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Tessie-Mother 2

@ivoryrasmus

feed it
grieve it
all of this pain's in my head
feel me
heal me
when i'm gone who's yours instead?

i don't feel healthy
just leaving you out of my life like this
i tried and tried
we snuck a kiss
but i'm so tired
i can't live
what's eating me
and bleeding me
i blow through help exceedingly
you said i'm wrong and i'm not pressed
i'm too headstrong and too depressed

history repeats itself repeatedly
watch the mirror long enough, in time you'll see your enemy	
look at friends reflections of their actions
what's your centerpiece?
we're covered in these facets as distractions from what's limiting

i know you're giving in

they watch and prey
then pray we stay the same 
it's all a game
we move through pain
with cloaks and shame
it's all in vein
we fall the same
i see how they'd watch and prey
then pray we stay the same 
it's all a game
we move through pain
with cloaks and shame
it's all in vein
we fall the same

they're eating me and bleeding me
i try to scream believably
but all help's gone
and no one's left
he'd heed his call
i watched them jet

tearing at flesh
feel your dangers despair
and they walk right through me
like i'm not there
you got hate in your heartstrings and jaded from there
you take all these blasts, act like you don't care

34 (TWINWOLVESxIvory Rasmus)

petal beat battle moment :O

dont need to tell me for me to know distance
i'm choosing the path of the least resistance

hate me 
wonder why i'm playing
i've been forced to quit so long
and act so strong
you can't phase me
i can see them waiting
for this to go somewhere wrong
until we're gone

life does you right
but no one does me justice but me and that's my life
got friends who think i'm born to succeed, i think they're right
too many enemies to keep me from sleep at night
i'm feeding every vice

Pastel

Believe It (ft. Elvisious)

i made this in one sitting while in call with my friend

flick

lyrics

commas in my streams
dollars in the pocket
i was passenger,
watch me work up to the cockpit
look at how i'm framed
picture perfect optics object 
they made money off my trauma, wonder why i'm offset
upset with the way that you worked me
see where they're seething and push in to hurt me
saw red, regret not just leaving this lurking
but boy, you're a vulture 
i see where you're perching

hated, poignant, always self-destroying 
vacant, voided, i mean - shit, just look at my choices
i'm a patient, poised in places that serve poison  
and i'm wading, fading to points i can't enjoy it

box-cut
errrr, i've been paranoid lately
normally i'm active
i've been hiding daily
got stuck
errr, i've been pushing for my safety
and i don't want to fail you
there's distance that i'm making

offset, upset 
and i'm sorry i'm broken, it's starting to scare me
they step back if i'm open
it won't end, wont bend
and i'm losing devotion 
the work that i put in's just drops in the ocean

F.U. (TWINWOLVES x Ivory Rasmus)

help me bleed in the way that people used to want to see
this is pressing into wounds and it's something i don't need
fuck the pleas, their support is something i can drop for free
openness just helps them feed
openness just helps them feed

find remedies, not faults
it wasn't your fault
just be more than the past
and stand through the windblasts

let this tension pass
barriers will crash
and you see right through the glass
all that pain can't last

don't be ashamed of your mental
just learn how to live with and harness the breadth of your image
this is a rally to tally the days that you're down and seek pureness to mix in
i'm just a fool to these bitches
a tool to be witnessed, a hunt that i'm fixed in
there is no purpose if that's what you feel
me recently? i've been my religion

i realized i dont need affirming from anybody but me
i feel eyes, pointed and hateful, i fight for a minute to breathe
look at my avarice, painted through patterns
and painful to feed
sent through their messages
forced to dissect it 
there's so much to see

scream

SIYRush

MAN OF STEEL FT. YNGCARTER [BONUS]

internet heritage. setting a scene. hopeful, url-raised, searching for identity & understanding.

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