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prod & vocals by me 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0LLL1cYnJXGuXS6eDQt3pO?si=fdea5ab186744f0c

cover: toysizee

note: I've decided to try out a new genre with my music and really express myself over my own feelings during the last couple months finishing my senior year in high school into a small song.  Lots of hardship and struggle.  enjoy

Its like 8:42
Biking past the forest on the rendezvous (yeah)
And I'm trying something new
People always doubt me with my own pursuits

I'm at my limit
All this talking got my whole head spinning
Wandering the dark with no vision
I hope I can be the best version of myself 

No I cant lie
Its get lonely in VC
I need someone to comfort me

I'm fixing all my problems 
All the demons that I fight I cannot stop them

Mixing up my options 
What the fuck is wrong and right
I'm getting nauseous

Eyes tell me lies
Rolling dice on the counter

Why tell me why
Do you act this way around her

Dodged a bullet when you fought me
I Did everything I could before you crossed me

No I cant lie
Its get lonely in VC
I need someone to comfort me

PROBLEMS (CAN'T LIE)

HELLO!
PROD : @iamsolush
VOCAL MIX : @musicbybento
 
I say hello I'm just tryna get your name but you say hell no and you look the other way
Why are you shallow and its hurts for me to say that you will never feel the same but I can't just take a break 

Got me like ooo ayy
Cause your stuck up in my brain
I don't know what to say
It's driving me insane
What can i do to make you stay

Baby I said hello hello do you copy me
Cause I wanna make you stay
You got me floating up when I talk to you
 like I'm stuck in outer space
It's getting harder to see
If it not meant to be then
Your throwing my feelings away
I say
I tell you I need you and baby I'll please you
you never be lookin my way ay ay  

ooo
Baby tell me what I got doo
Cause it killing me killing me
ooo
I’ll just hello hello hello hello oh

Even if you forget about me
Never be the same
If you knew you were my everything
Would you promise that you’d stay? 
You got me Chokin up to find the words
I'm frozen stuck in place
I say hello hello

Even if you forget about me
Never be the same
If you knew you were my everything
Would you promise that you’d stay? 
You got me Chokin up to find the words
I'm frozen stuck in place
I say hello hello

Even if you forget about me never be the same
I say hello hello hello hello oh.

HELLO!

s/o @0arid for the feature <3

prod by me

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0QCu7o27Cv0YoW7GeljTSb?si=7d44ee8979ef4f3a 

(bento)
I still miss all the times we had
Stuck in my dreams I can't go back
Blood drips on all the broken glass
Didn't know you'd move on so fast

Got slashes, crossed out my heart
Burnt matches, once had a spark
This love we had, a house of cards
Why did you have to make it so hard

Baby i was young
Or maybe i was wrong 
Lately I can't recall
A word you say at all
Wasted our time its gone
My life is all you want

(arid)
Yeah I swear it's been a lifetime 
I know it isn't safe you'll be alright 
yeah I haven't been awake I'm up all night 
just tell me its ok ill be alright
and you'll be all fine I've been wasting my time and i will not get it back 
u got me losing my mind cuz I've just been so attached 
I thought that life was sublime but I just stay with a blank face
I'm losing my mind i think about it and retrace

re:trace (ft. arid)

Spotify stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/6Yomj4PK0s1dC5y2lFrORx?si=9GeizLF2QdycGla5iAJTAQ

lyrics by @iamsolush @musicbybento @eileenannmusic
prod me

(SoLush)
What am I doing?
I be staring at the floor, stare at the ceiling
It just feels so complicated
What am I doing?

(Eileen)
You got me thinkin bout you every time of the day
When I look into your eyes I don’t know what I should say 
Cause I’m speechless
And I mean it
If I told you all my secrets, you would keep it

Cause I’m lying if I didn’t tell you that I was right
How you’re perfect and you fill every piece of my life
You’re making me want you more each time
Cause I know that I

Thought I was better on my own
But then you came and brought me home 
Now all my pain is lifted
How can we stay conflicted?

(SoLush)
What am I doing?
I be staring at the floor, stare at the ceiling
It just feels so complicated
What am I doing?

