this is fucking Taylor Swift... Haha Fucking perfect.

I listen to this song so many time because i can relate to it so much.

Fucking amazing <3 Thank you for making this

laugh all day, just to cry in my sleep <3

This Heart is Bleeding Pain

@qawikamri

LYRICS:
I know we fight sometimes
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-im-sorry-but-hold-on-to-me-annotated

SPOTIFY

I'm Sorry But Hold On To Me

Mix and Master: @itsyungvan
Production: @lilheartbreaker
Sample: Love Story - Taylor Swift
I love you all so much, from here on out it's all going to be sad music!! i want to make you all proud and i hope you like this song, love y'all, thanks for always having my back <3

Lyrics:

Chorus-

I'm only 19, what do you want from me
laugh all day, just to cry in my sleep
got a whole year before I'm outta teens
8-5-9's just the way I be
Awake all day to escape my dreams
I feel this way, but I wanna be free
Got a whole before I'm outta teens
8-5-9's just the way I be


Verse 1-
When I was only 10 I think I lost myself
I'd go to bed and I'd pray for help
Flash forward only 9 years
I'm still dealing with the same fears

Chorus-

I'm only 19, what do you want from me
laugh all day, just to cry in my sleep
got a whole year before I'm outta teens
8-5-9's just the way I be
Awake all day to escape my dreams
I feel this way, but I wanna be free
Got a whole before I'm outta teens
8-5-9's just the way I be

Verse 2-
I try my best to heal your pain
I know I'm different, but we're still the same
I put love in all my songs
So that you can sing along

Outro-

I'm only 19, what do you want from me
laugh all day, just to cry in my sleep
got a whole year before I'm outta teens
8-5-9's just the way I be

SPOTIFY LINK <3

i'd do anything for you (Prod. lil heartbreak)

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

@guardinmusic
@imnegativezer0

lyrics:
ive been saving this for the weekend
an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends
my brain is shit, im tired of trying
im sick of this patience 
logic comes to dying
i knew you were lying but i didnt care
you were something to stop my self hatred
i didnt dare ask a question
you're always on my mind
intervention for loving too many times
did i mention this pain is a way of life?
you learn to live with it
or you let it eat you alive

id kill myself
just to be myself
dont even ask the question
all ill be is a burden

who the fuck am i
just another psychopathic little prick you decide
it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
all i ever did was love you but everything dies 

there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart 
vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
to separate and every day i blow my candles out
i sit inside but that's not something you  could care about
my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend 
i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this
arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss

i'm so fucking lost without you
they don't really care about you

Follow me <3

before the storm (ft. guardin) [prod. negative zero]

[produced by kenny x ninetyseven]

always love studio days with @gyzalofi , go show him love!! i'm hoping to put this on spotify very soon.

spotify

up for days (feat. ninetyseven)

⚰️

Spotify • https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKuDaXI4tMM0ARlCR1y7y?si=G8govNrsRyydmOulr2gL1A

Apple • https://music.apple.com/us/album/shallow-grave-feat-rinnegone-guccihighwaters/1439826577?i=1439826667

Shallow Grave (Feat. Rinnegone & guccihighwaters) [Prod. 4evr]

Spotify

baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

Beat by cxld blxxd
https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd

I take my pain and I rack it out in a line
I take my brain and I trade it in for a dime
I take my problems and I put them on a pedastal
and if you wanna fuck with me first give me chemicals
But lately i'm better it's been incredible
I'm faded but now I'm just on that medical
and maybe my choices aren't that regrettable
Maybe someday depression will be forgettable

Every time I close my eyes
I see a world where I don't gotta lie
Trapped in my body I slowly die
I'm in the lobby of the afterlife
I don't even sleep at night
I lie awake and I fantasize
About a life where I'm not disguised
I'm paralyzed by paradise

My life could be hell
My life could be heaven
I just can't tell
Which way I've been steppin
and I'm bettin
by 27
I'll either be living my dream or I'll be checkin out
I got all this doubt
Fear in my brain so I'm smokin up a cloud
Music so loud while I speed through town like
am I about to come up or go down

I take my identity and make an enemy
I take my greatest mistakes and call them destiny
I take my jealousy and call it empathy
I take fake love and call it chemistry
But lately I've been coming to my senses
I'm tired of living my life pretending
That I'm satisfied jumping over these fences
and climbing this mountain that's never ending

Every time I close my eyes
I see a world where I don't gotta lie
Trapped in my body I slowly die
I'm in the lobby of the afterlife
I don't even sleep at night
I lie awake and I fantasize
About a life where I'm not disguised
I'm paralyzed by paradise

disguised (prod. cxld blxxd)

How Much Does Love Cost (prod.scottysplash)

@mewsyc
@producedbyaidan
@guccihighwaters

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

whats inside my cup
blindsides my brain
so i hide my face
in an act of shame
and hope to dissapear
in a perminant way
u watch me fade to black
u'd love to watch my pain

and u know
who to call
ill b there
after all
and i know
when i fall
u wont care
afterall,

