street on fire

The Dreaming Boy Is A Realist

i cant look away

i can't look away (feat. tansea)

its been forever since the day
that my ass started smoking
no i dont fucking eat
cause it feels like im choking
i killed myself
and now my body bleeding out
on the sofa
aint nobody even care
and no my father dont know yet
my mother walking in
and now she screaming and crying
she dont know why i died yet
she been fighting the silence

i did some drugs
just cause i could try them
i smoked some weed
just to slow the time down
i did some shit
that you wont ever find out
i did some things
that will not ever come out

cause imma kill myself
before im 22
i know my birthdays coming
im turning 20 soon
and imma be all alone
ill fucking sit in my room
im gonna stare at the wall
cause i dont know what to do

ill fucking stare at the wall
ill shove a knife in my chest
i swear ill twist it around
until my body distressed
until my veins start to pop
until my heart wanna stop

its been forever since the day
that my ass started smoking
no i dont fucking eat
cause it feels like im choking
i killed myself
and now my body bleeding out
on the sofa
aint nobody even care
and no my father dont know yet
my mother walking in
and now she screaming and crying
she dont know why i died yet
she been fighting the silence

i did some drugs
just cause i could try them
i smoked some weed
just to slow the time down
i did some shit
that you wont ever find out
i did some things
that will not ever come out

been forever since i started smoking

G.Y.O.S (prod. Limbowithnell + Lueclove)

prod @awfuldrama-771929185 & @sensattack
https://open.spotify.com/album/1G6cImzFKPyARFHtKBJQtF
cover www.instagram.com/4444jaime 

please don't leave me in the club tonight
i will just kill you by the morning time i will
or myself i just need myself a forty clip 
nothing like the stainless steel just to do the trick 
gun in my mouth i know it turns you on
double homicide while we play our favorite songs

i'm off the vyvanse baby i can't let go 
only chance to see you are in my dreams i got my eyes closed 
them hydros hitting baby my grip got a tight hold 
kill you and your whole family i'm a psycho 

please don't leave me in the club tonight
i will just kill you by the morning time i will
or myself i just need myself a forty clip 
nothing like the stainless steel just to do the trick 
gun in my mouth i know it turns you on
double homicide while we play our favorite songs

please don't leave me in the club tonight
i will just kill you by the morning time i will
or myself i just need myself a forty clip 
nothing like the stainless steel just to do the trick 
gun in my mouth i know it turns you on
double homicide while we play our favorite songs

her favorite junkie

kill

https://open.spotify.com/album/7toKZ0sSCFyT4P28Sa3cSY?si=6RAyBCLiSuKiQvUwxC_d7w

i cant seem to help the fact
that i want you more than just a friend
i cant seem to handle this 
cause i want you all to myself

put that on my gravestone
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end 
if this ever stops i wont call you again

if we're more than friends 
you would 
tell me that you love me back
i dont mean to harm you 
baby
i might go and hurt you bad
i dont wanna kill myself 
baby i dont wanna hurt you back
youre the reason im not dead 
baby im not sure you even care

put that on my gravestone 
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end
if this ever stops i wont call you again
i cant seem to help the fact
that i want you more than just a friend
i cant seem to handle this
cause i want you all to myself

if the world was ending
could we still be more than friends
put that on my gravestone 
we'll be together till the end

if im gonna die
im gonna take a look in your eyes one last time
im scared you wont try again 
im sorry if im not  good enough in the end

if the world was ending 
would we still be more than friends
i hate that you love me
cause i really dont understand
and i know that im not enough
just know that im trying my best
im scared you wont try again 
because i would always try again

put that on my gravestone
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end
if this ever stops i wont call you again

i cant seem to help the fact 
that i want you more than just a friend 
i cant seem to handle this 
cause i want you all to myself
baby i got caught thinking about you again 
i dont think i can handle someone leaving again
i might fall asleep when youre laying with me 
i cannot believe that youre not in a dream

put me on a gravestone
cause im dead inside my room 
i dont wanna kill myself 
cause im in love with you
i dont wanna lose you 
cause i might not get you back
but if the world was ending 
would you still be more than friends

more than friends

btw @kushbabykeys scammed me of a feature on this lol
https://open.spotify.com/album/4sUqRmR1uSQ12l2sW3zf9R
prod @reactanceprod


show him your spotify wrapped 
then he'll know it's act 
then i can tell myself you're coming back 
can you come back?

why are you with him? (why are you with him?)
it's killing me (it's killing me)
and why are you with him? (why are you with him?)
it's killing me, it's killing me (it's killing me)
it's killing me (it's killing me)
so why are you with him?
it's killing me, it's killing me

it's killing me
tell me your secrets who you wanna be
these pills ain't enough anymore
you broke my heart so i'm breaking the law 
shoreditch is cold so i need me some warmth 
can you pick up my body when i drop to the floor?
i'll kill anybody that call you a whore 
kill anybody 
i'll kill anybody

why are you with him? (why are you with him?)
it's killing me (it's killing me)
and why are you with him? (why are you with him?)
it's killing me, it's killing me (it's killing me)
it's killing me (it's killing me)
so why are you with him?
it's killing me, it's killing me

it's killing me
tell me your secrets who you wanna be
these pills ain't enough anymore
you broke my heart so i'm breaking the law 
shoreditch is cold so i need me some warmth 
can you pick up my body when i drop to the floor?
i'll kill anybody that call you a whore 
kill anybody 
i'll kill anybody

why are you with him? (why are you with him?)
it's killing me (it's killing me)

why are you with him? it's killing me

p. peril

"i still love you though, have a great day and a great life"

6.10.25

그 날는 비가온다 했지

우산은 어디간지 몰라서 그냥 없이

하늘은 마르고 파래 구름하나 없고

햇볓은 따가워 부서지는 바람들

사이로 흔들흔들 난 흔들리고

구름구름 안개처럼 뭉쳐

흔들 흔들 난 흔들리고

주륵 주륵 빗방울이 덮쳐

비가 내리면 우산을 접고

빗방울에 내 얼굴을 씻고

아 다시 아련해 빗방울에

아 다시 아련해 비가오네

아 다시 아련한 밤 내 눈에

아 다시 바라던 나 내 눈에

흐드러지는 빗소릴 잡고

여기 누워

난 바다로 갈거야


그날은 비가 내렸지

젖은 양말을 버렸지

고개를 젖히고 눈을

열어 오렌지 하늘

보라색 구름의 중심

흔들흔들 난 흔들리고

구름구름 안개처럼 뭉쳐

흔들 흔들 난 흔들리고

주륵 주륵 빗방울이 덮쳐

비가 내리면 우산을 접고

빗방울에 내 얼굴을 씻고

아 다시 아련해 빗방울에

아 다시 아련해 비가오네

아 다시 아련한 밤 내 눈에

아 다시 바라던 나 내 눈에



비가 내릴때면 아무말도 하지말아요

우산을 써도 젖어가는 나를 알아요

난 여기있는데 시간은 지나가네요

우리가 지나온 삶은 똑같이 아름다워요


비가 내릴때면 아무말도 하지말아요

당신 하는 말이 아프고도 아름다워요

저기 구름 위에 서서 아래를 쳐다봐요

우리 맑은 비가 되어 저 큰 하늘 날아요


난 꿈을 꾸나

큰 비가 오던날

내 얼굴부터 발목까지 적시고


난 떨어진다

어디로 흐를까

맑은 날의 우물물이 되어볼까

special thanks to :
김규리 기상캐스터, 장마, GS25 접이식 우산(검정), MAUN, 김민서, NOMICHOD


her favorite junkie

ivory falls

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