Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics:
Tied in my head
Blood though my hands
I just needed some rest
Why couldn’t you understand
(Why couldn’t you understand)

If you gave it some time
Maybe just a few weeks
It would’ve been the same
Don’t know what I’m thinking
(Why couldn’t you understand)

Tied in my head
Blood though my hands
I just needed some rest
Why couldn’t you understand
(Why couldn’t you understand, Why couldn’t you understand, Why couldn’t you understand)

If you gave it some time
Maybe just a few weeks
It would’ve been the same
Don’t know what I’m thinking

I know people grow apart
But I’m done with the growing pains
I think it’s over
They’re starting to fade
They’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade

You’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade

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Growing Pains

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You called me last night I didn’t answer as usual
I’ve been up I’ve been down it’s just like usual
For a few days I’m feeling a good seven out of ten
Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet
Tryna be consistant with everything at once
But when I do something good I mess something else up
Only got a year left waiting for everything to change
But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same

It’s always so dark (everything feels the same)
I messed it all up (it feels the same)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up (everything feels the same)
It’s always so dark (It’s always so dark)
I messed it all up (I messed it all up)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up 

Pack up my things and put my effort where it’s better placed
I’m never content I always wish I had a better face
Wish I had some better friends
One day imma move away and I won’t be the quiet one
Why am I so paranoid
Feel like they watching me
But at the same time
I want the world to see
I’m so much more than this
I’m using what I have
I’m doing what I can but I can build much better things

And it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark
I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up
It’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark
Yeah I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up

You called me last night I didn’t answer as usual
I’ve been up I’ve been down it’s just like usual
For a few days I’m feeling a good seven out of ten
Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet
Tryna be consistant with everything at once
But when I do something good I mess something else up
Only got a year left waiting for everything to change
But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same

It’s always so dark (everything feels the same)
I messed it all up (it feels the same)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up (everything feels the same)
It’s always so dark (It’s always so dark)
I messed it all up (I messed it all up)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up

Alphabet

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I never wanted an altercation
This was up to you
The flowers start to bloom
One thing starts as another ends

It’ll swill around my head as I process incorrectly
Turn you into something that you could never be
At least not for me
Won’t be able to make amends

I packed a bag and made up a story to make it easier for me to leave
You call your friends tell them what I did and make it seem worse than it is
And now the winter’s rolling over rolling over rolling over
I’m not ready for spring there’s too many things I’ve left incomplete

Only times that we were happy if it’s burning our throats
Couldn’t last like that for long I never wanted you to choke
I can’t stay out for long this alleys getting way too cold

And I can picture the way you used to look at me
Your eyes were bright but now they’re filled with third degree
I wonder if i had done it I feel so empty when we speak 
Now I can’t look you in the eyes so I better just leave

I packed a bag and made up a story to make it easier for me to leave
You call your friends tell them what I did and make it seem worse than it is
And now the winter’s rolling over rolling over rolling over
I’m not ready for spring there’s too many things I’ve left incomplete
There’s no change there’s no change there’s no change
It’s sinking in
You took back what you gave what we made 
There’s nothing left

And I can picture the way you used to look at me
Lost it all when the fog rolled in now I can’t see
I miss me

I miss me

There’s no change there’s no change there’s no change
It’s sinking in
You took back what you gave what we made 
There’s nothing left

I packed a bag and made up a story to make it easier for me to leave
You call your friends tell them what I did and make it seem worse than it is
And now the winter’s rolling over rolling over rolling over
I’m not ready for spring there’s too many things I’ve left incomplete

There's No Change w/ Joss Lockwood

Produced by Rosesleeves
Additional Vocals by @0noahh @pposture

Lyrics-
It’s been a few weeks I’m having the same dream
I’m stuck in this world never wanna go to sleep
Forced to stay awake tears falling down my cheeks
Everytime I close my eyes I can’t stop gritting my teeth
When will it end I wonder how you have been
Hope you got what you need thinking if you think of me
Do I cross your mind or are you sleeping in peace
Angeldust
It’s never enough