(Bento)
Last night you were drinking in my bedroom
Blacked out seeing stars, thinking bout you
Ring ring on my phone, cant invite you
Cant invite you
Cant invite you

Got some wins in the past
Try me again you trash
Triple threat yeah we dash
Heavy weights on our shoulders

Light speed pedal on the gas
Full suit black on black
Rockstars hack n slash
We never getting older

And I
Can't hide myself
from all these voices in my head
God i wish i was dead
Was it all that she said
Left nothing with me not even a friend

What am I Doing? (feat. Eileen & Bento)

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Spotify stream:
https://open.spotify.com/album/6DHgi9YiFMtIU14DmR4hjx?si=rbsvLn-9QxyEAA9xPoEN2Q

Lyrics:

(SoLush)
Don't try to say you're sorry
Can't keep these tears from flowing
Don't know what to do no more
I can't take the things that'll break me more

Can't get you outta my head
Don't wanna get off my bed
Just wanna see you instead 
seems like you're not interested

Don't wanna say that I need u here
Don't wanna say that I need u here
Don't wanna say that I need u here
Don't wanna say that I need u here

I don't wanna make you feel so sorry
All these stupid things, I'm dyin
Don't mind me I'm fuckin tryin
We in the brokenheartsclub cryin

I just wanted your touch
And I just wanted your love
Just wanted to hold you close
And I just wanted your love

(DEATHRIGHT)
all i ever wanted was your love
then you took it from me
no sleep, clean sheets
with a bottle by the bed
need the cognac to sleep

I keep it 100 with no fake shit
broken hearts in the club we gon break shit
i'm not looking for love
i'm tryna face it
cause i'll never have you
i fucking hate it

(SoLush)
Don't wanna say that I need u here
Don't wanna say that I need u here
Don't wanna say that I need u here
Don't wanna say that I need u here

(Izomii)
Tell me that you're sorry I'm taking all of the blame
You wanna forget these moments that's stuck all up on replay
Don't wanna say that I need you here fucking up with my brain
Cause every time I need you, yeah every time I need you

You just move it to the side yuh
Things just don't feel right uh
Love me just to leave me I fell in love with a liar
Tell me that you hate me I really fucking despise ya
Hate it that I love you've been fucking up my whole life up

(.ky)
How many times did I have to re-peat myself
Before you took the hint that I'm out
You dug yourself into the ground

I drew the line when you tried to apologize
Not a single tear inside your eyes
That's when I said my last goodbyes

needuhere (feat. DEATHRIGHT, Izomii, & .ky)

Mixed & Produced : @iamsolush
Vocals : @iamsolush
               @koukitsu 
               @izomiii

Lyrics:

Pre-chorus (SoLush):
I know it's not worth it but I'm crying 
All these times I'm staring at the ceiling fucking dying
I don't wanna end the way it is I'm fucking trying 
Thinking bout the times I risked it all, not even lying

Chorus (SoLush):
Watchu up to I'm just up to nothing 
I'm just up to nothing
Watchu up to I'm just up to nothing 
I'm just up to nothing 

Verse 1 (Izomii):
Tryna start it simple like, "hey I'm fine are you?"
Cause babe I'm up2nothing yeah let me know the move
Tired of the same old things breaking me in 2 
yeah all I gotta say is that
all you gotta say is that
maybe I'll forget it yeah
maybe you will too
and maybe if I told you then babe you'll catch a clue
and maybe if I said all the things I'd never do
then maybe you would stick around brighten up my mood
it's like I'm talking to a mirror
the way things look the same
tryna catch my balance
but baby I can't see straight
drink a little something
just washing away the pain 
laying here up in bed thinking
everything will be a okay

Chorus (SoLush):
Watchu up to I'm just up to nothing 
I'm just up to nothing
Watchu up to I'm just up to nothing 
I'm just up to nothing

Verse 2 (Kitsu):
i was up 2 nothing
ur so careless but loving
why dont u wanna tell me
cause i gotta know 
got a bloody nose
i thought i fucked it up
my heart is so cold
in the bloodied in the snow
yea puddle of blood
it wasnt me
i was all by myself 
now she hates me
i cant take it
i cant face it
in the fucking pavement
cut his guts outs

yea puddle of blood
it wasnt me
i was all by myself 
now she hates me
i cant take it
i cant face it
in the fucking pavement
cut his guts outs

Pre-chorus (SoLush):
I know it's not worth it but I'm crying 
All these times I'm staring at the ceiling fucking dying
I don't wanna end the way it is I'm fucking trying 
Thinking bout the times I risked it all, not even lying

Chorus (SoLush):
Watchu up to I'm just up to nothing 
I'm just up to nothing
Watchu up to I'm just up to nothing 
I'm just up to nothing

up2nothing (feat. SoLush & Kitsu)

good morning solush house more like terrible morning solush house xD

(Solush)
I'm feeling way too cold
Got all my winter clothes
Can't hear what you've been told
I'm slowly getting old
Maybe I was too bold 
Maybe I could cry out
I'm feeling way too cold 
Maybe I was too bold

