Glad your back, another banger as always, you've come so far from "To the Sea" whne I first discovered you, keep it up.

Bro the feels… your whole heart is out ❤️‍🔥

2019 it seemed everything was different
and i know those years were different
all the shit that i was living
i was ignorant
i got info all at once
i couldn't sit with it
so i would run, run, run, run, run, run
i couldn't live with it
i grabbed the gun, fun
mom, your son is giving into it
and wishing i could undo all the shit i said 
the only option seemed like painting walls red
i don't care who i helped

i'm done
i can't be helped
i'll run
and force release
it's all i want
went through hell
and for what?
i stood ground till i was shunned

i dont need a pill to feel okay and 
that's because now i dont talk to you
look, i think of how you spoke to me
like "who the fuck you talking to?"
i guess you like it when your friends don't leave the house
babe you're married to your hand
i was married to my outs
shit,
no job but i'm working
i got cash in my jeans
i know why yall are mean
nothing's changed since your teens
i was pushed out of the crowd
and i'm glad they let me out
called irrelevant
but that just means my name is out their mouths

vistaril before we'd call
you never loved me like i loved you
y'all don't care at all
i wish it wasn't so impossible to let you go
i just walked away and didn't really let em know
and when you never hit me up i'll know i'm acting fair
this ain't a friend group , it's a ladder
and i felt the tears
you lost faith,
or did you finally just let it show
that i've been worthless in your eyes cus i'm letting go

i wanna talk about what's hurting not just laugh it off
i wanna talk without a filter, but you'll fucking scoff
i wanna love myself and be me till it's all i know
please don't hit me with facades
i just wanna grow
it was always gonna end
at least i had you as a friend
i went through more than i could ever show
i let go all of me
and put me back together
give me space

i was always alone
stuck in my head
latching onto every word that filled me with dread

need

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22 y/o nb gay artist n musician 

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Thank u for everything

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