Yung Van 💕

New & hot: Folk & Singer-Songwriter

The Upload

Thank you Hk <3
Cover art: @pytn.d on instagram

Lyrics- 

I don't really care
you were never there
Said you had my back
you just never cared
Said I never loved but that shit ain't fair

claiming that you love me but you don't mean shit 
Claiming that you had me but you never did yeah x2
Always wanted somewhere there but you pushed me away
You want me in your bed but I don't want to stay x2

pretty heartbroken


You hit my line,
We're just wasting time
Always on your phone, 
You were never mine
Talking bout your ex almost all the time,
Yeah talking bout your ex he was on your mind

ON SPOTIFY <3

I waited on you, you never came. (Prod. HKfiftyone)

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

"I gave you everything you ever wanted but you ended up closing the door" - van

SuiSai: @sushisai
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @tothegood
Artwork: @suicideoutside (on twitter)

I am performing in LA, July 24th. You can get tickets here: https://www.songkick.com/concerts/38254179-pink-cig-at-1720?utm_source=8123&utm_medium=partner&utm_content=fb4a0d1b9180ab41a80f71c5bea1fa9b&utm_campaign=entity

"When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai”

Lyrics-

When you say me you love me, it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I’m crying on the concrete. I don’t have strength to get up off the floor 

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again 

Crashing down on my parade
You let me love till you were bored of the game 
Open hearts and shoddy flames
You let me burn in the love that we made 

SuiSai- 
That touch of yours left cinders
Trails of your heart set a flame
Lit like embers
Of our past
Screeching stop sounds like thunder
You were my lightning
Filled my clouds with your patterns
Made the world disappear 
liked it better
Then you left me here
To the forces of the weather
Cause the cold fronts near
But I swear id never let it
Change the way that I feel

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai (Prod. Tothegood)

Shoutout Powfu for letting me release this song we did <3
Stay safe out there Minivans, I love you and enjoy this song I am very proud of this one!!!
@powfu
@kmkzofficial

Lyrics:

Powfu-

I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah I moved on, I got plans now
I might move out, with all my new friends
Yeah I look at life through a new lens
I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah this life style, got me stressed out
I was into you, I held out my hand
you had the choice, and you missed your chance

ayy
Look at where I’m walking
I got plenty other options
but I don’t pay attention
They just want a taste, because I’m popping
it’s too hard, my eyesight blind now
Is this real? don’t know how to find out 
new heart, it’s only gon’ be mine now
I want love but I don’t know how
Taking off like Lighting McQueen
I just want them to like me for me
it feels wrong but it’s how it should be
yeah it’s how it should be 
Don’t answer my phone, when I’m holding it
Bury my alone, I’m so over it

I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah I moved on, I got plans now
I might move out, with all my new friends
Yeah I look at life through a new lens
I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah this life style, got me stressed out
I was into you, I held out my hand
you had the choice, and you missed your chance

yung van-

I once was a boy who would hold out his hand
Now you changed directions and I changed my plans
I let you walk over the roses I laid 
Outside of your bedroom that evening, that day
The day that you told me that we couldn’t be
See there was a boy that you liked over me
You told me you care but your actions don’t
Your words are like poison no antidote
There’s no objections, I have a question
Why’d you bring me over here, what’s the lesson?
How can I learn if it’s you who keeps texting
You tell me you care and that I was the best and
I don’t wanna hear it anymore
Getting tired of this rain and pour
Of this rain and pour
But I want you to know

Powfu-

I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah I moved on, I got plans now
I might move out, with all my new friends
Yeah I look at life through a new lens
I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah this life style, got me stressed out
I was into you, I held out my hand
you had the choice, and you missed your chance

you missed your chance

powfu x yung van - you missed your chance (Prod. KMKZ)

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Powfu x yung van - you missed your chance (Prod. KMKZ)

@ouseiceland
@digiyams
@kyotospeak
@hkfiftyone2
Coming to all platforms this Friday, September 4th <3

Lyrics:

yung van-
My heart’s so cold I can’t feel girl yeah
I don’t even know what’s the real world ay
I just wanna know what’s up with you Ayy
If you wanna talk girl I miss you yeah
I’ve been so numb since you left me yeah
How am I supposed to move on if you text me Ayy
All I can think about is you on me yeah
You got me questioning if you want me Ayy
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine ay
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it ay
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it

