original - https://soundcloud.com/khujaen/shadows

i told you leave me alone, lone
i told you leave me alone, i cannot leave you alone
i want you so fucking more

and when we apart, i want you more
you came wit a sword, and tore me apart
can't be in the house, i go to the park
smoke me a blunt, i dance in the dark

dark, dark darkness
don't even know how to process this
don't even know how to process

breathe in all yo energy but i'm dying cause its toxic
i fill your heart wit these melodies but you fill my heart wit this nonsense

all these excuses that you putting on me
dont you put it on me dont you put it on me dont you put it on me
dont you put it on me dont you put it on me dont you put it on me
dont you put it on me dont you put it on me dont you put it on me

tore me apart (prod. killua55)

i hate love
i hate love
it's just pull & tug

said you like that chase
i'm too available for you
you just growing sick of me
toy with me just like a game
that i hate, that i hate

so, this ain't love, no this ain't
so, this ain't love, no this ain't
this ain't love

that was me really giving a fuck
anxious thoughts got me missing your touch
that was me really giving a fuck
but then you lucked out, you lost that side of me
but then you switched your, switched your side
anxious thoughts got me missing your touch

i hate love
it's just pull & tug
said you like that chase
i'm too available for you
you just growing sick of me
toy with me just like a game
that i hate, that i hate

so, this ain't love, no this ain't
so, this ain't love, no this ain't
this ain't love

this ain't love (prod. 308)

this song is about the feeling of love being compared a game, in which the lover realizes that there is no winning. 

after multiple failures with romance, the lover begins to question if this idea of "love" is ever obtainable, & in turn, slowly gives up on it.

love is a losing game (prod. wiley)

you still think i care about all them hoes?
i cant have no feelings for no twitter hoe, i want you
got me spinning all around like vertigo

want no ig hoes, i want you
just take off yo clothes i'm coming through
i know you been thru hell in the past
i know you just want to go, baby don't put me through that

they tryna tell me who i should be
fake niggas around me i can't go there
i just want your love in a cup
mix it wit a bean & go nowhere

i can't have no fans, i want you
just want you, just want you

you still think i care about all them hoes?
i cant have no feelings for no twitter hoe, i want you
got me spinning all around like vertigo

want no ig hoes, i want you
just take off yo clothes i'm coming through
i know you been thru hell in the past
i know you just want to go, baby don't put me through that

twittr ho (prod. nephminaj)

i've been on the run
i've been on the run, peace out

bleed from my arms, cause these thorns poking my skin
& you fill me with a grin
& im missing what it's been 
& im hoping we could end it all
now i know what it is

call me when he's hurting you, when your patience grows thin
i just can't stand watching you, this jealousy is a sin
call me when you missing me, but only if you mean it
lust filling you up, but what is sex with no meaning?

your acts show you love us, but i can't process your treason
people change like the seasons, said my love for you had you geeking
heart throb, now you bleeding
told you i could clean you up, but I guess you stopped believing; leaving
I guess you stopped
said my love for you had you geeking

I was hoping that you'd stay, stay hoping that we could
come together & we could link up
I've been on the run, peace out
I was hoping that you'd stay, stay hoping we could love
stay hoping we could love

I was hoping that you'd stay, stay hoping that we could
stay hoping we could link up, I've been on the run, peace out
stay hoping we could love, &, & link up
come together & just link up
I've been on the run, we could love

hoping, we could love
I've been on the run so
I was hoping that
stay hoping that we could link up

peace out (prod. killua55)

visualizer: https://youtu.be/Yzqr7ZbbTbA

you so deceitful, but you want to hit me up
calling my phone, telling me that you're scared to be alone

you tried to tell me all of the shit that we did?
you tried to tell me all of the shit that we did?

ain't mean nothing to you all of a sudden?
ain't mean nothing to you all of a sudden?

doing all them bad things said you wouldn't
doing all them bad things said you wouldn't
doing all them bad things said you wouldn't
doing all them bad things said you wouldn't
doing all them bad things said you wouldn't

you tried to tell me all of the shit that we did?
you tried to tell me all of the shit that we did?

about you, about you, about you
but you wanna go, telling me, calling my phone
talking about you need some help, telling me that you scared to be alone 
about you, about you, about you
about you, about you, about you

ways you try to control me
ways you try to manipulate the situation, and it fucking shows
you just like my attention & it shows
i cried to my bros about you
i cried to all my bros
cried to my bros about you
about you, about you, about you, about you, about you, about you
you so deceitful, thinking that i love you, baby you so

ain't mean nothing to you all of a sudden?
ain't mean nothing to you all of a sudden?

