Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

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//いいんだよ//

sample is be kind by alex g

no amount of words could ever express my love for you guys. thank you so fucking much for every single comment, like, conversation, etc. i live for this music & to know i've got that much support behind me is insane. you blow my mind. i love you guys.

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https://genius.com/guardin-take-away-the-pain-lyrics

lyrics

take away the pain

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//私の時間は終わった//

doormat

9TAILS - Ill Try To Explain

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

iTunes

Ouse - Psycho

night

I See Your Ghost When I'm Alone (Feat. Powfu) [Prod. Tundra]

Beat prod by me

Lyrics:

can you stop 
and i can see your ghost now
wanna to go up
but all i do is go down
let's get drunk
but i dont wanna lose it all
no more fun
everything will fade to dark

if i ever lose some more
then i will have to loose it all
so if you see me close the door
you know we have to go so far

but how would you understand
you got everything that i dont have
feeling cant comprehend
all the pain and just to get me back

can you stop 
and i can see your ghost now
wanna to go up
but all i do is go down
let's get drunk
but i dont wanna lose it all
no more fun
everything will fade to dark

-----Icelandic-----
en ég held samt áfram
sárt að vera ungur en ég veit hvað þá þarf
hvert sár að ángra
þótt 17 ára

þeir kalla alltaf en fynn þa ekki í mér
stjörnurnar þær dansa hver i andskotanum býr hér
drekk úr sama brunni og ég drukna
dett í hug alltaf flugi
sé samt aldrei aftan að þegar ég sní mér við
-----Icelandic-----

can you stop 
and i can see your ghost now
wanna to go up
but all i do is go down
let's get drunk
but i dont wanna lose it all
no more fun
everything will fade to dark

everything will fade
everything will fade
keep it so close now
every single day

try to be the  best
or try to be the same
live breath and love but
everything will fade

everything will fade...

Solitude

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

ready set go (prod. hateful)

Lyrics:

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?
(do you care)

Hiding my pain
there's poison in my veins
going insane
the lack of You is driving me crazy

don't know what i'm saying
there's nothing there that you're saving
and you know that i'm praying 
i can't feel the rain

Pop another "X" pill
always aim for the kill
i don't know what i feel
am i dreaming or real?

Up for you to decide
am i dead or alive?
wanna come for the ride?
i little pain on the side

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?

I still really want what we both had
writing all our stories in my note pad
had you in my sights but i missed it
i'm an odd number i'm a misfit

I wan't some real friends that don't stab my back
getting sick of fakes and the heart attacks
my life, always filled with hurt
why do i always get what i don't deserve

i've been acting up on my mood swings
aint feeling shit no toothaches
you're my weakness like fruitcake
i might dip this place to a new state

keep on eating fast food it feels like i'm starving
lately i've been messed up, I don't feel my heart beat
you said i don't try but try, my heart
left an indent like a sharkbite mark

when you coming back? 
'cause i need you
slowly i'm desolving
like i'm see through

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?

Lovemark (feat. Powfu)

prod by me :)
featuring https://soundcloud.com/powfu

Another Love Song (Feat. Powfu)

A little edit of @Powfu 's music "Her ocean eyes"
Go check his work.

Powfu - Her Ocean Eyes (Freepublik Edit)

Prod. by me

Lyrics:

give me a reason
to stay with you again
you told me last time
that i was not your friend

and i regretfully 
told you all my sins
you listened carefully
and made the pain begin

and thus i start
to play my part
i just wanna prove
i can get this far

i let my heart
get into your arms
biggest mistake
into space with the stars

i put it back in a cell
back of the mind 
with everything else

and i keep running around
with the house on fire
'cause the sound is so loud

away, away
to where? you know
away, away
into space we go

untill i found you
i will go home soon
i can't stay up this long
if you're not listening too

after i feel like a fool
you gave me something new,
you gave me something new
to look forward to

gefðu mér samband
ég vill vera hjá þér
ég hugsa ekki áfram 
veit ekki hvar ég er

vonandi kemst ég
aftur heim
er úppi í skíjunum
og stefni út í geim

en ég finn,
mig alltaf nálægt þér
þó að ég viti ekki neitt
það gerist af sjálfum sér

þar líður mér vel
það er eins og það er
í návist þinni
fer ég ekki fet

pop it like champagne
maybe you are the end game
we can co-op the campaign
make up a handshake
where we dont need to explain
i know but i cant say
and its late
and you're so far away
you move slower in the day

Spaceman

Don't Cry (feat. SuperDuperWavey, Cortez & NVRMNDFRVR)[prod. whereareyouian]

lyrics
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is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
he's a cunt he's an asshole
is she fine without him
is her mind in a black hole
does this night ever end
are we locked in a capsule

sorry that we're doomed
i guess this is truce
crying at the crib on a friday afternoon
this is how i live spent the day up in my room
made a couple bucks imma dip & get some food
and maybe get some shoes
the max's lookin' smooth
the loud pack smacks & my snacks all chewed
teeth all dead cause my sugar hit the root
if she don't text back she gon have to get the boot
and imma get my move on i ain't even trip
fucked up on a sunday mondays lookin lit
got twenty eight grams and a bottle of some shit
sip henny with the boys at the hotel on the 6th
i've got plans baby do not intervene
yeah i wanted this forever but you decided to leave
so i'll rewrite the script got sagas to complete
try to hit me with i miss you like what the fuck you mean

from the way that she moves you can tell she's a cyclone
and she's back once again it's a hell of a cycle
with that look in her eyes you must tell yourself i know
this is only a test and you must remain vital

is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
she's a cunt she's an asshole

follow 93feetofsmoke

i wonder (prod. 93feetofsmoke)

Stream this on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7BdlyzVvOqmwPH9dYtZfsx?si=LZrEShAqSpmw0Z2TehbxfQ

Play this on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n78Gg6_zEQg

Dead Eyes

Powfu & Promoting Sounds - dead eyes (ft. Ouse)

prod. by NiNETY8 but the melody in the end was made by me :)

Lyrics:

I've been feeling let down
Hating myself
Now you see my playing
So why help?
I try to keep my head out
of this hell
I can hear what you saying
Just not well

'cause in my head
It's all just words 
they dont make sense
But they still hurt
Im playin dead now
How does it work
I need you to go
'cause you make it worse

I dont ever wanna fall in love again
'cause it hurts too much
And i can't forget
Sometimes getting high
Makes it better
But in the end 
It doesn't really matter

Break hearts, break bones
I love to hate you when i'm alone
Hate it's my fault
But how could i have ever known

I hate myself
The way I am right now
You made me feel
Like i was changing
Im still waiting

(CHORUS)

Guess i'm cruising
On my own for now
I’ll find my way back home
And out
Again, again.

And to be honest
I'm better off like this
My pain’s in vein
'cause i cant resist
Like magic pulling
me into this

(PRE-CHORUS)

(CHORUS)

(OUTRO)

You Make It Worse (Prod. NiNETY8)

this is a continuation of my song car ride. enjoy.

Lyrics:
I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I wonder what’s like to drink and smoke cigars
Or pass out in the grass on a strangers yard
Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars

I wonder what’s it like to give someone my heart
In fear that person could just tear it all apart
I wonder if Ill ever really come apart 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over 

I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over

M

yimp yoi