶m̶p̶r̶e̶s̶s̶e̶d̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶m̶y̶s̶e̶l̶f̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶w̶e̶'̶v̶e̶ ̶m̶a̶d̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶f̶a̶r̶.̶ ̶I̶d̶k̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶l̶o̶n̶g̶ ̶I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶ ̶g̶o̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶.̶ ̶L̶i̶f̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶g̶o̶o̶d̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶.̶I am missing someone,̶ ̶I̶ ̶n̶e̶e̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶.̶

She doesn't want me back and that's okay

Cold

lost in the woods at 2:99 a.m.

out there

Rick and morty did it better than me, i just like this cause i made it type shit. I even prefer rick and morty's outro for this episode but it is what it is. It's been sitting private for 2 months and i haven't touched it so, Bam! here it is

She's Gone

I'll always have myself

more than you know

as the world unfolds

out there is peace within

never leave you

im feeling generally unhappy, like if im being totally honest, im trying my best to Self-Love but I don't think im having any issues with self love. I've always loved myself(always being like the past 3 years) ever since I became spiritual, I've had a more profound sense of Wellbeing. Like I know everything will work out how its supposed to. its just, it hurts, and I feel so alone. Yeah I have family and I have friends but, there's a certain vibration i get from the love of another human that just fucking melts me, and i just feel like i'll never have that again. Not to be pessimistic, I'm sure I will, but in the mean time, in this AWFUL COLD WEATHER, i guess i'll have to deal with it. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT!

sorrow

currently taking a tolerance break from weed and its fucking me up, The Desensitization is my least favorite symptom right next to always feeling cold, not being able to sleep and the fucking anxiety dude. I hate tolerance. I love weed. Arguably I would love to live life without it but also would love to live life with it. I'll never not know how it makes me feel and the longer I go without the harder it will hit me next time... you see what i mean, its rough

and YES i know that there are worse withdrawals to go through, but for the time being im not enjoying myself, and i just wanted you to know :D

DESENSITIZED

I uploaded this like 7 months ago then deleted it, forgot about it... remembered about it, looked for it, couldn't find it, remembered I deleted it, and now its back up. and just like before, I skip it every time it comes on.
It for sure makes me emotional but for that reason it stays up.
Lyrics:
driving home
without you    here
driving home
driving home without you here
driving home without you dear
please dont go, stay with me here
driving home
im too cold without you here
stay with me my dear      please
driving home 
i miss you dear
driving home
without you here
driving home without you dear
please dont go 
stay with  me here
driving home
im too cold
without you here
...
driving home
i miss you dear
driving home
driving home
without you here
driving home
driving home
without you my dear
please dont go
stay with me here please
driving home
im too cold
without you here
stay with...
stay with me my dear
please
driving home
driving home
im miss you my dear
driving hom..
driving home
driving home
driving home
without you my dear
driving home i need you dear

Driving home

dude recently I've been judging myself too much, I keep like wanting to post something after I "finish it" which is really just me saying I might not come back to it which probably makes me a bad Producer, oh well. But then mind is like "hmm well COMPARE yourself to others, oh wow look at that you still suck" but on the other hand Comparison is the thief of Happiness or Joy or something right? fucked. part of me feels like if I don't upload a Good enough track that I should Delete it. which is exactly why I re added Driving Home because I was like wait Where'd that song go, I liked that one. Surely I'll break that fear and upload more. 

Jax

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