the memories listening to this in 6tg grade , getting high , not caring about my life 

This song never hit so different now more than ever, if it keeps going like this im betting it on russian roulette, my luck can decide for me

speaks to me and hits me hard as fuck, beautiful job <3

man, had thing song on repeat. speaks to me so much <3

Yung Van

Stream on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVeSqIRZuZQ&t=6s

vocals by @supachefm & @8thehuman
mix & master by @polearm

playground memories w/ 8percent

prod. @iofmusic

recycle the words i used so many times
& i try so hard not to lose what was left of 
the image of you that i had in my mind
so let's keep on making excuses for why
i don't know you at all anymore
cause i'm not the person i was that you knew
i'd go back to the past if i could
just to make sure that i never met you at all

& i'll be fine
you can just leave me out in the sun
here to dry out alone
& time goes on
the color's gone from my eyes
but i promise that i'll be here falling for you

be here just falling for you
i'll be here falling for you
right here just falling for you

wish i'd move on
but i'm still caught in that
web you spun
you drain me slowly no 
it's not your fault
it's what you were meant for
so feed on my guts
let me nourish your bloodthirst

FALLING 4 U (prod. IOF)

..
what do you expect me 2 say when i fall again?
i know that i took a risk
why do you give a shit about me?
or what im doing
i thought you said ur moving
i guess im not as fluent
as i thought i was.
aye, dark cabin sunken deep in this april fog
i write my wrongs and all these songs in this soggy cot
wendigo love aint real
kept me staring at my phone at night
fuckin, dead.
you like to fuck my head
feels like you broke my bed
wish it was me instead
none of it will happen if i feel alright
i love you, can we meet again?
meet again.
MARKED ON THEIR ARM FOR SLAUGHTER
I LOVE HOW THE WINTER BOTHERS ME
THATS MY DOWN TIMES
THATS MY DARK TIMES
YOURE MY LIFELINE
FUCK IT, HES MY NIGHT LIGHT
I GOT REDEYES
CAN YOU PLEASE STAY THE NIGHT?
"S" FOR SUICIDE
NOT NOW MAYBE ANOTHER TIME
i write all my victories in blood stain
all that petty guilt from the past remains
i never really know what to say.

red_eyes

blood_stains (emptychest)

aye, yeah
I feel like puking up the shit I drank
Yeah, these thoughts have seem to over take
I need some shit to occupy my brain
Yeah, they don't love me so I'm filled with hate

All this fucking liquor, but the thoughts remain
All of you are happy, why you still complain?
Why would I care about the shit you say?
While all of you are talking help me stay awake

I dont know what I've become
But frankly I don't give a fuck
Clouds are rolling in open air
My head stays hurting I'll go elsewhere

Waking up and now my stomach ache
I got no problems with a wake and bake
They say I'm toxic but your friends are fake
Ugly faces and some tiny waists

I'll just stay inside with my smoking space
Here with gassed lungs and some court dates
Everybody round me got some poor taste
I've been in my room feeling misplaced

fake

not home. - fake (fantom)

sad chill - https://youtu.be/n01hH8t4nO0?si=kJQfxJlaZQOVOHuk

lyrics ⬇️ 

(brecken)
everything’s been cold since you left me
over and over I thought  were never ending 
now we’re crying in the back seat
don’t leave me here alone
don’t leave me to bleed
yeaaaa
Everything we hoped for
Never meant a thing there’s no receipt 

you told me I’m a closed door
well there’s so much that you could never see

i change my attitude when you said that  I cannot defeat you
i don’t need no body else to tell me something when ur see through
i know I need you 
I just wanna please you

ill never leave you
i jus wanna teach you
that anything could go wrong when im gone
wake up every morning hoping that ur still in love
maybe its been long enough since i ahd opened up
ill tell you what ive done
i ruined what once was

and its been long enough since i had trust
i really never feel like im enough
ill tell you for the last time
i ruined what once was

what once was w/ lil booj & halfhearted (yunnygoldz)

