Thought we might’ve had a good future in store
But now I don’t love you like before

We used to talk almost every other day
Spill tea, play games, do things our own way
Now I’m not too sure how I feel
Now all I wish is that none of this was real

You Owe Me
Yeah you owe me now
Tried to play considerate 
Puttin up with all your shit

You Owe Me
Yeah you owe me now
Owe me for the fake memories
Wasted all my time on these

Yo
She is clinically insane
Taking all these drugs tryna rid of all the pain
Drinking down my sorrows, problems going down the drain
Friends pullin up and they be changin up their lanes 
Yeah

I’m gonna try and make things fit somehow
Force it all and make it work, pop the lid now
I can take it all, let it all out
Cuz that’s how love works, I think I know now

We gotta reroute 
Our friendship fallin’ down
Things have changed, they aren’t the same, blending with the crowd

You thought you were the key
Thinking you really saved me

I kinda did, but you gave up halfway and now...

You Owe Me
Yeah you owe me now
Tried to play considerate 
Puttin up with all your shit

You Owe Me
Yeah you owe me now
Owe me for the fake memories
Wasted all my time on these

You Owe Me
Yeah you owe me now
Destroying all the things I miss
I’m just tired of all of this

You Owe Me
Yeah you owe me now
Messing with my mental health
Now a shadow of my old self
——————

The instrumental was NOT made by me, I only did the vocals. Check out yungspoiler on youtube, makes some fuckin fire beats <3

You Owe Me v1 (prod. yungspoiler)

Why can’t my friends just shut up
They done fucked up
Their shitty jokes just got me sick
And now I’m all up

Can’t even catch a fuckin break
Bouta go grab a gun
We used to be good friends
But now they’re no ones

You tryna go use this?
More dam excuses?
Tired of seeing people hurt
You go abuse this

Hiding behind other people like you don’t care
Running away from all your problems, how is that fair?

All my friends are

[Chorus] (2x)
Changin up
Changin up

Talkin behind my back
Know it’s rough

Be breakin all the rules
Asked, “for what?”

They’re changin up all on me
———————-

Called your bluff
That it was all made up
And they were tryna make up
With me, but you can go fuck off

Past few months been out of luck
Homies actin up, like what the fuck
On a group chat, goin down the worst road
Hiding behind a messed up joke 

Cut them off, don’t need no one
“Sorry” too late, Fuckin damage was done
Thought I knew them but I guess I was wrong...

All my friends are

[Chorus] (2x)
Changin up
Changin up

Talkin behind my back
Know it’s rough

Be breakin all the rules
Asked, “for what?”

They’re changin up all on me
——————

Instrumental by yungspoiler on youtube, absolutely check them out, the beats they make go hard asf. Vocals are by me ^w^

Changin Up v1 (prod. yungspoiler)

Why am I back here again?
Under a tree
At the park
Gotta take a xan

Flashbacks are an old friend
Now I gotta try and forget all over again

Dont you know me?
Back in September?
Not gonna lie, I don’t want to remember

I was lonely
Fruitless endeavor
Black and white, like the color of the weather 

All the faceless, what are they to me?
Pullin up at a house after party
On IG, checkin if people heart me
Self esteem, non existent, it’s alarming

Pasted smile on, for a week
Pretending there’s nothing wrong with me
A facade that I’m okay with everything
Am I the faceless one now? What is up with me?

What is up with me...
Got anxiety..
Eating me inside, now there’s nothing left of me

Now I have to go
Try and make myself whole
Before I see
That I couldn’t just believe

In myself
Because I didn’t try
Didn’t try to be who I wanted to be

Hid behind all this negativity 
Now I realize that the faceless one was me

All the faceless, what are they to me?
Pullin up at a house after party
Fake friends and one night stands aren’t the thing for me
Don’t want to be blind to another day old fantasy

Pasted smile on, for a week
Pretending there’s nothing wrong with me
I want my love to last for eternity
That’s why I don’t like when people try to go and fuck with me
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produced by yungspoiler, please check them out on youtube, they're awesome :)

Faceless v1 (prod. yungspoiler)

Lyrics
-----------------
I feel I lost the plot
I think I’m a monster 
Stare at my reflection, I’m glaring at an imposter

Harder to decipher my own words between the lines
It’s becoming harder to try and go act as if I’m fine

I wonder
If it’s just in my head
And I’m overthinking things to the point where it’s all sundered instead

Wonder wall
Don’t think I wanna stick around for what’s abouta happen

Like
Annoyed at how ur so dam dense
Laughing at your own expense
Thinking we shouldn’t be friends
Throwing out my common sense

Whats happening to me

Get it twisted, plight 
I’m confused what’s wrong or right
Mess with me like bitch, on sight
Why u lookin for a fight?

