About Trust - (Concept Demo Snippet)

Gossip! Concept Demo
From The Boys Club EP - 03.23

Gossip! (Laptop Concept Demo) - (Snippet)

GOSSIP!
from The Boys Club - EP
out on 23.03.23

Gossip! - (Visualizer Video Mix)

STRANGER DANGER (Snippet)

STRANGER DANGER

written & produced by me

V1
"Always been this way
Just sit right there cause you're the man and
What a fucking mess
She made out there with that short dress, right?
Why the second guess
Not matter what she will mean yes
Cause why would they say no
To such a priceless gift?
PRE-1
I couldn't be more proud
You proven that you're loyal
When you said you never saw
All that nasty outcome"

CHORUS
What a fucking mess
"Greetings from the boys club"
What it's left to say?
"Did it for the boys club"

V2
Keep your drinks to yourself
Being soft can wreck a nerve
A little muscle and no brain  
And a small talk can lead to pain
But when they poured that drink
Onto his shirt it was the end
Cause boys who play with toys
Now they have to pay
PRE - 2
But nothing ever dies
In dad's expensive car
If anybody asks
Just say he couldn't handle tough 

CHORUS 2
What a fucking mess
"Greetings from the boys club"
The damage has been made
And the silence it's too loud now
But that's so fucking gay, right?
Caring for someone that's not a man
And what you'll mother say?
My boy won't ever act that way?
POST CHORUS
Nothing stays the same
Greetings from the boys club
What is left to say?
"Did it for the boys club"

BRIDGE
Just cause you can't get laid
Doesn't make you less of a man
Just cause you can't get laid
It doesn't mean we have to pay

The Boys Club

written & produced by me

LYRICS
VERSE 1

A tale as old as time
2 wrongs, that could never made a right
It's in these kind of days you love to run 
outside, but that's not fun I'm numb
What's life
I know just what you've got 
underneath that smile
It's wholesome how you turn-
ed me into a star
Just to lift up, your name but now
I'm spiriling out, I'm tired, I'm fed up 


CHORUS:
From the nowhere pouring like summer rain
All of the words that I had to let go
Breathing on my neck again that feeling
Wish i could go back to- i wish that- oh no -
Experience never taught me how to deal
With the guilt, but at least now I'm sure
I've lost my desire to feel understood
I feel I'm at the calm right Before the - storm

VERSE 2
A tale as old as time
If you patiently wait, good things arrive
It's been a thousand years, we're still alike
So who is it to blame?, you say we're fine
I want to be held by your arms
I wanted to feel safe at your sight
So why you have to wait until I'm mad
To go and treat me right
I'd rather die silent but


BRIDGE:
Am I being eaten alive by my pride that's why i stay
Silent?, but I'm far from the start, don't even ask how I've been

Before The Storm

written & produced by me

LYRICS:

VERSE 1:
I can't escape, and
I'm tucked on a dead bed
That's full of thoughts of you, but I
I feel at unease, cause i cannot predict
How long you'll stay in my life
I'm killing the happy story i write down,
in a minute you'll be gone for life
It's killing me softly, causing that my blood
Steams, why you're safe till my head tells me you're not?
PRE-CHORUS 1:
I have to trust you after all
Cause i can't blame you for what you're not
Would you catch me everytime i fall?
It's not Enough

CHORUS:
Said it was okay, wasn't what I meant and
It's clear in my face everytime, you still
Try to reach my hand, i just can't let you in
Told myself i can't go back ever again
POST CHORUS 1:
I can't escape from the place that I'm in
And going nowhere won't erase what i did
I'm stagnant, and can't make up for it
I'm everything i hate in life?

VERSE 2:
Every now and then
I crave to stay
but when I'm homebound is it that I'm lost 
I don't know if it's my instinct or my insecure thinking
That pushes me from you and this life
PRE-CHORUS 2:
Been this way, i guess
Can't blame you for what I've been
I'm looking down for something 
Not knowing what I crave
Comfortably numb while i wait, to see the light of day
I'm focused now in every chore
So i can shut down every thought

CHORUS 2:
It's dragging me all over the floor
a bit too far
A bit too much
Said it was okay, wasn't what I meant
And now i can't go back ever again

POST-CHORUS/BRIDGE:
I can't escape from the place that I'm in
And going nowhere won't erase all the shame
Had a lot to say, chose to stay silent
When i was pleased it was a lie
Right round the bend
Our ride ends within
And I stood in my place with your mixed messages, 
I made up in my brain all the ways that i hope could explain
Why is it that again
I'm at fault, about trust...

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