Last thing I remember, I was tied to a crucifix
With bloody sticks, sticking out my chest and ribs
Then I felt a hand reach out to my skull
My mind went dull 
And I could feel myself slowly, losing my soul
So dark, couldn't see
Yet I still tried to break free
But without warning, my body started to shake violently
Head twisted 360 degrees
Femur sliding out my knees
Screamed out for help but only the devil, answered my pleas
Then I heard him say, “Hojun say farewell. WELCOME TO THE GATES OF HELL. It's finally your time to come out your shell"
I started to YELL and shout				
I wanted to get out
This was not the route that I wanted my life to go about
Then with a heinous grin 
He ripped me apart from my own skin
Till my body became nothing more than a skeleton 
I laid there helpless as he told me my skin was still fresh
With each bite he took, he gradually morphed into my flesh
With terror, I saw my existence vanish right before my eyes
I screamed till my voice box was strained but no one could hear my cries
My body was paralyzed and the devil was out to make bribes and spread lies
To make sure and guarantee that I was despised
And that’s when I realized,
My skin had become his finest disguise
So as I savor my last breath, here are some words to the wise
If the devil ever offers you a deal, never make ties
Cause he loves to watch others fall to their demise and see himself rise

Vitriolic - Always the Quiet Ones

Lyrics:

I struggle so hard to stand but it's like i'm destined to fall
What you know about your Dad reeking of alcohol?
No need for a cell phone cause I got no one to call
I'm no fighter but life's constantly got me in a brawl
And I hate it when people tell me to be optimistic
Cause life's my virus infection, and it's making me sick
I’m at the end of my rope
This pain I can no longer cope
Slowly losing hope,
My life’s one big negative slope
Everyone tells me to “let it go”
But they wouldn't know,
They wouldn't understand this pain that I refuse to show
So tell me, how do you beat your enemy if you're your own foe? 
Cause I feel like a disoriented mole entrapped by my own burrow
I’m fatigued of being stuck in this hellhole 
Now I’m just a vacant torn soul
With a shallow torso
Cause this pain engulfs my body from head to toe
My morals are now decadent and my chest feels so hollow 
And this fallacy of felicity has me feeling deprived
Cause every smile that I put on is miserably contrived
So just let me sleep away all the agony and sorrow
And repeat the same damn repulsive process tomorrow
 
(Verse 2)
 
Now I realize I can’t live the rest of my life like this 
But I keep feeling nebulous
Cause I can’t seem to distinguish
My worst enemies from my shady friendships
You told me you had my back 
How could I’ve been so credulous?
Cause when I screamed out for help you left me in the abyss 
Now I know what it’s like to have no one to hold and no one to miss
Now I understand what Thomas Gray meant by “ignorance is bliss”
And like Reagan’s Berlin address, 
I’m trynna tear down these wall of bricks
But no matter what I do, my life seems to love to stick 
And get constantly hit
By all these endless conflicts
So fuck it
Cause now I know it’s certain
That before I close the curtains
I need to relieve this weight off my shoulders and let go of all my burdens.

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