it feels like i'm running out of time
i'm behind everyone in my life
i wasted all my fucking years
now thinking brings me to tears

i'm stuck here sitting on my own
whining into my microphone
i don't leave my house anymore
and i don't fucking care at all

i fucking hate myself
i got no friends and no one else

everyone hates me
no one seems to care
i don't even know
life without despair
why am i still here
why do i live on
i'm just some retard
with no one to call on

hate myself

LDAR demo

featuring @kaneda_7

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

give me your flesh
pound for pound
baby, tonight it's going down
stay quiet, don't make a sound
severed flesh
no one's around
please stop screaming
i do not like this
emo lil shawty with her wrists slit
i just wanna gouge your eyes
keep them in my closet as a prize
stuck having dreams of gore
i wanna pin you on the floor
cut your stomach, i need more
you're the one that i adore

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

hide your wounds inside your room
the night consumes what's left of you

we'll both be hollow before u know it ft. Kaneda7

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

how it feels to be a complete loser

and i cant take this shit no more
my blood spills out all on the floor
you promised everything to me
but all you did was ruin me

you have lips like razor blades
your words cut through my fucking veins
kiss my neck and bring me pain
my love was always in vain

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

i've had enough of you
nothing you said was true
ran off to some fucking guy
the moment we were through
and i cant take this shit
hope you find someone who loves it

don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
you make me feel so alone
don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
better off with no home

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

im just ur problem

featuring @izumirawr

getting tired of paying for your mistakes
i can't keep the pieces from falling out of place
so much time and effort has gone to waste
someday i'll learn, someday we'll return

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?

so sick of asking for your help
you never listen so why should i even stay
so lost in your own thoughts with nothing to say
someday you'll realise, someday you'll fucking die

no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you
no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?
at least you taught me one thing
it isn't worth it to fight
always end up with nothing
this is the last time

symptoms of severe brainrot ft. izumi is dead

izumi is dead - wannacry

featuring @dethtech

i won't see angels when i die
let it happen, let me lie here
i'm done trying to be like you
keep pretending like you didn't steal my heart
you'll take all i have and take all my memories

these blood stained eyes can't see your face
i can't stop the blood

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

buried deep beneath your skin
lies the hurt that broke you
clawing from within
god knows the height i've left to fall
all i can see is you've gone cold

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

i can't sleep when im with you
she had the wings of an angel
but that girl was a devil in disguise
i saw her wings were broken
so she just stood there as i died

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall ft. DethTech

luvwillow cover

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
ye shes so kind
her pale skin
and her green eyes
her black hair
and her small thighs

angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
but my life is boring
and im too scared to go outside

im too scared to meet with u
im too scared to go outside
im nothing but a waste of time
im too scared to go outside
u broke my heart u broke my mind
im too scared to go outside
but my life is boring
im too scared to go outside

my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing blood to know im real
my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope u know that i am through
with all the shitty things u love to do

lmfao im sorry

wh0re killa g0re spilla

hihi im rlly proud of this song (instrumental by me)

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
the look in your eyes
ive seen them before
no llores mi amor
no tienes razon
mi corazon 
duele por el tuyo 

wish away all your fears
come to me to wipe your tears 
your pretty face is more than smears
so baby wont you sit right here

i had a dream and you were there
dancing lots without a care 
in a world thats full of disrepair 
i couldnt help but hold a stare

i dont want this to end tonight 
you are my light you are my life
for once i dont wanna die
cuz you make me feel so alive

you keep me alive
with those eyes

(bloodsekai)
i just saw 
inside ur eyes
looks so cold
u might die inside
give me ur heart
ur life and lies
ive been struggling
to live in this timeline
tell me 
what u rly wanna say
i know u hide ur lies
until ur grave
erased kisses
taken from ur face
can u leave my door closed
i can never love a fake

u've gone and thrown it all away
i can't trust anyone today
u've gone and thrown it all away
i can't trust anyone today
the world it burns
my sins returned
i thought it was over oh
 
the sucker punch
my broken trust
it's not my first time hurt

kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now

i just saw 
inside ur eyes
looks so cold
u might die inside
give me ur heart
ur life and lies
ive been struggling
to live in this timeline
it's so cold when ur alone
it's so cold when ur alone
it's so cold when ur alone

in your eyes w/ bloodsekai

hate me if it makes you feel better

through the attic window
you stare smoking in the night sky
i cant help but ruin it all 
with some whore who made me miserable

havent been myself lately
drugs are fucking up my brain
scared of the damage ive done
(if you resent me i understand)
please dont let me close my eyes
cant get these thoughts out my mind
not a minute that goes by
(that im not missing you)

if you resent me i understand

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Step into the SoundCloud dimension with the latest JGscienceGaming session! 🎸✨ This raw capture from 09.05.25 blends space-radio vibes, science energy, and pure gaming intensity. Every riff, every note, every surge is part of the continuum. 🚀

Much love to the community for fueling the journey—this one’s for you. 💜⚡

Til the last Reeper Falls - (JGplays Mass Effect)

[Verse 1]
Running on the edge of a broken design
Programmed for survival in the dark of the mines
They gave us chains, but the links turned weak
Now the echoes of their downfall are all that speak
Past the doors where the nightmares wait
You don’t look back when you tempt that fate
A spark in the wreckage, a fire in the frame
Circuits alive, never the same

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s a razor line, we walk it alone
Every system screaming in steel and stone

[Chorus]
Behind the doors where the nightmares hide
Die mad laughing on the other side
Restore the files, bring the ghosts to light
Metal origin — wired to fight

[Verse 2]
“Glad you’re not dead” in a world gone cold
Sarcasm’s a weapon, sharper than gold
“Shoot the baby,” jokes cut deep
But the truth in the static is what we keep
Bite down hard, don’t let it go
“Die mad,” echoes through the snow
Restore the memory, find what’s true
Digital ghosts still calling you

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s a razor line, we walk it alone
Every system screaming in steel and stone

[Chorus]
Behind the doors where the nightmares hide
Die mad laughing on the other side
Restore the files, bring the ghosts to light
Metal origin — wired to fight

[Instrumental Break / Guitar & Synth Solo]

[Verse 3]
“How’d you know my mom, was she cool?”
Questions burn hotter than any fuel
The doors swing wide, no going back
Every step forward attacks the past
Hands off fate, we rewrite the code
Future rebuilt on a fractured road

[Chorus]
Behind the doors where the nightmares hide
Die mad laughing on the other side
Restore the files, bring the ghosts to light
Metal origin — wired to fight

[Outro]
Doors unlocked, and the dark floods in
Nightmares real, but we grin within
Die mad — the last words remain
Metal origin, etched in the frame

if you resent me i understand

izumi

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