casperrr playlist (sad)

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even lie 
everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

walk straight 
be okay 
can't breathe
beat my cheast like an ape 
nobody cares about love nowadays
nobody wants to stay home feel safe
i've been locked in my room for days
can't leave cuz im sick n thats ok
but no1 called me to check on my pain
nobody called me to check on my brain 

breakdown, breakdown, breakdown again
i'm fucked up fucked up fucked up in the head 
i live like every1 else is dead 
i'm done, so done, fucking done with this mess

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

so as long as im breathing
ill keep on walkin this path
with the souls who deceived me 
but gave me feet to feel the grass
always alone but still with company
spread only love but fight angrily
knowing who watches over me 
i'll always be safe, surely

evrybody's saying dumb shit (hero&emptychest)

(casperrr)
look at the place im in 
notice the pain i feel 
sometimes i wish u were here
so i could have u close 2 me 

look at the way i live
notice the way i bleed
i hide my scars under   sleeves
but i always have blades close 2 me

(self harming i'm addicted to pain
blood flowing down the drain 
u fucked up my whole brain 
cause i still want u to have my last name)~

(skele)
what does it feel like to wake up with closure
drinking alone i've been drunk since october
hoping for change told my mom i'd get sober
blood from my veins ill bleed till it's over
and im so scared that i cant fix the breaks u made
and it's not fair cause i'd be fine if u just stayed
sometimes i wish u were just so i could get sum fucking sleep
sometimes i wish u were baby you are everything i need

(casperrr)
look at the place im in 
notice the pain i feel 
sometimes i wish u were here
so i could have u close 2 me 

look at the way i live
notice the way i bleed
i hide my scars under   sleeves
but i always have blades close 2 me (2x)

look at the place i'm in w/skele (pekarot)

she told me to kill myself
and to throw all my songs away
how did we end up in this mess
we were fine just yesterday

miss the old look in your eyes
it made all my pain subside
nowadays u've scars on ur thighs
and u spend most of ur time high 

i know it hurts when u feel alone
but all you need is a little love 
i know it hurts when u feel alone
the feeling comes but it goes

i miss your hands grabbing mine 
when u felt like u're gonna cry
nowadays all u do is lie
and make me wanna die 

midwest emo love 
u push and i pull
im scarred and u cut
ur toxic and im the fool

i know it hurts when u feel alone
but all you need is a little love 
i know it hurts when u feel alone
the feeling comes but it goes

she told me to kill myself
and to throw all my songs away
how did we end up in this mess
we were fine just yesterday

miss the old look in your eyes
it made all my pain subside
nowadays u've scars on ur thighs
and u spend most of ur time high

midwest emo love (dead yami)

watch the leaves fall on my legs 
as i wait and let the time pass
seasons go my life's still a mess
why did i put my life in both ur hands?

fading away disappearing fast
all of ur love for me like a crash
why did this happen is this a test?
i hate u for making me hate myself

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day
im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

don't even bother callin my phone
i changed my number and im goin ghost
i hate the life and the way it goes
im well today but tomorrow nobody knows
different drinks, cigs and a bloody nose
that's the way the sad ones roll
losing track, of how many tracks, 
i pulled of doing song after song
song after song
tens in a row 
and im losing control
losing compusure 
destroying my soul
im just hopin that in peace i will go 
cuz~

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

cutting my wrists, breaking my bones (young taylor)

watch me, get tore apart more everyday
baby, wish you'd really love me like u say
lately, i been feelin you fade away
slowly, but i know i'll lose you anyway
watch me, get tore apart more everyday
baby, wish you'd really love me like u say
lately, i been feelin you fade away
slowly, but i know i'll lose you anyway    

(all that u do 4 me, is it pitty or love?
the things you say 2 me, do they come from the heart?
have i been a waste of life right from the start
cause im feeling lost, i needa sit down n talk)

i only have u left i don't know what to do 
don't know how to act, defense or attack
i just can't lose you
don't know what to say are things okay 
are you also confused?~
need something to see, something to touch 
or ill lose myself soon

down a spiral of hate, back to the blades
touching my skin,
im losing my faith, in need of a change 
the bloods runnin thin
nothings feelin great, and when you say 
u love me idk whatchu mean 
ill go back to my room and the drugs i consume
and keep doing my thing 

watch me, get tore apart more everyday
baby, wish you'd really love me like u say
lately, i been feelin you fade away
slowly, but i know i'll lose you anyway  
watch me, get tore apart more everyday
baby, wish you'd really love me like u say
lately, i been feelin you fade away
slowly, but i know i'll lose you anyway

watch me. (michael harrison)

casperrr playlist (sad)

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