(@pdktp)
o-o-o-o-oh hittin me back, yeah you crazy,
a-a-a-always fuckin up, yeah I'm gettin dizzy,
baby,
oh why do you hate me?
namely,
oh why do you b-b-b-b-berate me?
fucked up in my head, I'm insane,
playin with my heart like a-like a-like a,
fuckin crane game in my head,
I might aswell be better off dead,

(Solush)
Woke up, feel like crying 
I don't feel like trying 
I be dreaming about you
Yeah I'm not fucking lying
Me and you are fucking friends 
But why I feel like dying?
Need to drill it in my head 
Deep breath, I'm fucking sighing 

I don't like the thought of losing u
Just stay calm and keep it cool, all this is so brand new
I don't like the thought of losing u
Things are hard but since it's u ill do it for u

TERRIBLE MORNING! w/ pdktp

w/ @ivyblaise

Lyrics:

(SoLush)
Let's be as healthy as we can baby
Just want to hold u damn close can't u see
Let's be as healthy as we can baby
Just want to hold u damn close can't u see

Come drop by, I just wanna love u all night
Waste my time, I just wanna hold u so tight
No lie baby waste my time I will give it to u all night 

Just need to communicate 
Can't leave us in bad states 
Need ur warmth 
And the way your lips taste
I said I don't need u here, I'm lying 
I said I don't need u here, I'm lying 

I just wanna let you know that I'm here for you
I just wanna let you know that im here for you

(ivy blaise)
you been on my mind
got me thinking about you all the time
kinda wishing that youd hit my line

baby i can't take it
gotta make you mine tonight
if it's fine, could you fly
we could take it over to my place, kick it in l.a
make it a one way if you're feeling the way that i do

skipping the function and the old news
all those other girls don't know you
so if you're down baby just come through
and let me be the one for you

healthy <3 (ft. ivy blaise)

This year, I’ve lost a lot of people who I used to call my friends.  The type of friends you’d hang out with for years on end and the ones that you could trust with everything you had.   At times it was hard to sleep at night and I would find myself still awake at 6 o’ clock in the morning thinking about it.  Since then, I've moved on while connecting with people that actually care about my well being.  Big thank you to JUSEVA! for the enormous help on this one and arid for such an amazing ft.

prod. me & ju,
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Lyrics:

(Bento)
I cut deep
You know me
Can’t see through all these boundaries

Don’t tell me
girl maybe
Why we've grown distant lately

Cold nights and I can't let you leave me
Lowlights but I'm scared that you'll see it again
Hold tight but I can’t seem to keep her
She stole my heart now I'm calling the reaper

(arid)
It all went into my head and I ain’t even notice
I try to make you tell me why but you still wouldn't show it 
I know I left it all behind but I still keep it going
I keep it going I wish that I could hold it now 
You’re  taking all of my time don't think I’ll be alright 
Yeah I had to rewrite 
Over again yeah until the end 
I try to pretend oh it's not what I intend

(Bento) X2
I cut deep
You know me
Can’t see through all these boundaries

Don’t tell me
girl maybe
Why we've grown distant lately

Cold nights and I can't let you leave me
Lowlights but I'm scared that you'll see it again
Hold tight but I can’t seem to keep her
She stole my heart now I'm calling the reaper

You cannot save me
I'm still lonely

Stream

The Reaper (ft. arid)(Bento + JUSEVA!)

goodnight lavender — airhead
a part of “i hope that you never forget me.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

old and faded polaroids
were you real at all?
led astray by these memories
they brought me to your grave

so lost and i don't know how to
air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer
all just to say goodbye

so lost and i don't know how to
air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer
all just to say goodbye

all just to say goodbye

lately i'm alone again
maybe there's something i can do?
led astray by these memories
they brought me to your grave

so lost and i don't know how to
forget these thoughts of mine
rewind this endless summer
all just to say goodbye

so lost and i don't know how to
forget these thoughts of mine
rewind this endless summer
but these hopes get lost to time

all just to say goodbye

look into my heart
hollow reflections
nothing in my thoughts
empty-hearted smiles

though i know it's not my fault
that view still stuck in my head
now i'm singing the same songs
all just to say goodbye

lately i can't hear your voice
i guess there's something i could do
led astray by your memory
they brought me to your grave

up2nothing (feat. SoLush & Kitsu)

Izomii Suuta

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