[VERSE I: Lil Cut Throat]
deaf addict
my mathematics you can't add up
so tragic
my baggage comes with no back up
breaking patterns like splitting atoms
it ain't happening
cycles spin
psychosis wins
the world spins on my motherfucking dick like a whirlwind
devilish sins
devilish grins
got motherfuckers like "here we go again"
this motherfucker scrim can never stop for nada
too toxic
send his ass off to the doctor
between the xanny and suboxone
lost cause lost hope
he a throw away
way too deep in this hole where he lay
lay me down to sleep
northside shorty ride curb on creep
northside shorty don't pray where he eat
but ey soon we'll see a soulja by the lake buried 6 feet deep
less stress on me
more profit for thee
middle finger poking out for everyone to come and see

[VERSE II: Oddy Nuff da Snow Leopard]
lately i been feeling brainwashed like my soul was rubbing against the grain
lost in the same sauce
i would complain but i'm wearing diamond chains
cost more than i care to explain
lately i been feeling out of character
bitch left because i embarrassed her
but everyday i be like 1000 fucking miles away
blowing dope
reminding myself i'm the boss of the GREY
boarding the plane
what the fuck is a holiday?
dreaming through the day
what were you saying?
my mistake
fleeting attention
screenshots and mentions
wish i still had an away message
forever stressing
live a life in a day
this a day in the life
i'm still the fucking same
covered in spots not stripes
from broke to fucking paid this the GREY*59
suicide for life
rep it til i fucking die

Long Term Effects of SUFFERING

UGLIEST

Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty

[VERSE I: Yung Revelations]
can i ever get a moment to myself?
each moment that passes is fleeting
i try and i try to escape my own life
at this point yall should call me houdini
it always ends up with me bleeding
or so overwhelmed im retreating
back into the hole that i tried to climb out of
it always ends up self defeating
i'm addicted to sex
addicted to drugs
really whatever will make me feel loved
i dont care what you think
yeah i dont give a fuck
im still out here shining as bright as the sun
and no matter how hard it gets no matter how tough
dont disobey when i say just gimme the gun
if i dont let me demons out to breathe
ill end up with some horns or a pair of fucking wings
come and visit me from time to time
to all the bitches that i was ever with
youre still on my mind

[VERSE II: Lil Psalm]
pushing that coupe in the rain
think i been going insane
popping and smoking and drinking is how i been coping and dealing with pain
snort up a line with my mom
yea i just be hoping to bond
another day working and wasting away the exact thing that i wanna buy
that’s time
i’m in that double R falling the fuck apart cooking up my frontal lobe
play it strong on the phone but i cry when alone cuz my daddy just hit a new low
fuck
every day bad news
every day cash rules
fuck what i did it’s what have you done lately
fuck that poetic shit got a chrome metal stick up to my brain just to know heaven for a bit
yea i just wanna run away
but all i ever do is run in place
the tears i cried it could have iced my chain
and on the best days i cant feel my face

Finding Shelter in My Larynx

[VERSE I: Indiana Slicky Fort Wayne]
i’m screaming fuck love cuz i guess i never got enough
shark attack an album every summer like i’m oddy nuff
grey gorilla i’m gripping my harambe nuts
how can i trust when my own blood be acting sus?
fuck
i got feelings i could never feel
keeping a blade up under my tongue just so i can guard my heel
constantly eating pills like i never skip a meal
them hoes they wanna chill i just give em vistiril

[VERSE II: DUCKBOY]
all these missed calls
texts left on read
when i do answer the phone
it’s usually “who is this again?”
i can see it in their eyes that they see me as a check
as a threat
fucking hating on me
waiting for me to miss a fucking step
they would love to catch me slipping
yeah thats why i learned to fly
always tryna touch the shun before i fall to my demise
broken skeleton scattered im only buzzin cuz of the flies
but i gained a million listeners on spotify overnight

A Little Trauma Can Be Illuminating, and I’m Shining Like the Sun

[VERSE I: Lil Remains]
lately i been feeling like i don’t know who the fuck i am
tryna figure out where the stage ends and i begin
‘til the bitter end i proceed with a hollow heart
cut my wounds and call it art
watch me as i come apart
pull up cullinan they wondering which sport i play
i say what i want and what you can’t afford to say
unless i’m hollering “grey” ain’t much else i gotta say
i made a gang and i made a way
and i made the wave and it’s here to stay
faking a smile while im flexing alarm going off for my anti depressant
my girl is up early and bitching and stressing about how im here but i’m lacking in presence
i tell her i love you but it’s lacking essence
and now i remember just who i am
but give me a pill this one for the win
i’m gone again