I’m just tryna grow past this I know I can do better
Hope you’re doing okay we haven’t talked in forever
Never pictured our lives going in separate directions
I’m still tryna work out what the best thing to do next is
I’m just tryna grow past this I know I can do better
Hope you’re doing okay we haven’t talked in forever
Never pictured our lives going in separate directions
I’m still tryna work out what the best thing to do next is

It’s never enough it’s never enough
We could’ve worked but now there’s nothing left for us
My stomach never feels right anymore it’s all about you
I tried my best to stop the storm but I didn’t know how to
Tired of feeling sick
God I’m just tryna live
Life without you in it
I think I set myself up
Thought that you’d stay forever
What if I run out of luck
Can’t keep myself together

I’m just tryna grow past this I know I can do better
Hope you’re doing okay we haven’t talked in forever
Never pictured our lives going in separate directions
I’m still tryna work out what the best thing to do next is
I’m just tryna grow past this I know I can do better
Hope you’re doing okay we haven’t talked in forever
Never pictured our lives going in separate directions
I’m still tryna work out what the best thing to do next is

It’s never enough
Angeldust, It’s never enough

Angeldust (Never Enough)

Produced by @delto & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And sometimes I wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

And I’ve tried giving it time
It feels like you’ll always be a part of my life
But for some reason we had to say goodbye
Maybe I’ll find you in another lifetime
And I’ve tried to distract myself
Think about something else
But my head keeps on taking me back to you this is hell
I’m tryna figure out how to live my life without you
And I still don’t know how to
Cause nothing stops the hurt

You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And I’ll always wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying yeah
Just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying 
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

Sculptor (coprod. Delto)

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I wouldn’t wanna talk with anybody else
I’d rather spend the time with myself
I’m tryna map the road out in front of me
But nothing’s promised it’s scary as hell
Don’t know whose looking out for you and whose in for themselves
Trust me I’ve been here before I know it all too well
Trying not to step on snakes but even ladders lead to hell
I can’t let that get between us

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Know we’re on separate paths
We’re not supposed to look back
But I can’t help myself
I’m trying not to hold
Onto the way I felt
I know no matter what we’ll make it to the same place
Cause I could never let you just be a familiar face
I know I broke too quickly couldn’t keep up with the pace
If I could do it again wouldn’t do anything the same

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Hope That You Know

Produced by Rosesleeves
Additional Vocals by Noahh

Lyrics-
(They hate it when I kid
I’m not joking need my fix bitch
Tired of the playing
Under the hex of a witch yes
I think I'm finally sick yes
Ay, yes, ay)

They hate it when I kid
I’m not joking need my fix
I told them I’m a poet
Laughed until they were in stitches
Tired of the playing
Under the hex of a witch yes
Been a two three years
And I think I'm finally sick yes
Juggling a soul now I don't know where it is
Energy is dark carry the wind of the finches
I remember nothing when I look at all the pictures
And I know they’re lying told me that they wanna live yeah

Don’t look me in the eye and tell me things you told another
I’ve lived it all before it don’t apply already been there
Tell me what I mean not in the arms of a lover
Wondering if they cared
Crushing up a memory
Break in to expose the details
Some things should be kept inside
They’re fit for breaking people
Watercolour sunsets
Running out of pigment
Living in the grey
Should’ve warned me that it’s lethal
Stuck in between these four walls
I’d never say it’s your fault
The sinking lasts for hours
But I’m trying my best to live more
Don’t know if you’re upset
Or if you’re just faded
We spend all our days
Tryna work out how to be painless
Nothing til I’ve made it
Tired of being faceless
Just wanna be first in line
Before the day I’m braindead
Can’t live with the one time
Not ‘bout being famous
Tryna reinvent the ouroboros I was born in