Ouse-
yeah yeah
And my heart's so cold feel it freezing
yeah yeah
I just wanted you to know you're the reason
yeah yeah
Turn my heart to stone I'm so faded
yeah yeah
now my only way to smile is getting wasted

yung van-
My heart’s so cold I can’t feel girl yeah
I don’t even know what’s the real world ay
I just wanna know what’s up with you Ayy
If you wanna talk girl I miss you yeah
I’ve been so numb since you left me yeah
How am I supposed to move on if you text me Ayy
All I can think about is you on me yeah
You got me questioning if you want me Ayy
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine ay
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it ay
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it

I've Been So Numb Since You Left Me ft. Ouse (prod. Kyotospeak)

Spotify link <3

Istanbul and Berlin-based producer, DJ and label boss Noema brings a sprinkling of the spiritual, the psychedelic and the down right magical to his musical explorations.

His dynamic DJ sets blend dubbed-out disco with enchanting strains of house music, sounds that continue on his own productions which have been released via The Magic Movement, a label he co-runs alongside Beju and Circus Varghese.

He welcomes us into a new week with his Pacific Poems mix, a spiritual ride through folk rock and psychedelic singer songwriter cuts, recorded during a sunset Bonjuk Bay beach in South Turkey. Let those worries float away for just a moment and remember, there's only one more week of work until Christmas.

@noema
@the-magic-movement

Noema: The 'Monday Is OK' Mix

i’m looking for the girl in my dreams oh
she was so good to be with
i’m looking through my pictures to feel
as if she wasn’t made in my head
i hope that i can look in her eyes
and lie on the grass or, stare at the sky
cause i’m putting out a message to the girl in my dreams
oh, won’t you come to me
i wonder if the girl in my head, 
exists outside of it   
i’m trying not to go back to sleep
but she’s so hard not to miss
i’ll pour another drink to feel
a little less shit that I’m not with her still
but I guess that I can’t always live inside my dreams
cause that’d be perfect
but i wish you’d come outside
now you’re lost inside my mind
and though I’ll want, you, all, my life
i guess i’ve got, to, leave you behind
i’m looking for the girl in my dreams oh
i’d love to see her again
i know it was a one time thing but
she feels different
i’ve tried it just by closing my eyes
but she wasn’t there and i don’t know why 
so, i’m asking for the girl that was the one in my dream
oh, please fall in love with me.
i wonder if the girl in my dreams, is really out there
i hope she knows i’m talking to her when, i say that i miss her

girl in my dreams

🔸Deep Peace Blessings for my Human Family:  through every wave & process, may we find our way back to center and peace 🔸

🔸This 3rd volume of DEEP peace was born from the following intentional threads ::

// from the fallen ashes & dust of emblazoned forests, cultures, empires & illusions, landing softly with grace and surrender

// from the welcoming floods of grief-ridden releases, revealing the essence of what’s really important, the imprint of impenetrable truth, beauty and love

// from the caverns of confusion—echoing fear and despair—while a single candle is lit, leading us back home to the sacred now, our only knowing

// from the sincerest prayers of our ancestor’s deepest dreams, our lives these living manifestations of these tear-stained prayers

// from the vector of our great souls, whispering to us with signs and reminders: hey you, remember to remember to remember...don't doubt this...you chose to incarnate, this is not an accident or rehearsal...you came to embody into this flesh, to awaken into your full human self, in harmony with the Earth under your toes, the cosmic mystery swirling in your cells, in full alignment, purpose and power…do not doubt this: you are worthy, your life has value & meaning, your birthright is to be free and fluid. remember. this. now.

🔸This mix is for the precious, fragile and illuminous human spirit—for us to find refuge and sanctuary in, no matter how violent the storms become outside of us.

May the tapestry of these frequencies be like a quilt, covering and protecting you, embracing you into deeper peace, trust and surrender with all that is unfolding inside and outside of us.

Music is forever our sacred resource and sanctuary: there to saturate our souls with beauty, hope and refuge.

With deep love to all that is being healed inside our human-family, in honor and connection to all sentient beings…May the hymns of our healing guide us back to what is real and true, that which can never be destroyed...