Calamity I go avoid 
Feels like I’m stuck in a void
Got trapped in limbo
Watch as earth gets destroyed

Yuh...

I’m not your two-sided piece
Not just a fucking side of you that you should treat like a beast

Cuz that’s all you did...
And now look at what you’ve made me become in the end...

You never understood me
No
You never tried

A demon 
stuck inside your mind
Haunting you all the time

Always played the blame game
You never tried to change
Always fine stayin’ the same, no matter what...

Think I get it now

Gotta treat you like a part of me

Yeah, not leave me in the dust like how it used to be 

Gotta take accountability
Factor in all possibilities
Of what I could’ve done better for you and myself

Monster (prod. ovrthro)

Lyrics
---------------
Never gotta be like the rest
Don’t sell yourself less
I wanna hit with finesse
Because I’m fucking obsessed

Hurts to argue when I know it makes you upset
Every time I walk away I feel an ounce of regret

Leaving things unfinished is just a sidestep
Of running from all my problems of which I digress

Like the time I tried to run from my homies
Or how about the time my fam left that hurt inside of me?

Sometimes I feel like I’m an outcast
Am I ever enough? Can I face the past?

Talk to me again when you get your priorities straight
Makes me so fuckin pissed when I see you home late

I know what to say to you
I dont know what to say to you

Hurts to argue when I know it makes you upset
Every time I walk away I feel an ounce of regret

Leaving things unfinished is just a sidestep
Of running from all my problems of which I digress

Apologizing is hard, and I don’t do much of it
But I’m tryna change that, it’s a bad habit and shit

Wanna try my best to change and be a go-getter
The people I love, they deserve so much better

They deserve so much more than I gotta give (x3)
They deserve it all

Upset/Regret (prod. ovrthro)

*Bonus Track for Guileless EP*

Lyrics
----------
Please don’t go from someone I know to someone I knew

There are some things that try to consume you
Never let them ever get the best of you

-Chorus-
[I feel bad
For nearly everything

And I feel bad
For all the finer things in life

Speechless
Because I let them be

The opportunities
Come and go, flying past me]

Contemplate but never seem to understand

Go and
Try
Try
But I don’t think that I can

Breaking through my walls
Stuck up inside these halls
Found I didn’t hate it all
Waiting till next autumn, fall

Missed how I’d go outside
Where my worlds would collide
What am I trying to find?
I’m running out of time

Please don’t go from someone I know to someone I knew

[Chorus]

Try to brush it off, and act like I’m strong
But inside I’m stuck with thoughts on where do I belong?

From what I can see
I just need a remedy
To help me deal with people thinkin that they know me

Maybe I should keep to myself
I don’t need nobody else
Feel I’ve been seeing all the tells
Saying I’m better off by myself

Please don’t go from someone I know to someone I knew

[Chorus] (2x)

IFB (prod. ovrthro)

No Filter [prod. perish]

Not My Fault (ft. vat) [prod. Jeudis]

Losing It (ft. Daikyu) [prod. drmabeats x jeanparker]

[Paralysis] (prod. johnnyfriend)

Left_for_me (prod. guda + fxckyeahako)

BLanK||SpAcE (prod. arey x cymric)

++Better Late Than Never (prod. IMMORTAL)

>>LOL<< (prod.yvngwxvy)

You look like a background character, an extra, a scrapped early draft idea of a person who is supposed to be the best friend of the protagonist

But didn’t make the cut.

You succumbed to drugs in the end, letting your mind get the better of you.

And you want to know why you didn’t make it..?

You were too generic, predictable, bland.

Where was the creativity at all..

Teaser 1 [For Project: MD]

I don’t know where I’m going, but I’m getting there

I legit don't know basic shit about making music but fuck it, presets shall carry me lmao

Erix

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