lyrics

just stay inside
i dont want you to die
in my heart
and in my life youre always mine
im so selfish it makes me hard to love
im still haunted by memories i cant touch
and that cigarette was almost just too much
it reminded me of the night i fell in love

oh i stopped smoking six months ago

but i could use a smoke right now i got shit that you dont know
and youll never know
try to understand but you wont
i just had something to take the edge off
mama told me theres nothing good about being a slack off
its hard to try when i feel everything but nothing at all
she asked whats wrong i told her baby thats all
i couldnt expand on it
dont want her to get frazzled

oh dont worry about me baby im fine

i just need another drink to help me get through the night
thats my life
thats my life
still scared to live
but im slowly losing the fucking fear to die
thats my life

5am (miercoles)

[Verse]
Верно
Правильно
Шаг за шагом
Сквозь ветер
Сквозь туман
Сквозь тьму
Каждый миг — это новый флагом
Я идуидуидуидуиду

[Chorus]
Вперед
Вперед
Идуидуиду
Вперед
Вперед
Я не упаду
Вперед
Вперед
Идуидуиду
Мой путь сияет
Я найду

[Verse 2]
Яяяяяяяяяяяя
В сердце гром
Идуидуидуидуиду
Мой дом
Яяяяяяяяяяяя
В груди пылает
Каждый шаг мой мир меняет

[Chorus]
Вперед
Вперед
Идуидуиду
Вперед
Вперед
Я не упаду
Вперед
Вперед
Идуидуиду
Мой путь сияет
Я найду

[Bridge]
Шаги
Как эхо
Вдаль зовут
Идуидуидуидуидуиду
Тропы плетут узор судьбы
Я здесь
Я там
Иду
Иду

[Chorus]
Вперед
Вперед
Идуидуиду
Вперед
Вперед
Я не упаду
Вперед
Вперед
Идуидуиду
Мой путь сияет
Я найду

Шаг за шагом

Thank you Hk <3
Cover art: @pytn.d on instagram

Lyrics- 

I don't really care
you were never there
Said you had my back
you just never cared
Said I never loved but that shit ain't fair

claiming that you love me but you don't mean shit 
Claiming that you had me but you never did yeah x2
Always wanted somewhere there but you pushed me away
You want me in your bed but I don't want to stay x2

pretty heartbroken


You hit my line,
We're just wasting time
Always on your phone, 
You were never mine
Talking bout your ex almost all the time,
Yeah talking bout your ex he was on your mind

ON SPOTIFY <3

I waited on you, you never came. (Prod. HKfiftyone)

FOLLOW HARUHI

December (Prod. Haruhi)

Sleep well...
Lyrics-

i'm so lost in time
I tried
To heal 
Your wounds
But mine
Are tied
To rough
Your pain
I shared
But now it's mine
You left
Me here
On my own 
All my joy
Has gone
I'm left dry
My hands
No longer soft
But corse
My heart
Beats, but
I'm incomplete
Where'd you go
with my heart 
and my soul
I'm left 
naked and bare 
on your floor
I'm on the floor 
my hands are bare
I'm in despair

FOLLOW DEADFOREST

you'll never know the pain you've caused (Prod. DeadForest)

Go follow my man <3
https://soundcloud.com/fuckhamz

Hammy:
I just wanna know
do you still think of me?
when you're all alone
i hope you still remember me
i don't wanna go
my heart is on your driveway
sitting all alone
they never care what i say x2

never care what i say
driving on the highway
driving on the freeway
you can have it your way
i don't really care girl
look at me and stare girl
i just wanna die now
smokin till i die now
diving on the highway
driving on the freeway
i just wanna see you
hope you want me too
i can't ever think straight
tell em that i feel great
even though i'm lyin
always fucking lying
remember what we had
now i can't stop crying
i just popped an oxy
now i think i'm flying
i just hit the ground
now i'm really dying

Yung Van:
I still have your number in my phone
Sometimes I drive by your home
I think of all the good times
I think we had some good times
I miss waking up to texts
I hate calling you my ex
I should have known this would happen
I should have known this would happen 

