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Pretty Drama

What A Waste

Prod. @glitch-gum

Haven't slept right in several days, stomach in knots
(Oh catch me now)
Sore with back pain, my wings will grow or they'll fall off
(I'm still here)
I'm steering my brain but you can still tell when I fall off
A stray cat is riding my train, my tongue is going places I'm not
And did you break mirrors to see yourself just cascade down?
Kill reflections to know what it's like to touch the ground?
I'm sorry icarus I know you told me not to now
But I can't go another beat in this direction no
When the sun sets which beam hurts the most?
You tryna call me ugly by tryna reach above me
And I know my head's always a stepping stone
Do you go left or go right? You promised you would never bite

But I can't wait another day and stay here begging just to go back home
And I've been waiting to be crowned the king so father help me
Made it all
Stars kill me in dreams and daymares leave me all alone
I'm just a guest in this manor can you show me the way back home?
But I can't wait another day and stay here begging just to go back home
And I've been waiting to be crowned the king so father help me watch the throne
Stars kill me in dreams and daymares leave me all alone
I'm just a guest in this manor can you show me the way back home?

Why does it hurt?
It hurt
It hurt 
It hurt
Why does it hurt?
It hurt
It hurt 
It hurt
Why
Hurt 
Hurt
Hurt
Hurt
Why does it hurt?
Hurt
Hurt
It hurt hurt hurt hurt

Starlight starlight ghosting in the nighttime
Carlights apologize distance and sorry satellites
Satellites just saying hi why does it hurt to say goodbye?
And I think everything will be just fine
(Say goodnight burdensome you scare me when you just say hi)
Starlight starlight ghosting in the nighttime
Carlights apologize distance and sorry satellites
Satellites just saying hi why does it hurt to say goodbye?
And I think everything will be just fine
(Say goodnight burdensome you scare me when you just say hi)

And I could never trust you sincerely 
Oh my god I don't think you love me
Be sure you sign your letters with tears please
I'm just a guest in this manor can you show me the way back home?

Daedalus (prod. Glitch Gum)

art by @reksi420 : support ↓ ↓ <3
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[Verse 1]
and the pain right in my chest
while im waiting i cant rest
no
and i want u
here but ig nows the time 
to learn to be more patient huh?

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Bridge]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and i rly like u
please just kiss me all over 

[Verse 2]

Am I bad for my self
the thoughts that hurt my health 
I hold a bandage to my soul 

I cant just stop and stay
I need improvement 
to keep on moving
or I'll get led astray

do i runaway
or should i just leave u more
cus anymore and you're out of my life
gonna think while im away
is it needed being away
maybe I'll grow better in my own space

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Outro]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and I rly like u
please just kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over x2

twitter.com/dylazy1
instagram.com/dylazy

seanie

acapellas used:
spoiled little brat
heck
gunk
where did you fall
second hand embarrassment

also stole the melody from the cavern music brakence remix im a thief what can i say

this will surely put an end to my abuse of underscores acapellas 2

art : @reksi420 ᶻz
https://twitter.com/4n1m4l51
https://www.instagram.com/tr4n5c3nd3d/

old song that i picked up nd started working on again for fun :D ,,,,, more music for u guys soon ily˙ᵕ˙

lyrics:
posted w my crew
okay we're cool
break in thru the roof
talk dwn lose ur toothh 

feelin confused
hate being in groups
she said "are u telling the truth?"
well yeah.. cuz im not like u

i panic!!!!
pipe down bby please excuse my manners
im lost in my head
can't get all my thoughts to vanish

3am in the parking lot 
im tripping off acid
it's funny
how none of it matters

i fell on my face
now i cant go back
run from the cameras
hide in the back

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

face me please
why u do me like that
am i going insane??
cuz i think i might snap

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

posted w my crew
okay .. 2 HELL WITH U
so i dont really care
cuz somewhere ill be gone from u
thoughts inside my head i can't bear 
no matter what i do

posted w my crew
okay .. how cruel of u
ppl stop n stare (im aware!!)
don't know what to do
guess i lost my way up
did i entertain ya?

parking lot

all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

for b2b with @dynastic <3
produced entirely from scratch for this fest. none of this is ever getting released

--- SET LIST ---
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's sequestercore remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's gabber kick misuse remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's nyan monstercat remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's spice-a nova remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's riddim gun misuse remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's "why they killed TN28" remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's [insert any kaomoji here] remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's knockoff nanobii remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's "ed harder" remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's MAXIMUM DRIFT remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's future funk remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl (lfav's "idrk it's like 5am" remix)
Machine Gun Kelly ft. WILLOW - emo girl [EMOTIONAL] [TRY NOT TO CRY]

LFAV FALLS IN LOVE WITH AN EMO GIRL @ CAMP BONEYARD 2/19/2023

track 5/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/0HhUtxxRGtT69s5LPmGDqo?si=42530b0c48d64a72
https://youtu.be/gXJdu-fGXRo

sometimes i wish i was meaningful
cuz being empty is tiring even if a little and
its all good lacking motivation
till something comes and leaves u crying cuz

all the words that leave my mouth are broken endlessly
circling the past and present never giving peace
and every day is what u set out for it to be
dont leave me wanting more
just let me fucking sleep

i fell asleep through the noise
and
as i was drifting off i realized
maybe i was listening too loud
so i took one earbud out
but it didnt make a difference to the sound

dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
and i know that you like to see me
plastered all over your tv
dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
look what i made, is it pretty
would you put it on your tv

dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
and i know that you like to see me
as an artist drowned in meaning
plastered all over your tv
fake the message and the feeling
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
look what i made, is it pretty
is it honest, can you see me
would you put it on your tv
do you think it has a meaning
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art

stupid art

@vai5000 
ft. @thatcherblackwood6514 + @blissom

prod. vai5000
(this track is 'miros' from slumber party weekend bash but updated!!)
https://soundcloud.com/slumberpartyorg/miros-vai5000-blissom

What A Waste

To Oscar

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