Invalid ticket (demo)

brain soap

wrote this song about my relationship and drew some parallels between my life and book titled find me by André Aciman ,,,, Enjoy <3

lyrics:

I pulled you in my lap
told you it’s alright 
listened to your heart
wiped your tears and 
told you i'm here
and I meant it
but now that you’re gone
i keep on waiting 

why you gotta be so mean
after all the things that we went through 
can’t you see for you I’d do
everything i can and can’t do

Do I really have to wait until I’m 32
Until I see you again
But even If I did
Could you still find me in this big open world 

Could you still find me one day
Could I still find you some day
Do I really have to wait 
until I’m 32

But even if I will
Would you still want me
would it still be lovely
like it used be in October
like we never were sober

so find me
find me
find me again and again
find me find me
find me again and again

one last kiss at the m1 line
off you go to catch your flight
but what is real?
the distance that’s here
or the one 
you put in front of me

we were playing 
hide and seek
and when i lost you i could
hear you scream find me
but now i don't even know
what is it that i'm looking for
is it you or is it fame?
make a generic pop song
and please them

there are so many things i wanna tell you
but there's so little time for me to do so
do you even know how many times
i couldn't sleep all night
do you even know 
how i feel
do you even know 
how much you mean to me
you're so beautiful and i can't say it

find me

track 10 - C (instrumental demo)

track 7 - you're my whole world (instrumental demo)

track 11 - mountain range (instrumental demo)

track 8 - i don't exist anymore (instrumental demo)

track 1 - risk-taker (instrumental demo)

we got matching earrings and matching wounds

silver earring - 9:5:23, 02.27

worst person you ever met

I write and produce my songs on my own. I would really appreciate any feedback or comments, please and thank you. love you <3
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Ivo Rubin

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