They hate it when I kid
I’m not joking need my fix
I told them I’m a poet
Laughed until they were in stitches
Tired of the playing
Under the hex of a witch yes
Been a two three years
And I think I'm finally sick yes
Juggling a soul now I don't know where it is
Energy is dark carry the wind of the finches
I remember nothing when I look at all the pictures
And I know they’re lying told me that they wanna live yeah

Finches

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPIRhrhSVjo
Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
With one mistake
A flap of the wings
Blown out of the water
It changed everything
It kept on spiralling bigger and out of control
And it just worsened and worsened until it ate me whole
Reduced to a monster
Falling down for you
A million nights alone
A lost state without a home

And I tried to wipe your tears
But it’s too late you’re caught up in fear
I would die for you to be right here
Your paranoia ruined us it’s clear
Opal eyes I could stare at for years
And I could lie spotlight on a deer
I think you hated me when I said I hate it here

I don’t think you could change if you tried your hardest
You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away
(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)
Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings
You can’t stop the rain when you made it come your way
(Your way, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

You’re in my brain now don’t think I could change it
Stuck in bad patterns and I can’t even say it
Yeah I was told a few times and I know it’s dangerous
But knowing how I am, I’ve tried before and I’m
Still inside I can’t open up
Tryna change my life cause I’m sick of us
Just going round in circles
I’m the horse that fell over every hurdle (ah, ah)

And I tried to wipe your tears
But it’s too late you’re caught up in fear
I would die for you to be right here
Your paranoia ruined us it’s clear
Opal eyes I could stare at for years
And I could lie spotlight on a deer
I think you hated me when I said I hate it here

I don’t think you could change if you tried your hardest
You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away
(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)
Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings
You can’t stop the rain when you made it come your way
(Your way, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

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Opal Eyes

Produced by Cesare Franceschi & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
With one mistake
A flap of the wings
Blown out of the water
It changed everything
It kept on spiralling bigger and out of control
And it just worsened and worsened until it ate me whole
Reduced to a monster
Falling down for you
A million nights alone
A lost state without a home

And I tried to wipe your tears
But it’s too late you’re caught up in fear
I would die for you to be right here
Your paranoia ruined us it’s clear
Opal eyes I could stare at for years
And I could lie spotlight on a deer
I think you hated me when I said I hate it here

I don’t think you could change if you tried your hardest
You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away
(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)
Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings
You can’t stop the rain when you made it come your way
(Your way, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

You’re in my brain now don’t think I could change it
Stuck in bad patterns and I can’t even say it
Yeah I was told a few times and I know it’s dangerous
But knowing how I am, I’ve tried before and I’m
Still inside I can’t open up
Tryna change my life cause I’m sick of us
Just going round in circles
I’m the horse that fell over every hurdle (ah, ah)

And I tried to wipe your tears
But it’s too late you’re caught up in fear
I would die for you to be right here
Your paranoia ruined us it’s clear
Opal eyes I could stare at for years
And I could lie spotlight on a deer
I think you hated me when I said I hate it here

I don’t think you could change if you tried your hardest
You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away
(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)
Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings
You can’t stop the rain when you made it come your way
(Your way, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

Opal Eyes (310 Version)

Produced by Rosesleeves & Cesare Franceschi

Lyrics-
Lost soul
On a timebomb
Pushed you over
Lost your mind, oh
Hear the traces
Of your cry on the phone
Promise I would
Leave a light on

And it gets so dark
Tried to feel your heart
But the touch was silent
Maybe I forgot
What it meant to trust
Baby I can’t find it

And it gets so dark
When you feel so far
Emptiness that you’re driving
No I can’t let go 
I’m the one you hunt
I’m the prey you confide in

And it gets so dark
When you feel so far
Emptiness that you’re driving
No I can’t let go 
I’m the one you hunt
I’m the prey you confide in
And it gets so dark
Don’t know what you want
Baby can’t keep fighting
Maybe I forgot
What it meant to love
Baby keep on driving