[VERSE II: Lord of Loneliness]
my type of vacation is isolation
i wanna be left alone
gonna see how long i hold until i end up fighting off temptations of self-annihilation
i’m holding myself hostage by all of this emotional blockage
i can’t fucking stop it now it’s all coming out
a verbal kind of vomit i wish i could gut it out
take away my stomach fucking rip it all apart
a hollow cage of calcium that used to hold my heart
i know i’m meant to be alone
i can feel it in my bones and in my soul

I No Longer Fear The Razor Guarding My Heel (V)

I NO LONGER FEAR THE RAZOR GUARDING MY HEEL (V)

Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty

due to a pretty high demand, I decided to please you all by uploading this finally. this time it's in a much higher quality(FLAC from Tidal) and of course I included the requested fifth part. to anyone complaining about any missing transitions(if there are any at all), then you should take your complaints to Tidal. I do understand your complaints but if it bothers you so much then you can upload your own version. anyways I never expected there'd be so many people listening to the compilation, but I'm glad my purpose has been fulfilled. enough with the chit-chat, sending love out to each and every one of you, keep your head up and your eyes wide open, never stop questioning the "reality" you happen to be in. peace be with you all, enjoy.
(half of the comments on the previous upload kept asking what song is playing despite me clearly adding each song in the description, well now I'll add timestamps too so there's hopefully less of you asking the same stuff over and over. they are rough estimates, some tracks may be off by a bunch of seconds.)
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (I)[00:00-07:09];
1. My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames from Hell[00:00-02:48]
2. My Scars Are Like Evidence Being Mailed To The Judge[02:48-04:51]
3. I Will Celebrate For Stepping On Broken Glass And Slipping On Stomach Soaked Floors[04:51-07:09]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (II)[07:09-14:08];
4. I Will One Day Learn to Fly into the Stars[07:09-09:19]
5. My Closet Is a Graveyard[09:19-11:36]
6. CLYDE (I Hope at Least One of My Ex-Girlfriends Hears This)[11:36-14:08]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (III)[14:08-21:02];
7. If You Were To Get What You Deserve, You Would Know What The Bottom Of A Tire Tastes Like[14:08-16:45]
8. Soul Doubt[16:45-18:45]
9. All That glitters Is Not Gold, But It's Still Damn Beautiful[18:45-21:04]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (IV)[21:04-28:58];
10. NO SALIVATION FOR THE PROMISE OF SALVATION[21:04-24:15]
11. TRY HOWLING AT THE MOON WHILE BEING STRANGLED[24:15-26:58]
12. MISSED MY CUE FOR CURTAIN CALL[26:58-28:58]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (V)[28:58-36:32];
13. Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty[28:58-31:58]
14. Finding Shelter In My Larynx[31:58-34:18]
15. A Little Trauma Can Be Illuminating, And I’m Shining Like The Sun[34:18-36:32]
download the converted compilation in HQ here: https://www.mediafire.com/file/1to47wo386xwptr/$UICIDEBOY$+-+I+NO+LONGER+FEAR+THE+RAZOR+GUARDING+MY+HEEL+(PART+I,II,III,IV,V)+.flac/file

$UICIDEBOY$ - I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (I, II, III, IV, V) [HQ]

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NIGHT LOVELL x $UICIDEBOY$ - JOAN OF ARC

[VERSE I: Lord of Loneliness]

It's lonely at the top
all of my enemies have been defeated
the crown has been sitting on my head for too long
it's starting to give me these legions
don't follow the crowd
the crowd is misleading
stay solo
surrounded by all of my demons
licking my wounds as they deepen
constantly feeding them all of my secrets
007
i got the golden gun
i got the golden
im busting
open up the door
I'm at my breaking point
I cannot take this shit no more
I'm ready to fucking explode
open up
knock knock
here comes the glock cocked
9 mili pop pop pop
oh no
making a mess
my aim ain't the best
I guess I should clean this all up and go home

[VERSE II: Yung Mane]

Percocet, Roxycodone, with some Xanax that I had crushed up in some dust
elevated to another dimension so I got a limp in my strut
I do not care to be here or be there
in the mean time, it seems that I'm stuck
swerving and crashing
that dying little bastard
Yung Christ, you address me as such
crazy little demon
they wave when they see me
face tatted from ear to ear
northside boy with a glock sized toy
if I cock it there's going to be tears here
manic depressive
when life is in session, I hide in a room that's as dark as me
dollar sign - B
and it's still F-T-P
fucking G-R-E-Y till I R-I-P

THAT JUST ISN'T EMPIRICALLY POSSIBLE

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