we go thru these phases like the moon, little miss persuasive, on your own

little miss persuasive

With love.

For you slightly more visual people:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrCZImygeuo

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I tend to stick to myself on these lonely nights,
I stare up at the moon and let my mind take flight.
My intellect is starting to take over me,
My head is a mental asylum, try to set me free.
Without you I find myself with missed opportunities,
And my mind plays movies of nothing that I want to see.
I’m constantly perplexed trying to get rid of these thoughts,
But without you I feel like my own mind is at a loss.
I feel like being alone is long overdue,
As my memories of you loop like movie previews,
Thinking of you makes me out of my mind.
My thoughts are clouded but I’m not on cloud nine,

My thoughts start to take over,
As if my life is over.

I mention my mind a lot,
and don’t get me wrong this isn’t rap or hip hop.
It’s just a way for me to express myself,
But I digress, it’s a way for me to anti-depress.
Speaking of minds, mine is preoccupied by melancholy melodies.
But oh you’re such a rarity.
Only when I see you do I smile like an idiot,
Everything about you makes me oh so delirious.
I realize that I am no longer rationally thinking,
Because every minute of the day my loneliness sinks in.
Getting hit hard with that Déjà vu,
all I really know is that I’m missing you.

My thoughts start to take over,
As if my life is over.

Missin' U

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dark

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Is it too much to ask for
I’m trying to feel good inside
I’m dying to feel so alive
I feel like death, save me
It feels like shit baby.

I've been in pain
Oh what a shame
That the ending of us came
And now every song sounds like rain
I'm trying to cope with the pain
Fixing those holes in my brain
Finding out how I'm to tame
Thoughts wanting me to kick the bucket
My heart is broken and now I'm pessimistic
But let's be realistic
Trying not to end shit.

Is it too much to ask for
I’m trying to feel good inside
I’m dying to feel so alive
I feel like death, save me
It feels like shit baby.
Is it too much to ask for
I’m trying to feel good inside
I’m dying to feel so alive
I feel like death, save me
It feels like shit baby

This is all testing me
But patience and strength is the key
Maybe I need some room to be me
Maybe I need some room to just breathe
Maybe I need to look up and see
But for now, I'm truly worthless
Going through this test
With this grave I'm digging
Figure out why I’m really living.

Is it too much to ask for
I’m trying to feel good inside
I’m dying to feel so alive
I feel like death, save me
It feels like shit baby.
Is it too much to ask for
I’m trying to feel good inside
I’m dying to feel so alive
I feel like death, save me
It feels like shit baby.

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sample credits goes to shiloh dynasty
https://www.instagram.com/p/3SZ8pOot6I/?hl=en&taken-by=shilohdynasty

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Inspired/Interpolated from joji - world$tar money

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Cause I'm floating
Looking for someone who's glowing
Will you be the light I seek for
While I sink down to the sea floor

I'm washed away
Carried by the waves
And I've gone away
But I want to stay
Do you see me
I don't want to make you leave
A daylight robbery
Stole my heart just like a thief

I don't mean to intrude
I'm just into you
I don't mean to intrude
I'm just into you

Cause I'm floating
Looking for someone who's glowing
Will you be the light I seek for
While I sink down to the sea floor

I need to find you
Bit off more than I can chew
You live in my future
You're the one I look forward to
Where are you
Say a thing or two
The story of me and you
I want this to be true

I don't mean to intrude
I'm just into you
I don't mean to intrude
I'm just into you

Cause I'm floating
Looking for someone who's glowing
Will you be the light I seek for
While I sink down to the sea floor

floating

dowload/stream

a reprise of xxxtentacion's song love yourself

love yourself (reprise)

Produced by lildaisyspot (aka lil john kwon aka flowerboy) and me

https://soundcloud.com/lildaisyspot

Written by Ivan Marcelo
Performed by Fajji

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I wish you were
Here with me I’m here with you I’m here for you if you’d just chose me over him
I’d be happy
Baby
Don’t
Break my heart, oh
You’re just tearing me apart

Maybe you just can’t
Fuck with him and fuck with me and think of we what we could be is gone for now so
So long
Buh bye
Yeah
Break my heart, oh
You’re just breaking my heart