Baby keep on lying
I’ll pretend you’re trying
It’s a poison cycle
Drag me out to the field just to put me down
Deer in the headlights I won’t make a sound

And it gets so dark
Tried to feel your heart
But the touch was silent
Maybe I forgot
What it meant to trust
Baby I can’t find it

And it gets so dark
When you feel so far
Emptiness that you’re driving
No I can’t let go 
I’m the one you hunt
I’m the prey you confide in

And it gets so dark
When you feel so far
Emptiness that you’re driving
No I can’t let go 
I’m the one you hunt
I’m the prey you confide in
And it gets so dark
Don’t know what you want
Baby can’t keep fighting
Maybe I forgot
What it meant to love
Baby keep on driving

Prey w/ Ezekiel

Produced by Cesare Franceschi & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
Took too much
I don’t doubt that
I’ll feel crushed
Hearing about how you’re stuck
It took guts
For you to shout that
You were done
Always known that you’re a gun
But dirt’s building up

When did the blanks turn to bullets
Stopped caring what you put me through and
Threw my hands up
But I can’t feel the rush

And still now
Shedding tears its
Funny how
They appear a few years late
Just one round
Left me here 
Under the ground
I still fear this wasn’t fate
My aching chest still stays

When did the blanks turn to bullets
Stopped caring what you put me through and
Threw my hands up
But I can’t feel the rush
You thought your hands became so cruel but
I never thought that you would do it
Threw my hands up
Your trigger finger’s stuck

Son of a Gun

YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE SICK

KAVARI - Someone Loved It (FINCHES Remix)

Produced by Rosesleeves & Cesare Franceschi

Lyrics-
Don’t understand you anymore than last time
Talk with your hands over me just to pass time
We would laugh at ourselves
Before the crash
The moments were all mine
In the back of your car out of my mind
Out of colour came the whole goddamn landslide
I would catch all the fallout
To me they were
More than just a climb

Looking down from your hill must get lonely
When you see everyone else as rubble
Used to think you’d make the way to hold me
I tried all I could with your trouble
I tried all I could with your trouble

I know I’m not one to talk
I’d run for my peace of mind
Was the one in which you confide
Til you’re done and you watch it die
Hate how you walk through the middle of my mind
Know just how to tear me up
And I don’t think it could be love

Looking down from your hill must get lonely
When you see everyone else as rubble
Used to think you’d make the way to hold me
I tried all I could with your trouble
I tried all I could with your trouble

Pick at the stitches I put in
I know you lived it more than him
And you would kill for it again
Had to go back still run from it

Looking down from your hill must get lonely
When you see everyone else as rubble
Used to think you’d make the way to hold me
I tried all I could with your trouble
I tried all I could with your trouble

Trouble

Produced by Rosesleeves & Cesare Franceschi

Lyrics-
In my mind
There’s a piece of yours
But I don’t think it’s right
You’ve been gone
For far too long
I’m faking more with time
Call out for you
Ships in bottles that you won’t understand
I know I’ve lost you
Just been caught up killing time with my head

So close I couldn’t see it
I guess that I was just a kid
Couldn’t step back for a second

Still don’t know how to take it
Looking back doesn’t help the fact
That I spend the days thinking bout it
Think I’m nothing without it
Forever I would wait for you to catch
But who knows where your head’s at
It’s so crowded
I know I’m nothing without it

I don’t care
About anything on my phone anymore
But I need it so bad
I spent all
Of my time at home on the floor
Now I have to go back
On my own
I’ve been trying to piece it back
But nothing fits
I was wrong
Because I’ll think about you
As long as I live

So close I couldn’t see it
I guess that I was just a kid
Couldn’t step back for a second

Still don’t know how to take it
Looking back doesn’t help the fact
That I spend the days thinking bout it
Think I’m nothing without it
Forever I would wait for you to catch
But who knows where your head’s at
It’s so crowded
I know I’m nothing without it