With deep Love, 
Berlin, December 2020 
Alma ∞ Omega

Thank you Elicia Edijanto for this powerful image


🔸TRACKLIST 🔸
Dawna  🔸Morphine
Ten 🔸Phaleh
Havana  🔸Beautiful Chorus
Cover Me  🔸Bjork Family Tree CD2 {Roots}
Rosa 🔸Rainer Scheurenbrand
Sizwile  🔸SPAZA
 Yuxibu Kaya (Ninawa Pai Da Mata)  🔸 George Barker
Viento de Atacama  🔸 Ayla Schafer
Ever New (Live at Le Guess Who?)  🔸Beverly Glenn-Copeland
Silver Forest Spirits  🔸Flako
Dancing Sun 🔸 Intiche & Siti
Danza de la Pachamama   🔸p.r.​​Λ​.​​Λ​.​h Remix 
Inner Peace   🔸 Beautiful Chorus
Stardust  (End of Time Remix)   🔸Poranguí
We Came and Left  🔸Cedric Vermue
Sou Cantador 🔸 Sage and Sun
Ocean Flow Zither  🔸Laraaji
Sacred Chants of Shiva  🔸Urmila Devi
Hallelujah (Leonard Cohen Cover)   🔸Nessi Gomes
Passaros  🔸Sjamanic
Yellow   🔸Zeb Samuels Feat. MckNasty
All Related (Mose Heartbeat Mix)  🔸Nessi Gomes
Min By   🔸Bugge Wesseltoft
Please Prepare Me  🔸Beautiful Chorus
Lakota Lullaby   🔸Indian Road
Arcturus  🔸Darren Austin Hall 
Gently Floating Towards the Luminosity  🔸Yoyu

🔸In beauty I walk
In beauty I walk

My eyes see beauty
My thoughts find beauty
My feelings rouse beauty
My words name beauty

With beauty above me, I walk
With beauty below me, I walk
With beauty behind me and before me, I walk
With beauty all around me, I walk

Through the returning seasons, I walk in beauty
On the trail blessed with pollen, I walk in beauty
With mist falling and moon rising, I walk in beauty 

It is finished in beauty
It is finished in beauty🔸


—Diné prayer

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DEEP peace 🔸Vol.3 🔸Hymns For Human Healing 🔸

things arent always what they seem

prod. @taylor & @sainttomorrow
backing vocals by saint tomorrow too
a cute one to warm ya up in the winter cold

[STREAMING]

what you mean (p. taylor morgan & saint tomorrow)

Mary's Magnificat. Releasing the demo this year. A friend may cover out next year and do a good job of it!

Magnificat

The Angel came, and sang to her,
Of righteousness and peace on earth,
And all the world will know her baby boy.
The powerful will lose their thrones,	
And he will lift the broken ones,
The suffering, the lonely and the poor.
Quietly she sang along 
Full of hope, she joined the song:
“My soul, magnifies the Lord.”

At his birth, she wept for him,
This little God, this tiny king,
Her tears of joy, this precious baby boy.
His cry rang out, into the night,
She kissed his head, to comfort God,
Carefully she laid her baby down.
Quietly she whispered there,
Full of hope, and loving care,
“My soul, magnifies the Lord.”

Where is he now, the blessed child?
He’s eating bread, he’s running wild,
When he falls, she’s there to lift him up.
He grew into a man, of course, 
He healed the sick, and loved the lost
And prophesied a kingdom drawing near.
Full of faith, full of pride
His mother speaks, now at his side,  
“My soul, magnifies the Lord.”

When he died, she wept for him
Not as a God, or as a king,
Her tears were only for her baby boy.
And though she wept, though she raged,
She gave him up and, in her pain,
She braved the tomb and laid her baby down.
Quietly she whispered there,
Beyond hope, beyond care,
“My soul, magnifies the Lord.”

And when he rose, she wept again,
The garden in Jerusalem,
A reunited mama with her boy.
Mary knows salvations cost,
Redemption born, a mother’s loss,
And once again, she lay her baby down.
Faithfully she sings this song,
Full of hope, she carries on,
“My soul, magnifies the Lord.”

