heavy

LYRICS -

she was the one I wanted 
now i’m nothing 
    x2 

And I just wanna see her for one more night 
And I just wanna her through one more fight 
I swear this music the only thing that’s keeping me alive 
if i didn’t have my mic I would die tonight 

and i know that I needa get better 
yeah I hope that the time will come 
but untill I feel god changes the weather 
then ima fix my problems by shedding blood 

she don’t care that i’m dying at all 
no she don’t care that i’m ready to fall 

And i’m digging my own grave 
man i’m hoping that my mind will be altered one day 
and i’m speeding up switching lanes 
and if i crash i won’t feel a thing 

I know
she knows 
she knows 
she’s gotta know

Maybe Love Wasn’t Meant For Me

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Lyrics
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I pray that there ain't a god
'Cause he left me here to suffer with you all
Does it matter what prayer I talk
Before I hit the ground in my fall

Trapped in this body
I hope it burns
I hope it withers in the afterlife
Tell my momma I'm sorry
I know it hurts
But at least I smiled in the second I died

Bury my body in roses
Look away when my flesh decomposes
Cremated or buried I don't really mind
At the end of your life they'll forget us in time

As a kid I used to think I was chosen
Telling me that you'll be something we know it
Now the trauma's like I'm going through the motions
A drop in the bucket that drops in the ocean
Who do you pray to Rob, we don't know it
But the head, chest, left, right shows it
I don't know the words but they don't need the devotion
They just wanted to treat a kid like he's broken

I fucking hated all of you

Trapped in this body
I hope it burns
I hope it withers in the afterlife
Tell my momma I'm sorry
I know it hurts
But at least I smiled in the second I died

Rotting my body in roses
Watch as my flesh decomposes
Cremated or buried I don't really give a fuck
If they treat me like shit in my life

The Perfect Afterlife [Prod. LMG]

When you lie

prod. eeryskies

dream out
what’s that sound

i don’t recognize you baby 
you’re not who you used to be as of lately
lately missing you on the daily
even next to me i’m missing you greatly
not sure what to say
i’m really hating what you putting on display
i dunno what you did but i hate what you changed
and ever since then i haven’t given a bouquet 
new make up an ache of 
someone else did i mess up
am i really with the person that i once loved 
every time i ask you that you just brush off 
you say enough, you say i’m dumb 
ignorant to love, then bite your tongue
don’t cry to me, yeah you have a mum 
i don’t wanna talk now then i go numb 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man

dance

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before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)

what bout our future that we talked about
fake promises, you guilty on all accounts 
im just trying not to hate myself
im just trying not to kill myself 
just wanna feel something
just wanna feel something
life without you im adjusting 
life without you im suffering
you hate me i deserve it
im okay on the surface 
but deep down, im just worthless 
in your home i always felt like a tourist 

before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)

before you leave me (at least one of these is laced right)
let me down easy (at least one of these is fent right)
before you leave me (i hope one of these is laced right)
let me down easy, before you leave me

before you leave me (the cake is a lie) (mv in description)

Prod secre_swallowtail

this is a song about feeling like a imperfect being. its far from your regular produced song as i left the imperfections in the song to like its mean to represent

crimson/black wings (feat scorpio)

White Ballad

INUYASHA [Prod. HXRXKILLER]

@kaiyko

Please stay away
I just can’t take the pain
Outside, a castaway
Reaping in my own disdain

Stuff of the past that sticks in the future
Lying to me, I thought that I knew her
Band aid my heart and pretend that it’s fine
Nothing else matters when I know you’re mine

Hold me tighter than when you held him
My smiles coming, soon it fell grim
Taking part of me, losing a limb
Embers were burning, slowly they dim

I’m stuck in the time
You weren’t mine
Can’t take the crime
I saw the sign

Breaking down I’m crying
There’s no point in trying
Away, I am flying
I hope that I’ll be dying

follow kaiyko

stay away - ft. kaiyko (prod. demxntia)

(PROD. SHANIKAI)

lyrics -

I hope to see u again..

I’m not obsessed 
I won’t regret 
I’ll get these bans on my own 
Cup for the road 
For all my demons in bliss 
your gut full of piss 
I miss the things we forget 
Stuck in this shit 
Our bodies break in mist
left in a ditch 
w all my problems in hell

Pain takes time 
But I waste my time
Bucket full of liquor 
If we talk tonight 

hide from the 5
When it’s grey outside 
Smoke a couple blunts 
If we talk tonight

before you leave me (the cake is a lie) (mv in description)

ivory falls

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