bro left for a month and came back with heat, i genuinely love this sm

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon & anji
mastering by crayon

what would it take for you to put your trust in me
i've been thinking a lot
it makes it hard to breathe
what would it take for you to come back to me
the way you live in my mind
it makes it hard to sleep
don't make it harder for me
you swear that i'm all you need
i see you falling for me
and i can't stand when you speak
if you hate me then leave x3

i knew what you wanted from the start
go ahead and go
go ahead and go
was it something that happened the other night
if you hate me then leave
if you hate me then leave
you keep lying to me
its getting harder to breathe
there's too much blood on the leaves
if you hate me then leave

crayon - hate me w anji

wifiskeleton - adelaide

I just wish we could be together more
If we're not then what else do I do
Of course I feel lonely
I don't want to make you feel bad
But I really do wait so much
Just for then understand you've got better things to do

w i s h t h a t i d i d

loser isn’t an emotion

great for you (w/ letdownloser) [prod. bowsa]

cover of i miss u and im at this point in my life

its our last dance so please come back

lyrics:
every time i feel like 
i'm getting over you 
you pop back in my 
don't know what to do or say
oh god you're haunting me
and i wish you were dead
you're in my head
in my head 
i wish you were dead

idk what im doing anymore

ugly asf and forevor alone

i swear

I just need a fucking break
I won't ever get no fame
Keep lying to my face 
Imma drive into a lake

Got a pistol in my lap
And it doesn't even shoot
I just need a fucking bat
And they'll be blood on my shoes

Everydays the same shit
Like im stuck in a loop
When i get up in the morning
All i do is fucking goon

Do you wanna text back
Cuz my texts arent blue
Could you maybe call back
Cuz I hear the voicemail too

I be playing rainbow six
Even though im so shit
Imma play black souls
Cuz that games fuckin lit

And if i wanna watch porn
Then i'll make anotha slit
Cuz i hate that shit
yeah i hate that shit

black soulz

“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. Website: tomeofstars.net

The opening section of “Tome of Stars”, titled “Item 1: Anthesis”, comprises 21 poems that chronicle the emergence and flowering of a romantic relationship, structured around the botanical metaphor of anthesis, the period during which a flower blooms. 

“Kiss” closely mirrors "Synesthesia", more directly interrogating in verse the inadequacy of verse, considering the failure of poetic and lyrical traditions to adequately capture the transformative and overwhelming experience of the beloved. This time it is not her "twilight tapestry of hair", but the transformative experience of her kiss. The poem critiques conventional artistic attempts such as sonnets, ballads, and drama for being hollow or misguided when compared to the profound, lived experience of a single moment of physical intimacy. As with "Synesthesia", this sonnet layers multiple sensory registers, but it does so with a more pointed frustration at artistic insufficiency. The central kiss is presented as both a carnal and a metaphysical event that reorders perception and collapses distinctions between body, cosmos, and spirit. In the end, the poet is left speechless, gesturing only at an unnamed heaven born from this act.

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Lyrics

Dry husks of sonnets stutter vapid rhyme,
While honeyed ballads drone discord undue.
Blind actors fumble gestures meant sublime,
Insult a touch that makes one soul of two.

I’ve swilled renewal in spring’s blossomed breeze,
Smelled the sauce of summer on my tongue,
Caressed steamed symphonies of winter’s seas,
Heard achings of prismatic pelts fall flung.

But brush your lips? Remake creation’s face.
To breathe your breath transforms my faculties:
Your spice, the cosmic essence soused with taste,
My mouth bewitched with flavor, passion teased.

Our bond transcends the starsong gods enflamed—
A heaven birthed for which I know no name. 

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

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