Magificat demo

Made a Christmas song for all my minivans who are alone this Christmas. Love you all so much, you are not alone! <3

@prodbybrody
@sainttomorrow
@twotwntytwo

Lyrics-
My mother said that love is supposed to bring you cheer
so why is it that all your love gives me is tears
and holiday's are hard when you don't have no one to hold
and the ice up on the gutters aren't the only thing that's cold
and I've been in your head and you've been in my heart
so tell me why we can't go back and just restart
if it's something that I said then let me take it back
(I don't want to be apart)

Chrous/
I'm stuck here under mistletoe 
and you're stuck out there in the deep, deep snow
but this time I know you're not coming home
this year I'm spending Christmas alone
I'm stuck where we used to call our home
and he's got you wrapped in his winter coat
and my god I'm sad I just wanna feel whole
this year I'm spending Christmas alone

Two:22-
running out of time, clock is ticking slow
Drunk upon the potion of your antidote
everybody's singing I don't wanna tho
carols and things that I'll never know
and it's so hard to see
with snow falling so heavily
the things that I couldn't be

Chorus/

I'm stuck here under mistletoe 
and you're stuck out there in the deep, deep snow
but this time I know you're not coming home
this year I'm spending Christmas alone
I'm stuck where we used to call our home
and he's got you wrapped in his winter coat
and my god I'm sad I just wanna feel whole
this year I'm spending Christmas alone

this year I'm spending Christmas alone w/ Two:22

this year I'm spending Christmas alone w/ Two:22 (Prod. Brody x Saint Tomorrow)

Other Platforms <3

prod. by @hellahaunted and @sainttomorrow

lyrics
--------
what if i testify against everything that i
have been saying this whole time
cause i’m probably telling lies
what do i do when i
feel like lying down to die
does the dirt eat me alive
do the worms feed off my eyes
open wide for the flies
cause they’re feeding off your spine
crawling up & down in line
like a soldier bound to die
come inside so will i
wipe your feet until they’re dry
wipe the tears out of your eyes
part of me likes when you cry

winter and summer collide
this universe isn’t mine no
we hope this reaches you in time
chaotic but jesus christ you’re beautiful
(x2)

get caught up constantly in life’s residuals
and paint the sky full of agonizing visuals
can’t press rewind when you realize it’s minuscule
so don’t let go it’ll only leave you miserable

the cycle (prod. caspr x saint tomorrow)

Lyrics:
call me hideo kojima cause im always playing games with the big dollars
hit me on the phone wit a burner if you need me holler
messin wit a freak got these females in a leather collar
comin out in droves cause they heard i got the big guala

kick start hearts cause im layin on the big dough
pour that henny all alone im gettin lit tho
fuck fake friends i rather stay inside and live low
stone cold heart but its the best that i can get tho

master of horror, call me shinji mikami
i stepped up to the game might fuck around and make a tsunami
all this fye that i be spit send me a beat i could body
you could see that ima dragon so dont call this a hobby, cause i could murder it

got so many flows you never heard of it, smokin on that gas so i could learn from it,
im permanent
i write some letters just to end up burning it,
i had some feelings im returning it

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

you seen me ball but issa big sell
cause when i close my eyes i see hell
im gettin money if you couldnt tell
im gettin bread with my personnel

late night face time grave sight same time slave mind but im sure itll be alright
smoke right no light no fights sit tight while i think of what of what to say while youre in the sky

cant steal my flow without thinking bout death
embody the void that you feel in your chest
reaper come thru thats an infinite rest
its coming soon based on what ive assessed

am i getting deprecated, everybody medicated
feel it in my stomach so i stayed up late and meditated
dont know if ill make it, but i know that it been long awaited
you could check my verse and see that i aint even motivated

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

i got that big talk but it dont mean nothing yo
i got these kids out there tryna be cop the flow
and i could set it up it drop like dominos
cause im the illest im the realest you prolly know

been on that grind day by day but you aint showed up
you get to talkin lil bro but you aint glowed up
and now im icy im cold and my heart snowed up
dont even talk to me bitch cause i done grown up

Grownup

grownup

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
i said slowly follow me until we're dead
i said solely you're the one who's in my head
sip slowly numb away the pain instead
cause i dont breathe when im all alone in bed
count your heart beats to help me rest
sync breaths feel your back press against my chest
its all us babe no swear i won't contest
feel your fingers on my face swear i cant forget

no i cant forget
i see your face in the mirrors i try to catch my breath
i know we're oceans away but i swear i try my best
your silhouette in the rain, my heart pounds out my chest

i said slowly follow me until we're dead
i said solely you're the one who's in my head
sip slowly numb away the pain instead
cause i dont breathe when im all alone in bed
count your heart beats to help me rest
sync breaths feel your back press against my chest
its all us babe no swear i won't contest
feel your fingers on my face swear i cant forget