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https://soundcloud.com/heroesings

Stream on Spotify - https://sptfy.com/myheartisbleeding

Lyrics:
Forgive me
My heart is bleeding
Please make it stop
That's all I ask

Wait wait, please don't leave, 
wait wait, please don't leave wait wait
you're all I have

Wait wait, please don't leave, 
wait wait, please don't leave wait wait
you're all I have, you're all I have

Forgive me
My heart is bleeding
Please make it stop
That's all I ask

Wait wait, please don't leave, 
wait wait, please don't leave wait wait
you're all I have

Wait wait, please don't leave, 
wait wait, please don't leave wait wait
you're all I have, you're all I have

Forgive me
My heart is bleeding
Please make it stop
That's all I ask
Forgive me
My heart is bleeding
Please make it stop

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Heroe & the bootleg boy - my heart is bleeding

hope you enjoy, or something <3 :")
prod. @user-230494921 <3

𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸, 
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘶𝘮𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘵.
𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦, 
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦.

(2x)
down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
if i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
if i'm meaning what i preach
would my god even care?

she said i'm "hella right"
everything i say past three is hella right
and the night time 
welcomes me with open arms to tight bind
bright lights; everybody trusts it
i don't trust it at all
i'm terrified right now
wish i could give you a call :(

i overthink and scrap everything
i'm trapped behind these bars
that you could never see
a majority of the time
i'm disgusted by the industry
but if it's okay with you
then it's okay with me aswell

as the essence surrounds me 
and corrupts my soul
what a blinding gaze
i wish i could break it's hold
as i'm marching through a land
that is unknownst to me
i've only seen it inside of my dreams

(2x)
down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
if i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
if i'm meaning what i preach
would my god even care?

purple fingers
makes these feelings linger
been staring into empty space
for way too long
caught up on what is "right"
and what is "wrong"

i thought about her
again, last night
again (3x)
last night

these thoughts give me dopa- 
dopamine
as long as i believe they're real

it always comes back to this...

would my god even care [prod. 4lexf]

(casperrr)
look at the place im in 
notice the pain i feel 
sometimes i wish u were here
so i could have u close 2 me 

look at the way i live
notice the way i bleed
i hide my scars under   sleeves
but i always have blades close 2 me

(self harming i'm addicted to pain
blood flowing down the drain 
u fucked up my whole brain 
cause i still want u to have my last name)~

(skele)
what does it feel like to wake up with closure
drinking alone i've been drunk since october
hoping for change told my mom i'd get sober
blood from my veins ill bleed till it's over
and im so scared that i cant fix the breaks u made
and it's not fair cause i'd be fine if u just stayed
sometimes i wish u were just so i could get sum fucking sleep
sometimes i wish u were baby you are everything i need

(casperrr)
look at the place im in 
notice the pain i feel 
sometimes i wish u were here
so i could have u close 2 me 

look at the way i live
notice the way i bleed
i hide my scars under   sleeves
but i always have blades close 2 me (2x)

look at the place i'm in w/skele (pekarot)

Artists
@mookigang
@slmnmore

Lyrics
What if it doesn’t get better with time and I’m still alone?
If I never learn how to swim will I sink on my own?

It’s calm in the deep
Push my feelings beneath my skin
This armor these walls
I’ve built up around me to keep them in
Is shattered like glass I’m trying hard not to ask

What if it doesn’t get better?

What if it doesn’t get better with time and I’m still alone?
If I never learn how to swim will I sink on my own?

What if it doesn’t get better with time and I’m still alone?
If I never learn how to swim will I sink on my own?

Mookigang & slmnMORE - what if it doesn't get better?

Daylight

hold me like this one will be the last time 

prod: michael harrison and gavin hadley 
master: @onlyfriendyeah

i took a trip out to vegas 
and you had lost your wallet 
i think we both tried to save it 
i think i knew i can't stop it 
cause baby we were breaking 
so many cracks spread without 
and by the time that it had split 
we had planned out a house 

i can't love you enough 
i'll try my best till it's done
baby you're all that i want 
i wish you'd tell me that once

i'd give up everything i have to fix the things ruined
but i just can't make myself put my heart through it 

i don't want it to stop 
i can't feel it all 
i don't want you gone 
i ran right through the wall

tell me everything
you want it too
i can't be your rendezvous
even if i tried 
i couldn't even if i wanted to
i always lose 
it's the truth 

i don't think that we can try again
now there's no me without you 
and baby i know that you lied again 
cause that's just what we do 
tell me that everything will be alright 
hold me like this one will be the last time 
kiss me so softly, i'll cry the whole night
grab on my body and look in my eyes 
look in my eyes

i can't love you enough 
i'll try my best till it's done 
(did i say too much, did i say too much?)
baby you're all that i want 
i wish you'd tell me that once

icantloveyouenough

watch the leaves fall on my legs 
as i wait and let the time pass
seasons go my life's still a mess
why did i put my life in both ur hands?

fading away disappearing fast
all of ur love for me like a crash
why did this happen is this a test?
i hate u for making me hate myself

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day
im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

don't even bother callin my phone
i changed my number and im goin ghost
i hate the life and the way it goes
im well today but tomorrow nobody knows
different drinks, cigs and a bloody nose
that's the way the sad ones roll
losing track, of how many tracks, 
i pulled of doing song after song
song after song
tens in a row 
and im losing control
losing compusure 
destroying my soul
im just hopin that in peace i will go 
cuz~

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

cutting my wrists, breaking my bones (young taylor)

Lyrics:

I just wanna go and fall asleep, I hope I never wake up
You just wanna go and follow me but all we do is make love
I just wanna go and rest my head until my final days up
You just wanna go and haunt my dreams, I hope we never make up

