Is this a backstreet boys or nsync sample or something?   Dude it sounds so familiar

cuz when we are at car I feel it too and no matter what I do I feel the same weather without you especially at the end if you listen close it's almost like all the way the same LOL

I left soundcloud playing while I was away and came back to this, i think soundcloud is trying to talk to me 

[sxlxctrxstxrt] _

@guardinmusic
Prod by: @sinxi x Tagliatore

lyrics-

yung van-
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault, yeah
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
guardin-

Yeah I got an ice heart
Fuck all your feelings I’ll tear them apart
What nice start
I’m unaware that I do this I’m sorry sweet heart
I’m a boggart
Keep to myself up until I depart
Can I restart?
I only see dark at the end of the tunnel

And I cannot focus on all these fucking emotions
They constantly go unspoken, for I do fear being open
And I can feel my throat closing
As my heart starts decomposing
A Hollow being just floating
As my demise is approaching us

yung van - 
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day
I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid, yeah
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day

I ain’t ever love since I was a kid
Yeah you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

Goblin Kid

Something’s in the Way

VInyl & CD pre-sales

as the ship goes down i see land
the water temperature is low but we can
get to shore, i promise i want it more
than any desire that ive ever had before
i miss the earth, but only when you are in it
i dont need lungs come the day you stop breathing
i know that i should calm down
i breathe in and out
but that dont help me now
no that dont help me now
is this what you wanted i dont think so
every little thing that you do
is my favorite thing you do

theoceanhasneverbeensocold

Working (prod. metlast x 5head)

[produced by kenny x ninetyseven]

always love studio days with @gyzalofi , go show him love!! i'm hoping to put this on spotify very soon.

spotify

up for days (feat. ninetyseven)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

fucking call me or something

www.instagram.com/notemrys
cursed with the halo

ft. @guccihighwaters
www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters
prod. nrmn.btz.

Spotify

cursed ft. guccihighwaters (prod. nrmn.btz.)

Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

my attempt at self-defense

featuring my friend @guccihighwaters

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

blackheartemoji

fucking up (ft. guccihighwaters)

Blackwater 4/5/2019
Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @prodbybrody
Instrumental: @prodbybrody
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody

Lyrics-

yungvan-
I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know x2

I know it's hard for you
to let me in 
you don't wanna let me see
everything underneath
you're not just skin and bones
makeup and vocal tones
you have all those scars
they're who you are

I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

Brody- 
white noise in my head now
all your hair still around me in my bed now
I know it doesn't feel right
been thinking about you all night
cause I can hardly sleep without you anymore
I know it's hard for me to say
but I will fight through the better days
I won't give up on you
don't think I could if I wanted to

yung van-
I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you? 

I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

Blackwater

Read Through the Lines

Read Through the Lines Ft. Brody (Prod. Brody)

FREE DOWNLOAD : https://mooncloth.bandcamp.com/album/playa-killa

CAME IN.

"You can never be there for me like you did :(" - van

Demxntia: @demxntia
Mix/Master: @polearm
Prod by: @deadyami
Artwork: @Ihateshota (on twitter)

My Spotify playlist: https://tinyurl.com/yx9xprau

"Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)”

Lyrics-

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
Nobody ain’t even help 
I’m fighting this on my own
Don’t need anybody els 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Verse-
I doubt you would even care
If I came to you with my heart in my hand
You’d let me wait outside in the pouring rain
I want to feel loved, but it’s always the same 

Pre-chorus- 
You can never be there for me like you did
I haven’t felt love in my heart since a kid
I’m sorry if I burden you with all of my words
No matter what I do I’m still stuck with this hurt

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
don’t need anyone else
I’m fighting this on my own
Nobody ain’t even help 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Demxntia/ 
it’s just me and myself in the end
even if i told u u won’t understand
don’t wanna burden my friends
don’t wanna hurt u again
never said i was heaven sent
everyone needs me for something
get what they want like it’s nothing 
can’t get a second to myself
lemme be myself for a second

Pre-chorus- 
You can never be there for me like you did
I haven’t felt love in my heart since a kid
I’m sorry if I burden you with all of my words
No matter what I do I’m still stuck with this hurt

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
don’t need anyone else
I’m fighting this on my own
Nobody ain’t even help 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Is Anyone Even There?

Other Platforms <3

Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)

prod @93feetofsmoke
mix @93feetofsmoke & @polearm
master @polearm

"fruit"

Im off a pack
In the back
Tryina calm down
only flax
Only spin round
The block now
Lag from jet 
in my bed
Made a hideout
ghillie suit
imma sue
Head ass tap out
 
Imma psychic 
If you shoot
Imma nuisance 
To the loot
Death dot 
Under my boot
wont find me 
burning books in the streets
theres no pages no ink
i pray to god thru a screen

Wait
yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

taught the fruit how to eat itself
i'd do the same damn thing
stuck on the shelf 
and this a long damn flight
to be by myself  
its not my damn business  
when they drag you to hell  
fuck your clique hold grudges 
like I climbed outta well  
and that road not silk
it still come thru the mail  
no ya words aint slick
jib aint cut for retail 
so don't come round here
with a story to sell 

Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 
 
taught the fruit how to eat itself
i'd do the same damn thing
stuck on the shelf 
and this a long damn flight
to be by myself  
its not my damn business  
when they drag you to hell  
fuck your clique hold grudges 
like I climbed outta well  
and that road not silk
it still come thru the mail  
no ya words aint slick
jib aint cut for retail 
so don't come round here
with a story to sell

Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)

yung van

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