I know, it's all my fault
I've made mistakes
More than I should
In this lonely place
Feels so familiar
In this bed I sleep alone again
Will you find a way
To forgive me?
Will you find a place
in your heart
When they say that love
love is patient
You're all that I've got

You're All That I've Got

New original song by Ivy. The Pulse  "the Noose" luscious folk rock.  At times this is my life

The Pulse

The Noose

We'll set the tone, turn the lights down low
You got me under a spell
I can't say no
Nobody but us in this place
Nothing but your hands on my face
In the dark, I'm afraid
In the dark you have my faith 
I want to say
Baby this is new
The other boys
Are nothing like you

I want to love you
Like it's the first time

What happens when we leave here?
Will you still call me to see me?
When I wake up in your clothes on that Sunday
Will those feeling be reciprocated
Will you want me baby?
I drink too much
I swear I'll change

Like The First Time

By the river of shame, I sit with my head hung low
Restore my faith, restore my faith

Restore My Faith

Wrote this song for my baby sister Allsion Mairena that passed away from cancer.  Her legacy lives on in all of us that knew her and is hopefully passed on to anyone that can relate to her passing. xoxo Ivy 

Wonder Where You Are

This was one of my first recordings, on my 2008 EP 'Good Time Girl' 

Good Time Girl

This song is from my first EP, circa 2008 'Good Time Girl'

Girl in the Mirror

I got stuck in a rut somehow
thought I would snap out of it by now
but I'm still on the ground
hands over my mouth
trying not show that I'm suffering now

so I put on a face
I put on a cape
I put on a show
and everyone believes me

cuz I'm a good liar
my mask is on fire
and when I get tired
in my bed I'm crying

la di da di da
la di da da
and nobody knows
that I'm a sad girl
when I sing
la di da di da
la di da da
deep down inside
I'm a sad girl

I try to find things that are inspiring
I try to write songs, but I don't wanna sing
it's like a black cloud is fogging my sound
if it was up to me, I'd shut everything down

so I put on a face
I put on a cape
I put on a show
and everyone believes me

cuz I'm a good liar
my mask is on fire
and when I get tired
in my bed I'm crying

la di da di da
la di da da
and nobody knows
that I'm a sad girl
when I sing
la di da di da
la di da da
deep down inside
I'm a sad girl

la di da

CHAMELEON

Still Waiting

When I wrote this I was listening to alot of Johnny Cash!! I love his attitude and conviction in his music.  This is a lot more poppy, than most of his music, but it reminds me of 'Ring of Fire'

Chameleon

Prohibition

Follow your heart
Your intuition
Plant the seeds
Your dreams, your visions
Then water until
They're ripe to eat
Then cultivate, your sweet fruitions

Sweet Fruitions

It's like we never gave it too much thought
Like fools we rushed into a sea of love
Two broken hearts trying to become one

The Weakened walls around us crumbling
We saw the truth, ignored the path
And still pretend like there's nothing wrong

My tears are still warm
The scars haven't healed yet
Baby one kiss can't fix, or undo
These fresh wounds

You cut me baby
And I'm left to soothe
These fresh wounds

Fresh Wounds

I throw my hands up frustrated 
You won't let me go 
You find peace, when in fact I speak my mind 
So you don't take the fault 

I can't help that my pages 
Create this open book 
I can't help that I'm easy to read 
Love, don't hold it against me 

Oh- your hidden chapters 
Oh- your hidden chapters 

Everything is my fault, easy for you to say 
Keep coming at me hard, intimidating me 

No I can't help that my pages 
Create this open book 
No I can't help that I'm easy to read 
Love- don't hold it against me 

Oh- your hidden chapters 
Oh- your hidden chapters 

I see you- hiding 
Your in the shadows 

Oh- your hidden chapters 
Oh- your hidden chapters

Hidden Chapters

My hands are tied behind my back
I can't move til you let go
Your silence
Is what gives you control

We don't always see, eye to eye
The louder I get, the further you hide
Then I feel a tidal wave come over me
I ball up my fists and clench every inch of my body

I wanna see you fight
Cuz what I did isn't right
I wanna see you fight

Lonely girl, no one pays you no attention
In this lonely world, this girl needed some attention
Kinda like that time you lied
About that girl that night

I feel a tidal wave come over me
I ball up my fist's and clench every inch of my body

I wanna see you fight
I what I did is not right
I wanna you see fight

Come on show me your jealousy
Cuz when you say you're not mad
Maybe I want you to be 

I wanna see you fight

Wanna See Your Fight

You walk out that door it was our last good bye
Had I known, I wouldn't have let go
But you knew you were done before I could try
You kissed me like it was the last time

I run it over and over in my head
Was there something that I could've said?
But you knew you were done before I could try
Cuz you kissed me like it was the last time

We fly into separate turns
We fly into an open world
We fly from our cage of hurt
We fly like we're free birds

Do you think of me the way that I miss you?
Those wings of freedom, are they good to you?
Cuz 10 years is a long time for us to move from
10 years of our life, it's not that easy to move on

We fly into separate turns
We fly into an open world
We fly from our cage of hurt
We fly like we're free birds

Maybe we'll see each other years from now
In a sea of people we'll be strangers in a crowd
I hope you see me and I catch you eye
You look at me like it's the first time

We fly into separate turns
We fly into an open world
We fly from our cage of hurt
We fly like we're free birds

Free Birds

Addicted To Your Love

Our love is so innocent and reckless 
We are young 
We are high 
Untouchable nights 
Learning to read that look in your eyes 
The smell of our skin 
The taste of your kiss 

Running wild we are fearless 
Just you and I 
Alone in this bliss we are... 

Young Blood 
Young Love 
Young Hearts 

Like diamonds in the rough 
Our love is precious 
We are young 
We shine bright 
We own the city night 
Let's rule the night 
Forever 

Running wild we are fearless 
Just you and I 
Alone in this bliss we are... 

Young Blood 
Young Love 
Young Hearts

Young Blood

Ivy. The Pulse starts Tangents with her signature, stripped down acoustic guitar and sweet vocal. Then pulls you in with a mesmerizing bass and beat that takes you on a ride of weirdness.

Tangents

Stupid Love

Chameleon singer, songwriter; Ivy. The Pulse is a recording artist from East Vancouver. Experimenting with various genres has a been an I.T.P staple. Her music will take you on a joyride of self discovery and freedom of expression.

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