It was always fake love so don't you play dumb
I'm lost and anxious, our time awaits us
An hour later when we'll succumb
Can't resist now our time is up

And the knife in my backs the only weapon I need
And when it all fades to black I'll look at you as I weep

I just wanna go and fall asleep, I hope I never wake up
You just wanna go and follow me but all we do is make love
I just wanna go and rest my head until my final days up
You just wanna go and haunt my dreams, I hope we never make up

i hope i never wake up w/ the bootleg boy

LYRICS:
I try my best but it’s never enough
I parallel peers and stare in disgust
And over these years I hate who I was
I look in the mirror who have I become
I tailor my image to someone I lust
I burry my pride in someone I trust
Just look in these eyes and tell me I'm loved
Cause I can feel I never hear it enough
Tear myself down every moment I'm given
Would anyone notice if I turned up missing?
I fell off the face of the earth, would legacy burn?
Would anybody care to listen?
I need a mission, I need a purpose
I need the drive to tell me I'm worth it
I need a person to stand in my corner to work with
I don't need to be perfect

I’ll just stay in my loneliness
In my bed you see only lonely things

I never want to be famous
And I hate the pictures I painted
I drew in the lines and I made it
Strip all of my numbers I'm naked
I bottle my image in wine till I bleed through the page that I'm dying inside
If I pen all my problems in nursery rhymes I can leave you a legacy after I die
Did I try, or never enough?
I wear a disguise and call it a bluff
At the end of my life will I lay in a tub
With a pool full of blood and a half-empty cup
And were you surprised or wishing me luck?
I bleed for reach it's out of touch
I spent all this time and never arrived
If I were to die would you give a-

never enough [The Bootleg boy X po9t]

Vocals & Production By Lund.
Art: @apelure_art on Instagram

Lyrics:

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

look me In the eyes
tell me you don’t love me anymore
something missing girl its different 
every day we drift apart 
felt the distance tried to ask you 
all the questions of my heart
ain’t the same inside your arms 
now I’m walking through the 
darkest place I’ve been
was reaching out to you
heart shattered within 
nothing left to do

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

box full of letters 
filled with promises broke
baby you’re the one that changed
no more x’s & o’s
hard to find a way
when your shoulders so cold
heart to fragile gotta let you go

I’m done 
playing all these games with you
It’s all lies same shit different day no use
I’m gone you were a piece of me 
something to lose so easily

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

Torn

left here to drown w/valera (love, matt)

Overthinking pt 4

Apple Music - music.apple.com/us/artist/ollie/1325387508

Produced by RRAREBEAR
Mix & Master by Jay Kurzweil

- Ollie -
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Fingers Crossed

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Ollie - Fingers Crossed

lyrics:

generations upon generations of the lezoryth have sat atop the sociopolitical ladders of their respective era, and many believe it is not just for their genetically predisposed inclination to starting profitable business, but something much darker. What follows are journal scrapings of the last lezoryth house employee to have disappeared on family property. And if what is said is the truth, Then the lezoryth bloodline must be purged.

Cracks in this ceiling turn golden with UV
The walls will dilapidate slowly onto me
Im scared
I wait for sunlight to go away
Till then I live as a stow away
I hope this bucket can last me to morning
Beside what im eating there’s nothing important here
This windows will burn me like ever clear
In truth I have only gained more to fear
As I fast emaciate here on linoleum
I wonder why my morality saved to run
I couldnt eat him its killing me
So I waste away and refuse to feed
Ive overlooked all the guilt in me
And now it shall cause my armour to sunder
And now its become my calamity
I brittle my bones in the way of a lover
Ive drawn away to this cellar bones
Abandoned by humanity as something more like animal
Id never gave this curse my full control
This dampened floor
In where im stored
Is covered up time like an open sore
If the afterlife
Has closed its doors
A vamper is in last of what could force it ajar
This candlelight supplies me with a vision of stone
And the three of my victims
Id wish I had known
Ive worn this as a badge to have this plague in my soul
But now im weak in my bones
With this stake in my throat

CHAPTER9_HOMINUS NOCTURNA (SKELLINGTON)

Apple Music - music.apple.com/us/artist/ollie/1325387508

Produced by RRAREBEAR
Additional Guitar by Chris Godfrey
Violin by Nelson Moneo
Mix & Master by Jay Kurzweil

- Ollie -
open.spotify.com/artist/5OyoCvyau6TiGqcCKnDBCR
@olly-raps
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Blue Nights

Ollie - Blue Nights

not mine not mine NOT MINE NOTMINENOTMINEESJKFKU
I JUST NEEDED A WAY TO LISTEN TO THIS AMAZINGNESS ON LOOP IM TOO BROKE FOR UTUBE RED

ABBEY IS AMAZING SO FUCKING CUTE AND HAVE YOU HEARD HER BREEZEBLOCKS COVER???icryiswaer

FOR ACTUAL ARTIST, CHECK THIS BEAUTY OUT!!!
>>>> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oyW0CSAiufc <<<<

Hardest Part - Abbey Glover

im sick of trying by vaboh

Instagram: @Vabohhh

vaboh

im sick of trying

Another Memory </3

Produced - Musicality

Mixed & Mastered - The Insomniac Lab

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Novocaine (Prod. Musicality)

• Ollie -
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Produced by Raspo & Chris Stiliadis

Ollie - Love Is Poison

Stream My Debut Album Now - orcd.co/mtwsth

Produced by Chris Stiliadis
Guitar by Chris Godfrey

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Video

Ollie - Feelings

this is my new acccount. old account was itzem0al3x.
✭☆im a emo/scene girl☆✭ 
im still working on getting my emo/scene hair too look right
✧✦rawr xd✦✧

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