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

yeah, im just a waste
i dont got that much to offer
im selfish and conceeded 
but always put my all
into everyone and everything
then watch it as it falls
let it crumble to my feet
just like everything ive ever loved

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

im ur puppet and u play me like a game
text from my ex, yeah she never felt the same
use me on a rainy day
abuse me til i cant even think
that picuture that we took
i always kept it safe
id put it in my pocket just so i could see ur face
when i was out of town
u always kept me with u
never told u bout all the times when i would miss u

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

boy toy (ft. guccihighwaters) [prod. mewsyc & aidan]

1 I Could Love U Like I Hate Myself (prod. Kuroime)

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

artery (feat. lil skele)

follow skele

artery (feat. skele)

produced by @sorrow_bringer

Pills been on your lips
Baby girl don’t play with this
Guess I’ll always miss
Color in your cheeks to kiss

Tell me about does it really make sense
Are you feeling all bliss when drug drops in now
Think about how you really do miss
How the first hit went and you don’t even know how
I got friends on the fence don’t allow
No one in so just go around
Girl maybe we make better love barely talking
When you hit me up and the rain it start falling
We don’t even talk at all these days
Not much question or much to say
Think we went down every avenue not
A single one for me and you

I think I still can feel your love when I sleep tell me what I was in love with
Numb with all these inner battles tell me in the day do you see me in your shadow
Girl Maybe we make better love barely talking
When you hit me up and the rain it start falling
Maybe we make better love barely talking
When you hit me up and the rain it start falling
Girl maybe we make better love barely talking 
When you hit me up and the rain it start falling
Maybe we make better love barely talking 

I know we all try to go get better think she hoped but her head wouldn’t let her 
Now instead it’s all done never did I think that you would go and let me go
Let me know if you’re ever really ready though
I think the lust I’m forgetting so
Regret the mess that you left don’t hold
A single part of heart
When you kiss another know you love the taste
Got a couple friends I would once pretend
That weren’t at an end in the same place
Pills been on your lips
Baby girl don’t play with this
Guess I’ll always miss
Color in her cheeks to kiss

I think I still can feel your love when I sleep tell me while I was in love with
Numb with all these inner battles tell me in the day do you see me in your shadow
Pills been on your lips
Baby girl don’t play with this
Guess I’ll always miss
Color in your cheeks to kiss
Pills been on your lips
Baby girl don’t play with this
Guess I’ll always miss
Color in your cheeks to kiss

I'll Miss the Color (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

graves

they sharing new ideas
i dont wanna wait right here
i gotta make my time count
i dont wanna waste this year
never wanna go down bad
never wanna lose my track
never wanna fall on my ass
dont regret how i look back
why would i forget my past
i have some new ideas
i dont wanna stay right here
i gotta make my mind count
i aint never thought so clear
never wanna feel left out
never wanna be a letdown
never wanna be stressed out
list of all the things i fear
how’d you make it disappear

i dont even know how it happens
and every one thinks i’m a has been
cause im still the same
and nothing has changed
everything said in the past tense
when all of those statements redacted
and all of your songs get rejected
i see all of my peers have surpassed me
i feel so fuckin pathetic

like you’re still the same
and nothing has changed
my style done grew so eclectic
like your such a lame
like what do you think
you're gonna blow up
off of that shit
im not really worried bout that shit
cause blowing up isn't attractive
turning your back on your bestfriend
now he holding a pistol against it, damn

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

I guess its dependent upon 
where exactly your landing
at all times at odd times
im tryna figure out where im standing
im caught in the crossfire
and hogtied oh no goddamn it
i cant speak i cant move i cant fight
i cant even manage

how am i supposed to get out this hole
how am i supposed to get out this hole
i don't even know
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta grow
i can't not let them steamroll
i can't not let them steamroll
i gotta go
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta grow

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

Shot in the Dark

Spotify/Apple Music

Lyrics:
i wake up to the guap i'm, gettin money
im still lonely on the block ya, very funny
almost thought that you would stick around, but its nothing
everybody come and going now, aint real sunny

im a martyr ima scape goat, i got boats all on the lake hoe
if i had a girl you know i be defend her with the payload
if i had another life i probably end it way too late tho
all i got is sloppy rolls and a guitar cant get a break tho

heard you down but ive had enough
block your call cause i catch your bluff
stone cold heart with the reptile blood
you would take life from a snow white dove

guess ill just stop cause im borin yuh
no more response its laborious
only the green is euphoria
you could of at least just warned me yuh

searching for ghosts in my phone now
i just need help i dont know how
stay in the dark cause im low down
guess ill just reap what i sow now

guess ill just reap what i sow now

Stickaround

stickaround

I’m just here to show you beautiful people the music I listen to, and the artists I love.

Love you all 😘 ps free hugs if needed

Please don’t hesitate to contact me @michaelsandersshingler (instagram)

i'd do anything for you (Prod. lil heartbreak)

yung van

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