Without It

PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY PREY

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Park Hanoi - Lift Me Up (FINCHES Remix)

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Crystal Castles - Char (FINCHES Remix)

Produced by Rosesleeves & Cesare Franceschi

Lyrics-
I can’t, warm this 
Bed by, myself anymore
I thought, that you’d 
Be here, this time 
Last year, but you’re not

Cold feet, thought you know me
But you’re not there
Used to hold me when I’m lonely
Now you don’t care
Folding dirty laundry
I’m not done with it
Used to call you with my bad dreams
You’re all over them
Cold feet, thought you know me
But you’re not there
Used to hold me when I’m lonely
Now you don’t care
Folding dirty laundry
I’m not done with it
Used to call you with my bad dreams
You’re all over them

I never, prepared
For all this, rainfall
I beg wash me out, me out
I can’t, keep this 
head on, myself anymore

Cold feet, thought you know me
But you’re not there
Used to hold me when I’m lonely
Now you don’t care
Folding dirty laundry
I’m not done with it
Used to call you with my bad dreams
You’re all over them
I keep, having nose bleeds
But I’m clueless
I still sweat through all the bed sheets
Finding your hair
Folding dirty laundry
I’m not done with it
I still need you and it’s heavy
Cause I’m dying here

Cold feet, thought you know me
But you’re not there
Used to hold me when I’m lonely
Now you don’t care
Folding dirty laundry
I’m not done with it
Used to call you with my bad dreams
You’re all over them
Need help and I’m begging
But you just stare
You left your t-shirts to taunt me
Strip my bones bare
Growing out of love please
Just be done with it
Still got your pieces they haunt me
You still run from them

Cold feet, thought you know me
But you’re not there
Used to hold me when I’m lonely
Now you don’t care
Folding dirty laundry
I’m not done with it
Used to call you with my bad dreams
You’re all over them
Cold feet, thought you know me
But you’re not there
Used to hold me when I’m lonely
Now you don’t care
Folding dirty laundry
I’m not done with it
Used to call you with my bad dreams
You’re all over them

Laundry

https://open.spotify.com/artist/4aIlpDES0pvKxo7QNiMQWI?si=OrPck_e5QDKmSaFXuwhkYQ

FINCHES - Culling

BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER BREAK THE FEVER

Ezekiel & Izzy Spears - Feel Something (FINCHES Remix)

Produced by Rosesleeves & Cesare Franceschi

Lyrics-
I’m not who I was
You can drop the act now
You fell out of love
When I caught onto what it was
Now I’m hooked on the feeling of the space you left
Doesn’t make sense if I think too much about it
But I’ll fixate on all the things you kept
Just to make something out of something that don’t exist

I won’t try to call on you to try and make it up
I’m done with holding
I would let it all fall before I pick the pieces up
Just my compulsion
You would never call on me cause that’s just who you are
The one that broke it
And I watched it all fall through but it took so much
No I couldn’t help it

Can’t call my bluff
So I wouldn’t expect you to
But I’ve had enough
I don’t get anything from you
And I’ll weep like a child
Because you used to warm this house
But it’s been a while
You can’t even start the spark now
And I’m hooked on the feeling of the space you left
Doesn’t make sense if I think too much about it
But I’ll fixate on all the things you kept
Just to make something out of something that don’t exist

I won’t try to call on you to try and make it up
I’m done with holding
I would let it all fall before I pick the pieces up
Just my compulsion
You would never call on me cause that’s just who you are
The one that broke it
And I watched it all fall through but it took so much
No I couldn’t help it

Compulsion

Produced by Cesare Franceschi & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
Wasn’t looking for much
Guess I got what I want
Wide eyed mind
Thought it could pack a punch
But when you’re alone
Know you feel it all
Feel it in your blood
Know everything and none
It’s just another one

