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Inca Ore / Grouper

Poison Tree

i don’t own this song, neither the tiktok audio.

all rights to the creators.

but i wanted it to be you. (how to never stop being sad.)

What I will ask you is give me one more day

Are you sleeping? Not really(tiktok save)

In My Restless Dreams I See That Town Silent Hill- Gigi Masin-Call Me (SLOWED & EXTENDED VERSION)

Lain x Limerence - "why are you crying lain?" - slowed

Bojack Horseman “Why did you call me, I can’t save you” x Need 2 Pinegrove Sped Up

you know i love you im sorry i said i didnt earlier-gigi masin call me slowed full tiktok voicemail

"i mean what's cool about you is that you don't try to hard"

"yeah.."

"i like that in a guy"

telephones (what's cool about you, you don't try to hard) - vacations ; slowed n reverbed

For 6 months I couldnt sleep X Limerence

mac demarco - for the first time (slowed + instrumental)

maybe when i learn to breathe we’ll finally be able to talk x gigi call me

first single from 2nd upcoming ep, 'flowerhill drive' by dream, ivory

lyrics:

through it all once again
came to know my only friend
lost control
can't begin i seek within
to feel the warmth brought within your skin
did you know
for how it seemed
i should've stayed and let you be
run into my heart so carelessly 
thats the reason i'm afraid 
youre thoughts that cant be tamed
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane

Download

welcome and goodbye

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

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ItzGreta