Broken Wings

She appeared like an angel
Maybe fallen from grace
Weaving her way into my life
I fell so hard, I sealed my fate

She pulled me in, made me feel like a king
Spoke of forever, wrapped in a dream
She cast her spell, but I couldn’t see
Every promise was a curse on me

I swore she was heaven-sent
But the cracks began to show
A love that burned like fire
Now just ashes in the snow

Was it all just a lie?
Did you ever mean the words you said?
You cut me open, let me bleed
Now I’m screaming your name in my head

I see through the mask now, I see through the lies
You were the dagger I held to my side
I let you in just to watch you leave
Now I’m the ghost of the man you made me believe

I still dream of you in the dead of night
Your voice like a whisper, still pulling me tight
But when I wake up, it’s nothing but pain
Just echoes of love that was lost in the rain

Was it all just a lie?
Were you ever really mine?
You cut me open, let me bleed
Now I’m screaming your name inside my mind

Was it all just a lie?
Were you ever really mine?
You cut me open, let me bleed
Now I’m screaming your name in my head
Inside my mind
Inside my mind

You came like a storm, soft voice, quiet flood
Painted promises in silver, wrote our names in blood
Told me you saw me, but you blurred all my lines
I gave you my rhythm, but you danced out of time

I begged for truth, you gave me silence
I craved repair, you chose defiance
I held your pain like it was mine
Till I forgot which heart was dying

Was it love or a lie wrapped in velvet disguise?
(You were a mirror, cracked and cold)
I bled out for hope, but your warmth was contrived
(You were doing what's natural)
You said you were healing, but I was your crutch
I screamed for connection, you didn’t show up
This isn’t revenge, it’s release
From a love that left me in pieces

I shrank for you, tried to fit the mould
Let your fire scorch my soul just to keep you from the cold
I saw potential like it was real
But what we had was a wound you refused to heal

You said you felt unsafe, but I was the one discarded
Told your truth in whispers
While I broke openhearted
Wrote a story where you’re the hero
But left out all the nights I held you
All the times I broke to protect you
And still, you couldn’t see me

You don’t get to say I was cruel
When you built your freedom on my ruin
You don’t get to say you were trying
When your silence was the loudest violence

Was it love or a lie wrapped in velvet disguise?
(You were a mirror, cracked and cold)
I bled out for hope, but your warmth was contrived
(You were doing what's natural)
You said you were healing, but I was your crutch
I screamed for connection, you didn’t show up
This isn’t revenge, it’s release
From a love that left me in pieces

This was more than just a fall
It was a slow collapse, a silent call
I walked away with love still in my chest
But I’ll never settle for less than respect

I hope you find peace in the version you tell
But I found my clarity in walking through hell
You were a mirage, I drank like rain
But I’ve purged you from my veins

Mirage in My Veins

You stood in the doorway like you’d already left
Eyes full of stories, lips holding breath
You talked about growth, but never looked in the mirror
I begged for honesty, you just disappeared

I waited for the moment you’d finally see
Not just my love, but what you did to me
Every "I’m trying" felt more like a shield
You said you were healing, while leaving me to bleed

I lit myself on fire to keep you warm
You called it control when I asked for reform
You wrote me out like I was the villain
But silence was always your sharpest weapon

I built a future you kept burning down
Still wore your name like a thorn-wrapped crown
Now I see through the cracks in the glass
You were never coming back

I held on through every rewrite and plea
You promised the storm would pass eventually
But you loved the chaos too much to let go
So I drowned in the undertow

I still dream of your hands
Not the ones that let go, but the ones that held mine in the dark
I still replay our laughter, like a song I hate but can’t stop
But I know now
Some love isn't meant to last
Some people only love you in the past
You chose distance every time I reached out
You said you were scared, but what about me now?
I begged for repair, you wanted control
I broke for us, you just watched me fold

I gave you the benefit, the silence, the grace
You gave me goodbyes without saying it to my face
I thought we were building, but you walked right through
And left me in ruins while saying it’s truth
I stayed too long, trying to mend the cracks
But now I see
You were never coming back

Maybe one day you'll look back and see
I was the one who stayed, even when it was killing me

You Were Never Coming Back

You said you needed time
I gave you silence
You said you were changing
But left me with the violence

Not fists, not words
But the kind that leaves you doubting
Your own thoughts
Your own worth
Your own grounding

I kept showing up
To a version of you
That never arrived

I held on too long
To a maybe, to a ghost
To the warmth of your shadow
When I needed you most
You said you were trying
But it always felt forced
Now I’m left picking pieces
Of love from the floor

I bent my voice to soothe your shame
Quieted my needs, played your game
You called it compromise
But I was the only one breaking

You cried freedom
While I crumbled with restraint
You spoke of love
But never of repair

Did you ever really see me?
Or just the mirror I became?
You wrote me as your saviour
Then blamed me when you stayed

I held on too long
To the hope you would come
To the softness that flickered
Then turned into none
You said you were healing
But you left me to rot
And I still don’t know
If you cared or forgot

You never said goodbye
But you were already gone
And I...
I held on too long

Held On Too Long

You said you loved me
Then why did it feel like war?

I gave you my blood
You gave me conditions
I begged for truth
You fed me revisions

Told me I was too much
While taking everything
Built a throne on my pain
Then called it “healing”

I let you in
You hollowed me out
And smiled
Like it was love

This is everything you left me with
The rage, the shame, the ache in my chest
You walked away clean while I burned
Don’t you dare say I didn’t try my best

This is every scream I swallowed
Every time I said “it’s fine”
You tore the roots from under me
And still called it mine

You said you were scared
I was terrified
You needed space
I needed truth
You wanted freedom
I just wanted you

But you never wanted me
Just the version you could control
Now I’m cutting you out
From bone to soul

This is my exorcism
Of every lie you dressed in care
Of every night I bled in silence
While you just weren’t there

This is everything you left me with
The wreckage, the rot, the shattered trust
You said “I never meant to hurt you”
But you never meant to love me enough

I gave you everything
And all I got was gone

Everything You Left Me With

Scream from the wreckage 👑

Delving into themes of love, loss, and the weight of memory. Where devotion turns to disillusionment and beauty crumbles into ruin. Expect lyrical depth, raw emotion, and a sound shaped by sacred bonds and their unraveling.

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