doing all them bad things said you wouldn't
doing all them bad things said you wouldn't
doing all them bad things said you wouldn't
doing all them bad things said you wouldn't
doing all them bad things said you wouldn't

you so deceitful, thing is that i love you baby you so
you so deceitful, thing is that i love you baby you so
you so deceitful, thing is that i love you baby you so

deceitful (prod. 4_head)

psy·cho/ˈsīkō/

this shit ain't working, no it ain't it, no it ain't it, no 
are you delusional? or do you know what you do to me? 
what you do to me?

this shit ain't working, no it ain't it, no it ain't it, no it ain't, no
this shit ain't working, it's toxic, toxic
so it ain't it, no it ain't it, no it ain't working

you unblock me 
so i unblock you, go back to this damn cycle
i think i'm dealing with a psycho 
baby girl, we so stuck up in this cycle 
fight & then you ride me into siko's paths
sometimes i can't even cry bro
save me, you need a fucking bible

but you hurting, this shit ain't working, no it ain't it, no it ain't it, no
are you delusional, or do you know, do you know, do you know?
what you do to me?
what you do to me?

i think i'm dealing with a psycho 
we so stuck up in this cycle
i think i'm dealing with a cycle
i think i'm dealing with a psy-

ˈsīkō (prod. sh1nky)

gone (prod. seye x khujaen)

love that you can't even handle
burning my heart open just like a candle
said that you want my love but you can't even handle it

i must be a feen, feen, feen for love
feen for drugs, feen for love, feen for dopamine
if i was me, i'm laundry, unfolding me
baby please, baby please, i'm begging please
show me life, show me signs that you fuck with me

said that you want my love that you can't even handle
burning my heart open just like a candle
said that you want my love but you can't even-, can't even handle it

said that you want my love but you can't even handle it
said that you want my love, said that you want my love
can't even-, said that you want my love

candle (prod. sh1nky)

i heard a story that, grief is just love when it don't got nowhere to go
i'm so sorry that, i couldn't be there for you, don't want you on your own
i heard a story that 

that one day
we wouldn't be okay, we wouldn't be okay
we wanna be okay, i wanna be o-

i had a heart so big, the world couldn't handle it 
i had a love so strong, your mind couldn't fathom it 
i had a bitch so bad but she could be badder though 
you could do better though, oh

enough about me, enough about you, enough about us 
enough about love, enough about grief, enough about trust 
you could do better

trust, you could do better
you could do better though
enough about trust
you could do better though
you could do better though, oh

how much i love you
how much i love you

i heard a story that, grief is just love when it don't got nowhere to go
i'm so sorry that, i couldn't be there for you, don't want you on your own
i heard a story that one day
i couldn't be there for you, don't want you on your own
i couldn't be there for you, don't want you on your own

grief is just love with nowhere to go (prod. sh1nky)

i keep the hope up, so i gotta hold up on you
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
yeah, hello? yeah, hello? hello? hello?

i've been ringing your phone
i've been ringing that-
i've been ringing that-
i'm just tryna let you know that
hello?

all these angels up above, all these angels up above, they know the real
all these angels up above, all these angels up above, they know the real

but i can't live in the past, nah
why would i do that?
i got so much coming in, my pissy, pissy brat
hurt my mental, but you really not that bad
glue & legos, they fall apart but we intact

i got your back, i got your back
hello? bae, bae
pull up, pull up, pull up, pull up
hello? hello? hello? hello? hello? hello? hola

yeah, hold up
yeah, hello?
yeah, hello? hello? hello?

i've been ringing your phone
i've been ringing that phone
i've been ringing that phone

i'm just tryna let you know that
miss when you'd throw it back, back, back, back
but i can't live in the past, nah
you can't save me, you can't 
yeah, hello?

all these comments on my lifestyle, this shit get depressing
we lost the path, so many times, so we had to cope (in drugs)
murder she wrote, my brother's keeper, i keep the hope up
i keep the hope up, so i gotta hold up on you

pissy, pissy brat
hurt my mental, but you really not that bad
yeah, hello? hello? 
yeah, hello? hello?

pissy brat (prod. baalbad)

the sun
it envelops me whole
while surrounding my soul
and i cant
wade out
 
the moon
it shines through the blinds
reminds me of times
but i cant
see out
 
the stars
stuck in the sky
telling a lie
that i cant
figure out

tore me apart (prod. killua55)

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