A dream that I wish
I could discard
Cause I thought I knew what I wanted at the start
The feeling of you
Which I can’t depart
Is just setting back my already stunted heart

One day figure out why I miss my mark
You weren’t the start
Did that on my own
But you played your part
It grows as I grow
Some day I’ll get it forget it in the dark
Let down my guard
And you’ll throw it up
Be sick as a dog
Forever be stuck

And you’ll throw it up
Be sick as a dog
Forever be stuck

Dropped it all to make you stay but
Couldn’t let it stop
My regrets don’t make the memory fade
Couldn’t do nothing
If I wake you up
I’ll never move
You took my arm
And wrapped your shoulder
Don’t wanna leave alone
But I’m getting older
With every thought of you

A dream that I wish
I could discard
Cause I thought I knew what I wanted at the start
The feeling of you
Which I can’t depart
Is just setting back my already stunted heart

One day figure out why I miss my mark
You weren’t the start
Did that on my own
But you played your part
It grows as I grow
Some day I’ll get it forget it in the dark
Let down my guard
And you’ll throw it up
Be sick as a dog
Forever be stuck

And you’ll throw it up
Be sick as a dog
Forever be stuck

One day figure out why I miss my mark
You weren’t the start
Did that on my own
But you played your part
It grows as I grow
Some day I’ll get it forget it in the dark
Let down my guard
And you’ll throw it up
Be sick as a dog
Forever be stuck

Dogsick w/ sona blue

YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM YOU'RE ALL OVER THEM

E_DEATH - gabapentin ii (FINCHES Remix)

Produced by Rosesleeves & Cesare Franceschi

Lyrics-
Why did I get drunk to talk to you
Just went on bout nothing new
I feel so bad about it
So embarrassed bout it
Really didn’t think all of this through
Not that bad but I could sink
Through the floor about it
Put me through the wall about it

I should’ve known that you’d cross the line
God knows
This wouldn’t be the first time
But I thought that you’d feel for me
Cause you live for shit like this
You never call it quits
I was wrong you don’t adore me
But you didn’t have to flip out
I got the message

Why did I get drunk to talk to you
Just went on bout nothing new
I feel so bad about it
So embarrassed bout it
Really didn’t think all of this through
Not that bad but I could sink
Through the floor about it
Put me through the wall about it

You know it’s fine know it’s fine
When you tell me that it’s not
I got high last night
I woke up and now you’re gone
And it happens all the time
Tell me is it me that’s on your mind
You know it’s fine if you don’t want me to stay
I’m wasting all my time, wish it’d all just go away
I got too much on my mind, think I need another day
I don’t ever wanna say bye
To my head
Thinking bout you instead
And I don’t wanna ruin it
But I just want you and I

Why did I get drunk to talk to you
Just went on bout nothing new
I feel so bad about it
So embarrassed bout it
Really didn’t think all of this through
Not that bad but I could sink
Through the floor about it
Put me through the wall about it

So Bad About It

So Bad About It (feat. re6ce)

Lyric Video

Animal

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics -
i can see the tears you cry
so why do my tear ducts run dry
i swear i promise that i try
yea i'm trying to get through
i promise that i care bout you
even when it doesn't seem like i do
i do

what's wrong with my brain 
need something to make sure that i never feel the same
needa find a cure cuz i know i'm going insane
needa fix myself so that i can feel again

so that i can feel anything
feelin numb standin in the rain
at this point i wish i could feel the pain
I WISH I COULD FEEL ANYTHING

Numb

produced by rosesleeves & @ezekiel40

lyrics - 
i waited for days to find out that you lied
i hope you knew that for you i would give my life
but i'm guessing you wouldn't give shit for mine
but everything means nothing why did i think i'd be something

[nic: i understand why i do things, it doesn't make me any different alright? i'm attracted to craziness, and you're just embarrassed because i was like - you know - i was like this amazing thing like your special creation or something; and you don't like who i am now

david: yeah? who are you nic?