I've been driving all night
I'm just tryna feel right
When I think of you though
I don't want to die alone
Thinking bout you all the time
Wish that you weren't getting high
I don't think I'm feeling fine x2
Ive been driving all day
I'm just tryna feel okay
I know I can't run away
Girl you meant the world to me
Think of what we used to be
Wish it was just you and me
Guess we just weren't meant to be
I thought we were meant to be
I just wanna die now
I just wanna cry
I thought you were mine babe
I thought we were fine
Called you every night girl
Cause I thought you cared
Called you every night girl
I was always there
I wish I could walk away from all this pain
I feel like I was cut
I thought you were the one

Wish i was enough x4

FOLLOW HAMMY

i'm not depressed, i just miss you w/Hammy (Prod. Tec)

i'll be here when you are ready ,<3
FOLLOW BOTH DAIVD AND KUROIME
@kuroimetsuyu
@davidentendu

FOLLOW DAVID <3

i tried so hard to love you, but you pushed me away w/ David Entendu (Prod. Kuroime)

@kuroimetsuyu
thanks to @Guardinmusic as well <3

Lyrics-

Angry at myself, but I'll say I'm fine
A smile on my face, but I hurt inside
I'm not feeling great I just wanna die
When I said I loved you it was just lie


I needed someone there, wasn't feeling great
I know now I was wrong, it was a mistake
I truly hurt you bad, now I'm in the dirt
Saying that you hate me, does it soothe the hurt
I never loved myself
And I never asked for help
I'm sorry I resent you for trying
It's impossible to love me when I'm dying

I just wanna spread love
But I can't even feel love


I'm lying to myself when wake up
Cause I don't ever really want to wake up
Living in the dark that's a prefect life
After all this pain, imma be alright

FOLLOW KUROIME

i'm just not the same person i used to be. (Prod. Kuroime)

"𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕒 𝕓𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕜 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥"
_________________________________________________________________
lyrics: 

[chorus]
Late night that facetime I call
my heads been bouncing off walls
I think i'm falling in love; girl I think i'm falling in love
leaves changing colors in fall
I can say I have it all
spend time with you now your gone
you are perfection; baby got no flaws

[verse]
Late night that facetime I call girl
you are perfection; my whole world
you are the pearl in the clam
starring at pictures you post on the gram
you're a bright star in the dark night
cuddling under the starlight
got me like damn your beauty unmatched
from your head to your hands
got any plans? 
we gotta make some
kiss on your neck until both our lips feel numb
loving you baby got me feeling so dumb
do shit for you I would do for no other
cuddle with you under covers
baby girl you are my lover
would do all this shit with no other
catch the scent of perfume off of her sweatshirt
loving you's fun until one of us gets hurt

[chorus]
Late night that facetime I call
my heads been bouncing off walls
I think i'm falling in love; girl I think i'm falling in love
leaves changing colors in fall
I can say I have it all
spend time with you now your gone
you are perfection; baby got no flaws

facetime [prod. yusei]

shawty,
will you ride w me?
because I never had a person that would die for me,
can't even vent to my mom because it's hard to speak,
and im alone in my room wit no friends to see,

shawty,
would you die for me?
cus I ain't never met a girl who would ride for me.
and I ain't never met a person without dignity,
till I met you, till I met you.

hold me down,
im not ever leavin home,
kill me now,
i dont wanna be alone,
in the end,
never even had hope,
I guess that im an asshole.

shawty,
will you ride w me?
because I never had a person that would die for me,
can't even vent to my mom because it's hard to speak,
and im alone in my room wit no friends to see,

shawty,
would you die for me?
cus I ain't never met a girl who would ride for me.
and I ain't never met a person without dignity,
till I met you, till I met you.

'Til I met You

bothofuswillcry ;'( *p. deadat18* ^^deadgrass

new music every two weeks

I wouldn’t be here without you all 💙

i'm just not the same person i used to be. (Prod. Kuroime)

yung van

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