You’re the one who’s made for me
I’m not the one who’s made for you
This is screwing with my head
I think I’m better off dead, yeah
Cheat with him and then cheat on me
Talk with him and then ignore me
If I could I would turn back time
It hurts a lot but I say I’m fine

I don’t even know what to think
With all this Hennessy that I drink
You honestly got me finished
Play my heart I got me finessed
Cross my heart and I hope to die
Teardrops coming out my eye
The way you treat me I really hope to die
Teardrops coming out my eye

I Wish You Were Here

I Wish You Were Here (prod. by typhoon)

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New stuff coming soon
Please stream! <3
. . .

Baby I’m just trying to feel right
We don’t vibe, and it’s gonna be all night
Maybe you should try and be a little more polite
You just wanna fight, and I don’t think that’s right (yeah)

I spend all my nights alone without you
We should just talk there’s nothing that’s taboo
Got a reply but there’s no more “I love you’s”
Girl you’re chaotic with some evil too, evil too

Long gone
Used to be full of love but now that’s all gone
Shit’s tough
Used to talk from the heart but I’ve had enough
It’s known
Words come out of your mouth but I feel alone
I’m just one of your pawns
I’m just one of (your pawns)

Maybe I should have looked out and seen the signs
Should've known, behind closed doors you’d commit crimes
You told me, “baby that’s the sign of the times”
You just wanna fight, and I don’t think that’s right (yeah)

I spend all my nights alone without you
We should just talk there’s nothing that’s taboo
Got a reply but there’s no more “I love you’s”
Girl you’re chaotic with some evil too

I spend all my nights alone without you
We should just talk there’s nothing that’s taboo
Got a reply but there’s no more “I love you’s”
Girl you’re chaotic with some evil too, evil too

Upside down
Round and round, round and round
You turn away
Then turn around, turn around
Upside down
Round and round, round and round
You turn away

Long gone
Used to be full of love but now that’s all gone
Shit’s tough
Used to talk from the heart but I’ve had enough
It’s known
Words come out of your mouth but I feel alone
I’m just one of your pawns

(Ow)

Long gone
Used to be full of love but now that’s all gone
Shit’s tough
Used to talk from the heart but I’ve had enough
It’s known
Words come out of your mouth but I feel alone
I’m just one of your pawns
I’m just one of your pawns

Long gone
Used to be full of love but now that’s all gone
Shit’s tough
Used to talk from the heart but I’ve had enough
It’s known
Words come out of your mouth but I feel alone
I’m just one of your pawns
I’m just one of
(your pawns)

Pawn

say u still love me!

Say you still love me,
Tell you I’m sorry,
Don’t have to worry,
Hide the way that I’m hurting,
I’m so tired, boutta give up,
She told me that I’m not enough,
Wishing I’d have paid no mind,
Think about you all the time,

I’m lost and,
Exhausted,
Take it slow, proceed with caution,
All alone,
Call your phone,
No control,
No control,

Are we on tonight?
I just wanna be by your side,
Be the end of me,
Caught in entropy,
No one said it had to be complicated, and
We don’t gotta worry bout nothin’,
Doing anything to feel something,
Drank too much I’m faded,
All my nights I’m wasted

Say you still love me,
Tell you I’m sorry,
Don’t have to worry,
Hide the way that I’m hurting,
I’m so tired, boutta give up,
She told me, that I’m not enough,
Wishing I’d have paid no mind,
Think about you all the time,

Hello, call my line when you hurting,
I don’t care, sold my soul and I’m broken, I
Don’t know what all this means,
I’m tearing at the seams,

We just play pretend, I
Said the things I said
You know, you know, you know,
We gotta let it go

I wish I could save it,
It’s all of the same shit,
Wishing I’m by your side

I’m not alright,
I’m out of time,

Say you still love me,
Tell you I’m sorry,
Don’t have to worry,
Hide the way that I’m hurting,
I’m so tired, boutta give up,
She told me that I’m not enough,
Wishing I’d have paid no mind,
Think about you all the time,

ivan francis

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