nic: this is me dad, here, THIS IS WHO I AM]

Nothing w/ Ezekiel

produced by rosesleeves & yung thom

lyrics-
i'm gon die in the night all by myself
popping pills in the rain i don't care about my health
and you never cared why did i think you knew bout how i felt
i been struggling for some time now

i'm gon die in the night all by myself
popping pills in the rain i don't care about my health
and you never cared why did i think you knew bout how i felt
i just wanna go home

why am i the one to blame
why are you so fucking lame
yea it's all with you this game
yea it's all with you this game
why you on the hate
just told me you need embrace
get the fuck up out my way
get the fuck up out my way

Home w/ Yung Thom

late but happy pride? :) produced by me

lyrics-
i want a normal highschool love but i'm only allowed a crush
i've hidden myself for five years and now i'm just lost
everyone's at the end i'm at the start and i know i can't catch up
i'm not the only one i shouldn't feel sorry for myself
in the night my head starts to drown

start to drown, start to drown
(oh no, oh no, oh no)
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
(a sound, a sound, a sound)
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
(bleed out, bleed out, bleed out)
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
(my house, my house, house)

i'm just stuck in circles nothing ever change
i self deprecate and hope it goes away
i do this all the damn time
and in the morning try forget what i was feeling last night
i need to get away don't wanna live my whole life on my own
then i start to think so far i've been alright all alone
this world's so fuckin stupid and i swear to god that i'm done
i let my head start to drown

start to drown, start to drown
i can't make it stop when my head gets loud
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
even if they did they'd pretend they didn't hear me at all
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
stand over my dead body i'm just gonna lay on the ground
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
but i'm not it's not as easy as i thought it was

start to drown, start to drown
(oh no, oh no, oh no)
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
(a sound, a sound, a sound)
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
(bleed out, bleed out, bleed out)
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
(my house, my house, house)

Only Allowed a Crush

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought
you don’t know me at all
you don’t want to
you’re so wrapped up in yourself
only care about you
you take away you never give
why did i think you gave a shit
don’t even know why i try anymore
i put in the work i don’t know what for

(i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought)

you don't want to know 
what's going through my head 
when you're in my head 
i wish it would be a bullet instead 
i tried frequently 
and i tried to forget 
but i just can't 
but i just can't 
and i fought tooth and nail 
just to have you all for me 
home is where the heart is 
but you took my heart and all from me

i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought

you took my heart from me
you took my heart from me
you took my heart from me
you took it all you took it all you took it all from me

Time and Again (feat. Yung Thom)

Time and Again w/ Yung Thom

m/v: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbvDE-5X2I8

music video

Cold

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough
yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough

i don't really sleep much anymore i guess it's fine
dark sky fills a space in me daydreaming through the night
can't find external love so far in my entire life
messed up all my internals i'm bleeding from the inside
i'm never satisfied, not tryna be a prick
i needa fix myself, i get jealous as a bitch
i'm the problem, don't know how to solve it
sorry everyone, it's not you it's me

thom-
you know it gets bad when you don't feel comfortable in your room
like a flower imma die, like a flower imma bloom
but the point is i'm alive and i feel like i need you
my death is waiting in the waiting room

everything feels so fucking dumb
at some point i will have enough
the grey veil of fall
and i could have it all
i could have it all

yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough
yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough

Impatient w/ Yung Thom

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-


you always run away 
from the pain
you don’t wanna feel too much
that’s okay
but maybe you don’t feel enough
you don’t know how to let in love
stuck living the same day
on repeat 
and you never wanna change
not helping
you can’t always get your way
everytime you pack your bags and run

you cut leave some scars then move on to the next one
try convince yourself that you’re still having fun 
you’re not
you’re still on the run it never stops
you can’t run away try forget what you left behind
just the one who got away and kinda lost their mind
you’re lost
did you think that i forgot

you run as fast as you can
and i know you won’t let anything in
cause it consumes your mind
you think about it all the time
and that’s why you don’t want them to get close
cause you always end up hurting the most
i know that you wanna let go
but you’re way too scared to fall

you always run away
from the pain
you don’t wanna feel too much
that’s okay
bur maybe you don’t feel enough
don’t tell me that you’re giving up

you cut leave some scars then move on to the next one
try convince yourself that you’re still having fun 
you’re not
you’re still on the run it never stops
you can’t run away try forget what you left behind
just the one who got away and kinda lost their mind
you’re lost
did you think that i forgot

You're Lost

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
(i don’t love you)
(lemme, lemme book your room [no dad] at a hotel for a [no, dad] couple of nights, why [dad, i] don’t we just go get some food, can you say goodbye at least? bye dad)

i don’t wanna see your texts on my phone anymore
you make me feel shit, that i can’t ignore
it’s not helping me, it’s not helping me at all
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

you make me mad, you make me sad
i can’t stop it, i can’t stop it
you ruin my nights and you ruin my life
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it

and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it, stop
(i don’t love you)
you won’t stop
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
i just hope that you can see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
mom i’m just racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy

and you won’t stop-stop it-it-it-it
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it
stop, stop, stop
help me 
(help me)
stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

every road is a dead end and i can’t get out
cause i don’t want you to hurt yourself
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

stop it, stop it-it

(can say goodbye at least? 
bye dad)

Help Me w/ Osquinn

Lyrics:
We were both trying our best yeah
At some point it got way too much
I guess that you were just my left hand
Didn’t need you but it was nice to two of us
And now we’re both in a cycle we do the same shit everyday
I wish I was the type of person to pull away but I’m not
So I guess we’re stuck
Stuck

It doesn’t feel that bad
I guess I’m not in a rush
But now I’m wasting time
Cause I know you’re not the one
At this point I guess it’s just a routine
I’m waiting for yout to get rid of me yeah-ah
Maybe I’m just not that good at moving on
Or I don’t wanna admit that I was wrong
Might not be thinking straight might miss you when you’re gone
Can’t remember what we were like at the start guess I forgot
I guess I forgot

We were both trying our best yeah
At some point it got way too much
I guess that you were just my left hand
Didn’t need you but it was nice to two of us
And now we’re both in a cycle we do the same shit everyday
I wish I was the type of person to pull away but I’m not
So I guess we’re stuck

We’re stuck
We’re stuck

We were both trying our best yeah
At some point it got way too much
I guess that you were just my left hand
Didn’t need you but it was nice to two of us
And now we’re both in a cycle we do the same shit everyday
I wish I was the type of person to pull away but I’m not
So I guess we’re stuck

Hand
I guess that you were just my left hand
And it was nice the two of us
But now we’re stuck

Left Hand

Lyrics:
I don’t love you

I don’t, love you
L-l-love, love, l-love
I don’t I don’t you you y-you
Love you l-love you, I don’t d-don’t
I don’t, love you
L-l-love, love, l-love
I don’t I don’t you you y-you
I don’t d-d-don’t

I think I’m falling back
Don’t know where my head is at
See myself spiralling
Thought that this was in the past
And It’s so frightening
I’m tryna get a grip
But all the ledges are so thin feel like I’m gonna slip
I think I’m falling back
Don’t know where my head is at
See myself spiralling
Thought that this was in the past
And It’s so frightening
I’m tryna get a grip
But all the ledges are so thin feel like I’m gonna slip 

I think I’m falling back
Don’t know where my head is at
See myself spiralling
Thought that this was in the past
And It’s so frightening
I’m tryna get a grip
But all the ledges are so thin feel like I’m gonna slip

Don’t know where my head is at
Thought that this was in the past
Yeah
Feels like I’m gonna slip

I don’t love you

I Don't Love You

Foaming at the mouth, giving me evils 𓃹⋆˚꩜｡

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