produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

Ramona

ffuck

𝕿𝖔 𝖒î𝖓 𝖋𝖗ê𝖔𝖌𝖆𝖓, [𝕱𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖆]

𝒑𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍

𝒊'𝒎 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒏.

𝒊 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆

𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔

𝒊'𝒎 𝒊𝒏 𝒋𝒂𝒊𝒍

we snuck in the castle
they throwing a party
smell chlorophyll
they're destroying our garden

my soul was on fire
i took off my garments
tracing your body
it tore me apart and

don’t got no say in this matter
i'm talking
touching your skin
our phalanges they locking

both ran away from the kingdom
they stalking
holding me tight through this
village we walking

so damn bashful
i know sometimes i can be an asshole
but i promise i care
when you didn't know
and when you not sure
girl ima hold this shit down
til i'm twenty four

when the roof caved in
couldn't take it all
it’ll pass swear this motherfucker
heavy tho
can't keep putting my trust
in subliminals
i was boutta open my wrist
fucking pitiful

𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔

they put us on trial
they talking bout burning
girl it's been a while
this wound is concerning

consulting the king
he don’t want us returning
describing our fate
man this shit so disturbing

they off with my head
yea they tried its not working
i came back to life
i belong in the circus

the duke and the duchess
they mad i'm still breathing
love you i hate you
dont know what I'm feeling

so damn mysterious
girl, i know a lot of times i'm not serious
not a goddamn chance i'm oblivious
yea you know me
heart is frozen
but you warm me
baby hold me?
and now i'm so damn cold
what you told me?
bout that damn teddy bear?
told me hold it
when i start to feel scared
started holding
now my blood runneth over
God im hoping

i'm like damn
how bout you try acting like a man
haven’t heard from Thomas since 07
no i can’t
snuffed his lights out man it
hit me like a ram
head to toe in iron
couldn’t spare a single damn

𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔

fell down the stairs
girl you snuck in the dungeon
cobblestone steps know it's her
you so clumsy

never thought you’d
ever come back
now we hugging
swear i hear that yellow motherfucker
steady coming

ooo
not that candy lady
or that ice man
not that little penguin
he a nice lad

i mean that lemon muhfucka
inna black suit
get behind me
i won't let no one attack you

im a villain
for the way that i've done you
still pretending that you chilling
till it comes true

am i evil?
im thinking lethal?
i know the good from the bad
all these people

think im crazy
or a user
everyday someone new
call me "abuser"

𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙮?

𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙧?

𝙖𝙢 𝙞 𝙚𝙫𝙞𝙡?

𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙧?

and i YELL
"i really need you here"
wanna take my heart out my chest?
baby yea
bleeding on my desk
so grotesque
is it fair?
one meal
four walls
girl it feel like i'm in jail

23 hours in this room
i'm in jail
23 years bad mood
i'm in jail
i don't got a name imma number
i'm in jail
i can't catch a full night of slumber
i'm in jail

barely taking showers
man it feel like i'm in jail
i don't got no power
warden knocking on my cell
didn't brush my teeth
man i feel like im in hell
nobody like me
man it feel like im in jail

i can hear brutus
man it feel like im in jail
why the fuck i do it
someone get me outta here
low skin fade
steady pulling out my hair
i'm not getting paid
man it feel like im in jail

(girl tell me what it is what it is what it is)

𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐

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jail

it gets worse

Blue

sorry for the wait and thank you to everyone for being so patient with me <3

produced by chalyre𓍼

will i fall again
when all i am
surrounded by mountains know im no man
its all compounding in the words you said
im driving at night go as fast as i can
living in a lie
needed me to hide
dont run
leaving me behind
now im left of what you tore from

did you get all that you wanted
taking its toll and its broken
and it always comes around
but youre nowhere to be found

you could stop it
all this bleeding
stand where i stood
and youll see it
through your eyes
no im not human
waiting for my lifes conclusion

leave it all behind
take your own advice
dont make me say it twice
youre no longer mine

hearth

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by nurture nurture

(lyrics:)
every time i see you i can help but picture you up in your mirror
who will 
you be 
today 
for everyone to love?

you don’t know how bad you piss me off
and you don’t know how bad i wanna just
hit you now

i gotta ask
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
to be someone else?

every time i see you i can help but picture you up in your closet
who will you be today for everybody else 

you don’t know how bad you piss me off
and you don’t know how bad 
you make me wanna die

i gotta ask
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
to be someone else?
to be someone else?
to be someone else?
to be someone else?
to be someone else?
why try?

shteppi - why try?

i tried to bury you, but you're a seed
i thought i'd sever you
but you're knotweed
growing under attractions
growing under the showground
growing under compression
spinning my head right the way around

im not tryna be dramatic?! im turning into static
im betting on a horse im not aware is made of plastic
bad habits cause myopia
im betting on a horse im not aware is made of plastic

get a fix and then get off the carousel
swearing up n down im not an addict
when im turning into static
i was blaming someone else
when i built my house right out of matchsticks

im not trying to be dramatic, im turning into static
im betting on a horse im not aware is made of plastic
and i swear im not an addict as im turning into static
im betting on a horse and im aware its made of plastic
bad habits cause myopia
its lalalalaloveless

im betting on a horse im well aware is made of plastic

betting on carousel horses [prod. yungspoiler + scro]

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